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SLUT STUDY SESSION: Erotic Slavehood - Part 1

2022-05-21 18:11:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Well…looks like Instagram is gone again 🙃

2022-05-20 23:41:39 +0000 UTC View Post

I am nothing. I am not my mistakes - nor my successes. I a..

I am nothing. I am not my mistakes - nor my successes. I am not my relationships or my jobs or hobbies I am not my weight, age, gender or anything of the sort. I am no single thing. I am not the all-singing all-dancing crap of the world I am nothing I am no thing - Working Title: Fight Club After Ayahuasca

2022-05-20 15:29:28 +0000 UTC View Post

What if it didn’t have to be complicated? What if success w..

What if it didn’t have to be complicated? What if success wasn’t earned through suffering? What if the easiest thing really is the right thing? How would things feel if we measured achievements in happiness? What if life having no meaning was the best meaning it could have? What would you have learned if you never reached out and touched the stove?

2022-05-19 15:57:04 +0000 UTC View Post

You aren’t what you wear weigh or buy You are what you say ..

You aren’t what you wear weigh or buy You are what you say think and do Which is easier to swallow?

2022-05-18 22:21:39 +0000 UTC View Post

Going in is just as important as coming out. Both can be to..

Going in is just as important as coming out. Both can be tough transitions and are entirely individual experiences. But they are equal forces in the same ask for expansion. One offers what is possible. The other what is practical. Again - both are individual. Regardless of what you’re coming out about or going in to find, your time will never be wasted. You are always your best investment. Next to weighted blankets. Those are magic.

2022-05-16 14:41:38 +0000 UTC View Post

What form of desperation speaks to you?

2022-05-15 18:11:02 +0000 UTC View Post

SLUT STUDY SESSION: The Biological Handbrace Source: GirlSe..

SLUT STUDY SESSION: The Biological Handbrace Source: GirlSex101

2022-05-14 18:11:04 +0000 UTC View Post

Do you think the bots would classify this as a human body - ..

Do you think the bots would classify this as a human body - or could I get away with leaving the nipp|es in? I mean I know I’m not human... To some I’m an Aquarian Reflector. To others I’m a non-binary autistic. To me I’m just Taylor-made. The nature of my existence is innately a dad joke and I will take full advantage of that. I’m not worried about labels or diagnoses anymore. Making sure my spine stays in one piece is more of my priority - and the semantics of why it is the way it is don’t really help me. I essentially grew up in the 90s with the energy of “FCK YOU I’M WEIRD” and really never had space for anyone who had issue with that. It wasn’t until I was educated on the semantics and nuances of my categorizations that I got into my head about my weirdness. It wasn’t until I tried to put so many words and labels on it that I realized I might fall under quite a few (and what that feels like). Very little of me actually changed in these ways - but how I saw myself had a whole new lens with a whole new language. Some of it helped me understand myself. Most of it was dead weight. Labels should help us communicate - not put us in cages. Especially when we use them to cage ourselves. Anyways please don’t try this at home. Or in public.

2022-05-13 17:41:38 +0000 UTC View Post

I spent the morning naked on a toi|et on the beach. And you..

I spent the morning naked on a toi|et on the beach. And your day?

2022-05-13 17:12:31 +0000 UTC View Post

We are simultaneously not our bodies and also the sum of its..

We are simultaneously not our bodies and also the sum of its parts. I am not my butt I have a butt And this one is it But I do not identify as it That doesn’t mean it doesn’t identify as me. Because it really does. It is the last stop of all my consumption choices on both the hypodermis and digestive levels - and it is VERY aware of its position in those processes. It isn’t my actions and neither am I. But we both live with the outcomes of the choices perpetrated by the rest of the body. Sometimes that’s walking 20km a day. Sometimes that’s adding wasabi and jalapeño to the same dish. This bond with my butt cannot be undone. Nor with any other part of the fleshbag I occupy - no matter how hard I may have tried. We will always remain separate from our bodies and forever tethered to them.

2022-05-13 02:34:13 +0000 UTC View Post

NEXT SLUT STUDY SESSION: The Biological Handbrace

2022-05-12 18:11:07 +0000 UTC View Post

You will never m33t your higher self. You will change as ma..

You will never m33t your higher self. You will change as many times as you try and you will still never come close to becoming them. They are like tomorrow - a nice idea that will never be a reality. As soon as tomorrow is today, today is yesterday and the present moment continues to be the only accessible one. As soon as you achieve who you dreamed of being, you’ve changed what that even looks like. The benchmark is forever shifting But tomorrow is never coming So try not to be a piece of shit today ‘cause it really counts

2022-05-11 17:39:58 +0000 UTC View Post

The first fetish I ever engaged with was feet. It wasn’t my..

The first fetish I ever engaged with was feet. It wasn’t my own, but I’ve always loved riding someone else’s high. At a very y0ung age I was in a surprisingly positive relationship. We still managed to break each other’s hearts - but only because we were meant to learn that lesson with each other. One day prior to that we accidentally discovered he liked feet. Like good catholic school teens - we ran with it. Sensation wise it’s a “meh” for me But psychologically I was wetter than ever. No judgement in either direction or even the space to consider there could be. Just love Weirdness And feets I’m so grateful to have shared so many seminal s*xual experiences with an upstanding human that possesses one of the best dicks I’ve still ever had.

2022-05-09 23:21:50 +0000 UTC View Post

Posture can do a lot to communicate. Which butt speaks most..

Posture can do a lot to communicate. Which butt speaks most to you?

2022-05-08 18:11:01 +0000 UTC View Post

SLUT STUDY SESSION: Gender Fuck Cock Suck Source: GirlSex101

2022-05-07 18:11:05 +0000 UTC View Post

Submissive does not equal subservient. Playing with power i..

Submissive does not equal subservient. Playing with power is an immense privilege. It’s a conscious invitation from someone’s nervous system that says “I trust you mean well for me.” What a rare sentiment (at least in my world) One of my favourite qualities of myself is my ability to kneel without ego. If I truly believe in something or someone, my body decides for me to give up my desire for control. And then it’s up to my brain if I decide to engage with that opportunity. This strength has also been a downfall: I have given too much of myself to power’s that don’t honour mine. I have abandoned myself in pursuit of supporting something larger than me. I have made myself small to create space for someone else to be big. I have accepted abuse in search of approval. NONE of this has anything to do with also being a masochist NONE of this is because of a specific gender NONE of this is because I like bl00d MOST of this has nothing to do with s*x Most times my submissive tendencies have shown themselves anywhere BUT the bedroom (because I have to really REALLY trust you to kneel n@ked). Most of my power dynamics have been platonic or professional. Most of the abuse has been from friends or family. Most of the time it has all been subconscious or unconsc|ous. This is why I prefer playing and socializing with people that know how to negotiate vi0lence. It is a very finely honed skill to be able to execute something deliberately painful and harmful in a way that is meant to deliver love, respect and care. A skill I hope to possess myself one day. I am slowly working my way up to being able to draw bl00d with love. Until then, since my preferred learning style is hands-on, I’ve played the pincushion. For a while I preferred this role. Flying through spaces and places riding a high of my own supply. Now that I have more methods to do that, I find myself less drawn to the extreme (at least as frequently). But I still love to ride someone else’s high and see that look in their eyes as adrenaline rushes in. No - I’m not looking for volunteers. At least right now…🤔

2022-05-07 00:30:11 +0000 UTC View Post

I used to feel a lot of shame around having submissive desir..

I used to feel a lot of shame around having submissive desires - let alone leaning into them. But the more I examined what I considered to be submissive, the more I realized those were usually also moments of a lot of will and connection. Moments for the feminine to simultaneously say “I can soften” and also “I can take it”

2022-05-05 15:25:32 +0000 UTC View Post

It’s hard to punish @mrdexparker when licking the stove clea..

It’s hard to punish @mrdexparker when licking the stove clean is his own idea

2022-05-04 06:11:02 +0000 UTC View Post

Mexico made me feel so submissive in so many ways. My sched..

Mexico made me feel so submissive in so many ways. My schedule was entirely in the hands of other forces and individuals for much of my stay - completely outside my usual. And it was a great exercise. Initially I kept coming up against different layers of my own frustration because living this way was not my usual. But the more I accepted and released into my reality, the more I enjoyed it. I started thinking less about being late and started thinking more "I will get there when I get there." I stopped focusing on the how and started focusing on the now. Bit by bit my desire for control was chipped away by my complete loss of it. Having to rely on people to speak for me added another layer. I could barely communicate without the assistance of another or a robot - leaving me constantly at the mercy of an intermediary to be able to do basic life tasks. And yet...they got done. They took longer and more effort, but there was always a way. I just had to let go of my expectations of how I thought things should be done and accept the ways in which they were actually going to be. Submitting to Mexico time has instilled a sense of slow I had been searching for many many years.

2022-05-01 18:11:04 +0000 UTC View Post

Your emotional and physical body are constantly affecting ea..

Your emotional and physical body are constantly affecting each other. If you are stressed, you tense your muscles. If you are cold, you may feel anxious. If you are curious, you may feel fear. If you are afraid, your heart may race. This connection is unbreakable. But you can influence it. An emotion can overtake you. Or you can intervene and overtake it. Both have their time and place. Allowing yourself to fully feel - while also being able to regulate. The ideal is being a major player in making that decision for yourself. Awareness and presence creates the opportunity. Nervous system control creates the necessary chemicals. Come check in with yourself and breathe with @mrdexparker and I this Tuesday at 11AM PST

2022-04-30 23:44:02 +0000 UTC View Post

FREE THERAPY Nature walks Petting pets Journaling Flailing ..

FREE THERAPY Nature walks Petting pets Journaling Flailing uncontrollably Screaming into the forrest Consensual violence with friends Breathwork The only thing about the method that matters is that you do it and you like it. The rest is patience and persistence

2022-04-30 18:34:45 +0000 UTC View Post

LIVE Slut Study Session: Orgasmic Breathwork with @mrdexpark..

LIVE Slut Study Session: Orgasmic Breathwork with @mrdexparker Tuesday May 3rd @ 11am PST Connecting to your s*xual energy isn’t (entirely) about 0rgasm. It’s about expanding your potential for pleasure and joy in all areas of existence. It is one thing to be in the presence of a big opportunity. A hook up. A work promotion. A travel adventure. It is another to be emotionally ready to experience it. I used to be completely overwhelmed and debilitated with anxiety. Panic attacks were a regular part of my personal life and s*x life until I started learning more about regulating my nervous system. I have self-ejected from everything from hook-ups, to necessary grocery store trips to dream-employment opportunities because regulating my emotions was simply impossible in the moment. Now I often find myself in the position of being the most regulated person in many circumstances. Breathwork has been one of the fundemental pillars of shedding shame around my desires, turning fantasy into reality and being grounded enough to really, REALLY enjoy it. While the lessons that I’ve personally received from Dex have been incredibly hands-on (though not all that private 😏), I have also felt the effects of his methods when there are thousands of kilometres and many months between us. Dex leading a session with Cheex this Tuesday at 11am PST and I will be joining as the emotional support animal. Come breathe with us. Pants are optional. (Though we won’t be wearing any)

2022-04-29 18:49:01 +0000 UTC View Post

I went from having sex with @mrdexparker and Max to only hav..

I went from having sex with @mrdexparker and Max to only having me and my hand for four months. I learned a lot about how I masturbate during this period of semi-f0rced celibacy.

2022-04-26 18:11:06 +0000 UTC View Post

Max bought me briefs. What do we think?

2022-04-24 18:11:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Mornings with @mrdexparker have been anything but dull

2022-04-22 17:58:48 +0000 UTC View Post

We’ve been through a collective exercise in patience and un-..

We’ve been through a collective exercise in patience and un-attachment. Whatever expectations were held for the last few years were constantly refocused and repositioned based on the forever moving benchmark of “when will things be ‘normal’ again.” We all arrived at the realization there is no “returning to normal” at different times. Some of us are still landing in that truth. Personally I spent most of 2020 running from it. Then I spent most of 2021 feeling bad about it. Finally I got sick of my own whining and in 2022 decided to do something about it. In the midst of my sh|t I received some great advice - “just allow yourself to be lost.” What’s wrong with not knowing where things are going? What feels better - to lie to yourself and say “I’ve got this under control”… or to admit and embrace the truth of “I don’t know what will happen next?” In my body, it always feels better to submit to the truth and to find a way to allow those sensations to flow through me, rather than to hold myself in rigid resistance to an inevitable. I have a lot of experience in consensually undoing my reality with mind bending substances and experiences (because I like that sort of thing). So when the world decided to take us all on a trip, that’s how I decided to approach it. We took our dose in 2020 and spent that entire year rocketing through the come up. In 2021 we finally popped through to the other side and got a chance to look around. Personally I found pretty terrifying and dark and spent most if it with my head under the covers. And now here we are in 2022. On the other side of the brunt of the change and beginning to integrate. Each interpretation will be individual. All our takeaways will be unique to the experience we had. United by some of the few universal truths that remain: right now we all need a nap, a snack and a hug.

2022-04-22 16:13:24 +0000 UTC View Post

I can see my fear of myself in these photos. Uncertain what..

I can see my fear of myself in these photos. Uncertain what to do with my body or face. Defaulting to exposed or contracted - the two states I had at the time. Or maybe that's just because hundreds of fire ants were biting my labia...

2022-04-21 17:47:06 +0000 UTC View Post

A lot of time, money and energy has been spent searching for..

A lot of time, money and energy has been spent searching for "home." Attempting to find it. Construct it. Fill it. Never quite succeeding. Always rearranging. People, places or things. And in this effort I've learned if discontent remains regardless of what variables are changed...it's time to look at the common denominator (you)

2022-04-20 20:04:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Co working with @mrdexparker is distracting 😅

2022-04-19 17:45:47 +0000 UTC View Post