Does your girl flash you like this after her shower?
If not, you need a better girlfriend. š
Also, I need your opinion? Iām slowly shaving my pussy bald again, do I continue, or should I keep that small garden down there? š¤
Getting naughty in the restroom, again, but not as naughty as I wanna get. I need cum!! I gotta go back to work though. š¤·āāļø
2022-01-12 03:43:54 +0000 UTC View PostI wanna be able to make my titties shake without my muffin top jiggling too. The problem is, whenever I start to lose weight, my tits are always the first thing to go. šš¤£
2022-01-11 23:25:11 +0000 UTC View Post
Iāve been indulging on way too much junk food while not exercising enough. Now my question is: How do I get my abs back without losing my new tits?
2022-01-11 23:17:40 +0000 UTC View PostThese harsh lights in the restroom are terrible for content making. Also, I have to be extra quiet, so just a quick video. Sorry itās not longer. š
2022-01-10 04:47:18 +0000 UTC View Post
Getting ready for work, but hereās a quick booty pic for ya, enjoy loves!
Iām considering renting a hotel room one day a week to cam and make content. Iāll let you know if I decide to. š
I aināt as tone as I used to be. 90+ days of no exercise will do that to you, but my ass is still phat. Plus, I almost have enough money to pay my bankruptcy off, and soon Iāll be able to start jogging again. Iāll be back in shape in no time once the weather clears up and Iām not as financially stressed.
2022-01-06 22:41:17 +0000 UTC View PostI donāt have time for petty disagreements and people who are gonna falsely accuse me of shit. You wanna be my man? You best bring me peace. I donāt want drama ever again! Iāve been living with my friends for a month, and we havenāt argued once.
2022-01-06 20:22:32 +0000 UTC View PostSo the new man was just another waste of time. We aināt talking no more. Iām the one who ended it before it even began. We didnāt even kiss or hang out once. Why? Does it really matter? Basically I said, āletās agree to disagreeā¦ā trying to end a discussion, and he accused me of āchanging the goal post.ā So I said, bye Felicia.
2022-01-06 20:18:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Stopped to use the restroom at the grocery store and I know yāall love this pawg! ššš
2022-01-05 01:18:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Iām slowly getting shaved again, but that damn razor burn has me scared to save the rest. Iām not good at shaving evenly, thatās why I donāt ever do the landing strip thing, usually.
2022-01-04 22:04:16 +0000 UTC View PostSo, due to rules I canāt break, I canāt had to upload my newest video here and has to upload to Pornhub instead. Itās uploading now, I was so horny I masturbated while driving home last night. You canāt see much, I was fully clothed, but I flashed a tit for yāall, and at least you can see my facial expressions. Making driving videos is hard. I donāt have a great place to place my phone while I record, also, I canāt turn the light on in my car or Iāll get in trouble. š¤·āāļø
2022-01-04 20:28:06 +0000 UTC View PostI am so fucking sexually frustrated. Iām so horny, but I have no where to masturbate.
2022-01-04 06:47:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Is it weird that pictures of my own ass turn me on? š¤
2022-01-04 00:28:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Just some ass in leggings to get your ducks throbbing. Iām off to work. Enjoy! š
2022-01-04 00:21:38 +0000 UTC View PostAlso, Iām pretty sure it was covid I had but I never got tested, I just isolated. However, Iām feeling much better already.
2022-01-03 21:09:15 +0000 UTC View PostSo I sent naughty pictures to the new man recently. Old naughty pictures that yāall have already seen. Sorry, I still donāt have many places to make new content fromā¦ Anyway, he said, āyour ass is heavenly,ā and I agree, my ass is heavenly, but men, after hearing this from a man for the first time, yāall need to step up your game when talking to the woman you want.
2022-01-03 21:06:08 +0000 UTC View PostI am going to SCREAM!!!! I am trying so fucking hard to forget 314, but every time Iām happily chatting with the new guy, I get on Facebook, and reminders of 314 infiltrate my feed. Last night it was his last name. Tonight, Iām discussing movies with the new guy, and I open up Facebook and thereās a meme that says, āName the best movie of all time,ā and a friend of mine comments, āThe Notebookā. 314s mom said, āIf she doesnāt cry during The Notebook, sheās not the one,ā to both her boys the first night I met her and his brother. I hadnāt seen the movie. I didnāt watch it until September 2021 and I cried like a fucking baby. Why are these reminders of him flooding my life when Iām trying so fucking hard to forget about him? He ghosted me. Heās been gone for YEARS. Why wonāt his memory stop haunting me?
Then I keep scrolling Facebook and the name of the speakeasy we were at the night it all started back in January 2018 pops up on my newsfeed.
Heās never coming back, so why do I have to keep being reminded of him?
I donāt know if 314 ever intended to come back or not. All I know is if he did, he shouldāve communicated that to me. Now, I donāt even want to reconcile with him. Iād rather see where this thing goes with the new man. Weāre just friends, but I like how easy he is to talk to about anything. Heās a former lawyer, but he doesnāt judge me for my career or my past. Heās also the sweetest and most thoughtful man Iāve ever met and we havenāt even met for coffee yet. He walked away from a career as a lawyer because he didnāt like the system. Yāall know I walked away from a criminal justice degree because I didnāt like the system. I respect the fuck out of this man for walking away from a career that made him miserable.
Happy NYE 2021, loves!!!! I hope you all have amazing years next year. We deserve some good shit in our lives after the last couple of years, theyāve been hell on almost everyone!!
Also, this is the last thing youāll hear about the new man, I love yāall, but if I chose to be more than just friends with him, nobody needs to know that much about my personal life.
I would still have a conversation with 314 if he were to come back, but Iām not sure thereās much he could say at this point to make me want to give him another chance, despite the fact that I love him still. My love for him is strong, but that doesnāt change the fact that he shattered my fucking heart. Just talking to this new man has kept me smiling since we first met on Christmas Eve, and nobody has ever succeeded in keeping me smiling like this since 314, before he broke my heart, of course.
At this point, I told the new guy Iām not looking for anything other than friendship, but I told him yesterday heās the only man Iāve met in years that I feel I could potentially date.
I never told 314 how I felt, that was my mistake. Iām not making that mistake this time. So Iāve explained to this guy that although I donāt want a relationship, Iām not opposed to it if whatever this is happens to turn into more.
Anyway, Iāve decided not to even check my message request folder on Facebook, thatās really the only place 314 would be able to contact me. Maybe I will eventually, but right now, Iām just not going to. If 314 actually wants to talk to me, I guess heāll just have to figure out a way to run into me in person. Iāve been waiting too fucking long for this man to contact me. I thought for sure he was going to, but maybe I was wrong. I didnāt expect to find such a great guy either. I donāt even know if the new guy and I are compatible as more than just friends, but Iām still really angry at 314 and this man is helping me to feel better, so right now, I just want to focus on that.
314 was mad I wouldnāt let him help me. Not this guy, though. He offered to help me for like the 10th time with something since we first met last night, I said no, as I always do, and explained to him that I just donāt often accept help from anyone, this is how he responded: ā What? Really? You? Struggle to take the help offered? Lol I already know this about you.
I'll keep offering. Eventually you'll figure out that I don't offer what I'm not willing to give.ā
This is exactly what I need from the people in my life, not people who get mad over my trauma responses and fierce independence.
Anyway, I hope you all have an incredible NYE and with any luck, maybe Iāll find a place to record new content sooner than later in 2022. š
Oh, and one last thing, this new guy is fully aware Iām TERRIFIED of relationships, and heās aware I havenāt had sex in years. He knows I donāt have a clue if Iāll be ready for a sexual relationship anytime soon, and heās not bothered by any of this. Heās not pushing me to try things Iām not ready for. Heās incredibly patient and patience and understanding is what I need from a man. I told him I HATE surprises last night, and explained they give me anxiety, so he told me he wouldnāt surprise with anything more than my favorite candy bar from the grocery store. Heās so respectful of not just my trauma, but also my boundaries, itās so refreshing and because of this, Iām not having severe anxiety with him.
If 314 couldāve just communicated with me more, and asked clarifying questions instead of making assumptions, while also being respectful of my boundaries, I wouldāve spent the rest of my life with him, but he couldnāt. So why should I continue to wait for him? Yes, I love the fuck out of that man, but sometimes, love just isnāt enough.
Could 314 still get another chance with me if he wanted one? Maybe, but heād have to catch me while Iām still single, and for the first time in years, thereās a chance I may actually start dating again.
I think the real point of this post is that weāre not in control of anything, so donāt waste your time waiting until things are āperfectā. 314 and I always waited for the ārightā time and we ended up losing each other. So donāt follow in our foot steps, if there is a girl you really want to be with, Iām speaking of girlās you actually know in real life, donāt waste your time waiting for the perfect moment, just jump because you never know when another person may show up and sweep the love of your life right off their feet.
I hope yāall have a happy NYE!! Sorry, Iām pretty sure I have covid, so no sexy content from me on the last day of 2021. Iām fully vaccinated, had to get vaccinated to be my grandmaās caregiver, so Iām not real sick, itās pretty mild, actually. Not sure how I made it a couple years unvaccinated without catching it, then I get vaccinated and a month later, I may have covid, but it is what it is. Iām not going to get tested. Apparently the at home tests are all sold out and theyāre not picking up the new omicron variant anyway. Iām not really feeling like driving to a testing center since the CDC issued new 5 day quarantine rules, followed by 5 days of heavy mask wear and my symptoms began Tuesday. They were so mild it didnāt register that I may have covid until late the next night, though. Iām already feeling a million times better too. So Iām just going to follow the CDC recommendations, meaning Iāll be home and not being sexy on NYE. Thatās okay, though, itās supposed to snow pretty hard today and tomorrow, and I have a great man to keep me company via text messages. This man has kept me smiling everyday since we met on Christmas Eve. Not the best NYE, but not the worst either. I hope yāall have a wonderful end to your 2021!!
2021-12-31 20:05:08 +0000 UTC View PostI said I wouldnāt date again until I find someone like or better than 314. I finally find an incredibly sweet man, heās more thoughtful than anyone Iāve ever known, yet every time we plan to get together, something comes up and we have to reschedule. What the fuck universe?! I finally find a guy I actually like talking to and you wonāt let me see him. Itās not like 314 is coming back, I gave up on that years ago, so why do you keep throwing these roadblocks my way with this new guy? Also, why do you keep randomly playing the songs that remind me of 314 when Iām trying to talk to this new guy? Iām tired of waiting for a man whoās never coming back, yet it feels like some supernatural force is trying to keep me away from this incredible guy. We were supposed to get together all week. I thought tomorrow was going to happen, now Iām sitting here with a fucking sore throat wondering if I have a breakthrough case of covid.
2021-12-30 07:38:44 +0000 UTC View PostSo, I masturbated on the highway while driving today. How was your day?
2021-12-30 06:07:07 +0000 UTC View PostI was not supposed to like this guy so much. I still told him Iām only interested in friendship at the moment, but holy fuck, the more I talk to him, the more I like him. Iām not used to this. Usually I talk to a dude for maybe 3 days, then I donāt want to talk to him anymore.
2021-12-28 04:36:09 +0000 UTC View PostI thought 314 was the most intelligent man I knew, but this new guy is far more intelligent than 314, and he chooses to walk away from situations that make him unhappy, 314 chooses to stay stuck. I like people who choose happiness. I donāt have a clue if 314 plans on coming back, but he has some serious competition now. Intelligent conversations are a huge turn on for me.
2021-12-27 20:40:21 +0000 UTC View Post
So Iām not gonna do naughty things in here, but hereās a quick booty shot for yāall. š
2021-12-27 07:06:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Should I do naughty things to myself in this gas station bathroom? Just kidding, Iām too tired, but I feel like public restrooms and the rental car are the only places I can make content now. I miss being able to make content on my couch, or my bed, but especially the kitchen counter. I love my friends Iām staying with, but I canāt wait to have a place of my own again. I miss getting paid to masturbate all day.
2021-12-27 07:03:10 +0000 UTC View PostThis man uses words like āweā. 314 is the only one who said things like āweā. Should I run away? I was actually thinking I want to hang out with him, and maybe even go to his house soon. I donāt normally do that. The moment I have this thought, I notice the number 314 on a license plate. What the fuck do I have to do to get that number to stop haunting me?
2021-12-27 05:35:21 +0000 UTC View PostSo itās not a date, but Iām officially going to have coffee with this new guy sometime soon. This is the closest thing to a date that Iāve agreed to go on in years. Iām actually glad I gave this man my phone number.
I told him Iām not looking for anything more than friendship at the moment, and heās being super cool about it.
I thought 314 and I had more in common than anyone else I knew, and we do have a lot in common, but this man and I actually have much more in common, not interest wise, but life experience wise, and thatās something 314 and I didnāt have in common, he had a really good life compared to mine so he wasnāt able to understand my trauma responses. This guy just gets me and I can talk to him about anything without him getting mad, even if we donāt agree, even politically. Thatās something you donāt find often. Even if we just remain platonic friends, Iām super glad I met this guy.
I donāt have a clue if Iāll ever see 314 again, if he were to contact me, Iād have a conversation with him, but yesterday I thought Iād go running right back into his arms, now Iām not so sure I would. Heād have to have a damn good excuse for ghosting me.
I love him, but why should I wait around for someone who chose to ghost me, then only contact me through burner accounts on social media but never admitting itās him?
Unfortunately, it seems 314 still hasnāt leaned his lesson. In 2018, there was a girl from his past he loved, but he wouldnāt tell her he was still in love with her. I told him to tell her, otherwise he would lose her forever. That was my ex ābest friendā and 314 and I were already sleeping together when I gave him this advice. He never told her, and shortly after that conversation, she announced sheās getting married to a new man. Then he unintentionally fell in love with me, but he couldnāt just tell me how he felt. Heās still in love with me, thatās why he still watches my public social media pages, but he just wonāt tell me. You can lead a horse to water, but you canāt make them drink, and this new guy has potential, he even codes and thatās so hot to me.
Itās kinda funny to me that as Iām typing that last paragraph, Get The Led Out by A Perfect Circle starts playing. One of 314s favorite bands, and if I had to give him any advice right now, it would be: ā Chit-chat, chit-chat
Ain't got time for that
We got places to be
We got mountains to climb
Shape the rainbow with me
Owe me so much time
Get the lead out
Suck it up, buttercupā
I mean, the man just keeps wasting my time by chatting with me through these burner accounts when we could be having an incredible life together if heād just stop playing these games. A real fucking conversation could fix everything, but if heās too scared, that aināt my problem because there are men out here who arenāt scared to talk to me.
I donāt know why heās scared to talk to me. I know his ex is a psycho and she constantly judges him, gets angry with him, yells at him, tries to change him, but I never did those things to him, not once, so I donāt understand why heās so fucking scared to have a real conversation with me. š¤·āāļø
A man whoās scared to just be real with me is a man whoāll never get me. I need a man whoās comfortable enough with me to tell me anything. I canāt stand people who avoid conversations with me. Maybe if 314 wouldāve just kept talking every time I tried to shut him down when he was attempting to talk about his feelings for me, I eventually wouldāve let him talk and said those 3 words back to him, but he gave up to easily.
Iām the 3rd girl in a row 314 lost, and Iām assuming he lost all 3 of us because he was too scared to express his real and genuine emotions. Learn to use your words boys, if you really love a girl that is.
Okay, Iām super impressed with this new man, he now knows I have an OnlyFans, Pornhub page, and Iām a cam girl, heās not bothered by it, and he hasnāt brought up sex once or even asked me about my websites. Heās legitimately trying to get to know me as a person and thatās fucking HOT. I donāt care if yāall talk to me about my porn and sex, thatās what these websites are made for, but as for men in real life, itās a huge turn off if all theyāre interested in is sex when we first start talking.
2021-12-26 19:39:50 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, I talked to a man for hours last night and woke up and text him immediately. This is something that hasnāt happened in a while. Maybe there is life after heartbreakā¦
2021-12-26 17:55:09 +0000 UTC View Post