We live in loops because we’re slow learners. We need to see things again and again and again and again to understand how we end up in the same spot. It is not our curse - it is our opportunity. Our advantage is our ability to stack our knowledge. The layering of our experiences allows us to create depth and difference. Or it can be seen as the web we’re stuck in.
2022-06-15 19:44:19 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve always struggled to sit still. Slow used to feel like a punishment. The slight desire to run at all times. From what and to where often undecided. Just a sensation that lives under the skin of this meatsuit. I’ve explored a lot about what it means to be uncomfortable - internally and externally. Within yourself With yourself By yourself I’ve realized that the desire to run comes from wanting to put distance between myself and what makes me uncomfortable. I can run from myself by changing my state. Or location. Or focus. I believe big risk equals big reward. But I also believe forever risking big is a big risk. There is a time and place to flip tables. And just as many to sit patiently at them. I’m working on the later.
2022-06-14 15:15:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Words from @themaxeisenhardt In many ways my partner feels bigger than me, in personality, presence and power. While her head barely makes it to my collar bone, I like that I can feel small around her and other times feel like a big physical force. There's this intrinsic feeling of our forms fitting well together. We're great spooners.
2022-06-13 07:00:40 +0000 UTC View PostSLUT STUDY SESSION Topic: Bondage Source: The Bottoming Book There are many motivations to want to be in bondage. I personally like to feel ropes against my skin, but don't like my mobility taken away from me. How do you feel about bondage?
2022-06-11 07:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post
What does it mean to choose vs. flow? To put conscious effort into a direction or to allow the momentum of circumstance to dictate. What if one predicates the other? For flow to happen, there has to be an opportunity. Life doesn’t just grab you. You have to m33t it half way.
2022-06-09 14:13:03 +0000 UTC View Post
If you are poisoning your mind with expectations, you are sealing the fate of your future. If you are unhappy about where things are, you have the power to involve yourself in where they are going. Time's going to pass regardless - might as well take chances. You'll never get to operate with adult cognition and teenage tits. Age like wine and cheese rather than cars and computers. Ease into smoothness, richness, value and distinction.
2022-06-09 01:32:55 +0000 UTC View Post
The mood of the 10 hour bus ride I’m currently on
2022-06-05 23:47:39 +0000 UTC View Post
There was quite a bit of butt in that last clip - so there's more front for this Sunday.
2022-06-05 18:11:03 +0000 UTC View Post
It's been hard to be consistent with any of my practices. Or that's the excuse I've been telling myself. I've been on the move for almost 8 months now - the longest period of displacement in my life. But certainly not my first. This one has come with a certain type of calm afforded by age + experience + trauma. But none the less - living out of one bag and multiple locations makes for a lot of disruption in flow and habits.
2022-06-04 23:44:06 +0000 UTC View Post
In my y0unger years my selfie game was strong. I was desperate to see a version of myself I certainly didn’t feel like yet and vanity was a safe and accessible place to explore that. My version of vanity didn’t wear much clothing. I only felt sexy in fragments of time and did my best to freeze as many as possible for future dissociative purposes. When I look at my collection of self shot smut, I get a glimpse at the uninhibited snake that truly drives my meatsuit. Because sometimes on the surface I can get caught up in appearing like a genderless potato.
2022-06-04 20:17:48 +0000 UTC View PostSlut Study Session: Breathwork Journey with @MrDexParker for Cheex
2022-06-04 18:11:06 +0000 UTC View Post
You mean your lumbar spine doesn’t form an acute angle? 🤔😬 @themaxeisenhardt
2022-06-02 22:08:08 +0000 UTC View PostHello human! Welcome to the fuckery 😈🖤 So glad you’ve joined us. How did you find your way here?
2022-06-01 21:22:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you use it on me or do I use it on you?
2022-05-29 18:11:06 +0000 UTC View PostSLUT STUDY SESSION: Powerful Posing Tips
2022-05-28 18:11:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Max used to have a security camera in his photo studio. We miss it...
2022-05-27 18:11:07 +0000 UTC View PostNEXT Slut Study Session: Powerful Posing Tips
2022-05-26 18:11:06 +0000 UTC View Post
There is a theory that our final need isn’t “self actualization” but “transcendence”. A whole other layer of the pyramid that got left along the way. But when we look at the rest of the hierarchy with that need as the pinnacle goal, the road to get to it seems to change. Extrinsic rewards have become the way to measure progress. Even though they’re collected to satisfy intrinsic desires. It makes so much more sense to water the roots than pour water on the petals.
2022-05-25 14:59:06 +0000 UTC View Post
I love soft things in mean landscapes. Tits and sharp rocks are a winning combination as long as they aren’t in contact.
2022-05-24 19:04:44 +0000 UTC View Post
OnlyFans removed some incredibly tame images I had scheduled and refused to even say why. Apparently this is too much now…
2022-05-24 18:24:14 +0000 UTC View Post
I’d like to return to this weather and these tits please
2022-05-23 19:19:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Swipe to grab @themaxeisenhardt Shot by Max
2022-05-23 18:11:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Tell me a story of submission. You walk into a room. You find me like this. What next? Most compelling story gets a special surprise.
2022-05-22 18:11:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I lost my Instagram again. Unsurprising, given how hard I pushed it. Maybe I was looking to get punished. Told I didn't belong. Either way, the timing felt all too fitting. Earlier that day I had been asking myself "how can I be better using my time?" All platforms serve a purpose. I think apps can be incredibly addictive and dangerous - but we also choose how to let them into our lives. I've found it to be important to place boundaries on these places in order to be very specific about what I'm looking for from them. For me - it's work. While that can come in the form of connection and collaboration, ultimately that is work. It's also play and art and so much more, but it can become addictive. It can be too easy to fill more gaps and take on more. Opportunities are there, the net is wide and the swiping is infinite. And I can get lost in the noise and forget about the music that's already playing. The people already around me. The half-finished projects and hobbies sitting in the backs of all of our closets. The goals that don't involve looking outside or online or anywhere else. So maybe this is me being melodramatic or hyperbolic or hormonal over the second loss of a digital place, but ultimately I choose to see any death as an invitation for space. Usually I think it's to make space for something better to come in. But right now when I look around, and when I journal about it, I have a lot of good around me. I have a lot of projects to work on, relationships to invest in and ways to fill my time, wallet and dopamine. I don't always need more. Sometimes I just need to be reminded of what I have.
2022-05-22 16:02:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Spending the day lost in nature
2022-05-21 21:33:43 +0000 UTC View Post
