Always been an all or nothing human... That hasn’t always been a positive In fact many times it’s taken what I want from me And a lesson I learn again and again is Go slow Be careful Not everything needs to be an 11 to be good Subtle is strong
2022-07-10 17:01:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Are you more likely to take a chance and crash and burn? Or hesitate and watch the moment pass by?
2022-07-09 18:30:40 +0000 UTC View PostSlut Study: Connecting Tops & Bottoms
2022-07-09 07:00:03 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve always wanted my own cock. And to cum with it. Especially inside someone. To be on the opposite side of that release and feel what it’s like to take them. I want to know what it’s like to feel the contractions of the gasp on entry. Toys and brains are fun, but for me I want the sensation of the flesh. The warmth The texture The taste But I can’t have everything 🤷🏻♀️
2022-07-08 22:01:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi human, I think you’re misunderstanding situational power dynamics and how consent works. Please let me know if you’d like clarity.
2022-07-07 23:15:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Currently naked in nature with @themaxeisenhardt
2022-07-07 07:05:47 +0000 UTC View Post
The only moment you have is this one. The next is never guaranteed. So if you're waiting, don't. It's always a bad bet.
2022-07-06 01:58:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you prefer to connect to your body or let go of it? Do you feel more at ease when you are in your primal or do you feel the most out of control? Are you aware of the language of its sensations? Do you communicate back? With what type of tone? Are you having productive conversations with yourself?
2022-07-05 01:55:09 +0000 UTC View Post
From @themaxeisenhardt Hold me from behind and my nervous system shifts into a parasympathetic state. Hold my cock in your hand and my mind stops racing. Hold my spirit and I'll hold yours.
2022-07-04 07:00:09 +0000 UTC View Post
So about that time I didn't think my back was hyper flexible...
2022-07-03 18:11:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I left here almost 200 days ago. That was not my intent. Except I didn't entirely know what that was anyways. All I knew was when I set my intentions for this year, the word was "mountains". So when I made it to the ones in my country, I assumed that's where I was supposed to be. Except it didn't feel quite right quite yet. And while I'm known for running, I also don't know if that's all that bad of a thing. My gut is loud and strong and if she tells me to do something, typically we're doing it. Even if I don't entirely understand or feel comfortable with why at the time. However she's very rarely been wrong when I choose not to half-ass her advice. And so everything that kept me away also pulled me back. With great strength and uncertainty. But a confident curiosity to understand.
2022-07-03 07:00:21 +0000 UTC View PostSlut Study Session: Shadow Play Source: The Topping Book
2022-07-02 07:00:08 +0000 UTC View PostThis week, we're reading about shadow play
2022-06-30 07:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi Bt, I’m unable to respond to your comments because you have blocked me. If you would like to discuss the consensual power dynamics we explore within our sex, I’m available to have that conversation with you. If you’re just here to judge, I empathize with you and where you are on your journey of self awareness. It’s a long road…
2022-06-29 01:07:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Being sex-positive has always kept me aware of my desires, fears and gaps in sex. Doing sexwork has made me more aware of my aesthetics, boundaries and value. Sex has always been a channel of self-exploration for me. Who am I when I have no control? Or when I have all of it? But sexwork has offered a different mirror. Who am I when I have no control who I’m in front of? There are so many different approaches ranging from full fantasy to DIY documentary. I determine my own place on this spectrum based on two factors: integrity and income. It’s an interesting intersection - how can I maintain my sense of self without destroying my bottom line? A truth I’ve come across many times and certainly did not discover myself is this: We all sell our bodies. We are all whores for someone and something. Every day we all make those same decisions. How much of me is for sale? What is the cost vs. reward? And how do I feel about my price?
2022-06-28 16:53:56 +0000 UTC View Post
From @themaxeisenhardt This was our third erotic photoshoot as a couple and looking back to each of the sessions, they're so wildly different, in our levels of comfort, how performative we felt and how much emotion came through the lens. In the photo you see above, everything slipped away, the camera, the glimmer of the lens, the third body in the room, it was just Taylor and I, our connection. We're looking forward to creating more of these moments with photographers, and selfishly I absolutely love looking back at these because I'm right there back in the room with her, despite any geographical distance between us.
2022-06-28 06:11:02 +0000 UTC View Post
How many days of waking up in the same body before it feels like home? Does that sensation ever come in a constantly changing landscape? Each cell will replace itself repeatedly before flesh starts to rot. Each belief, skill, fear and memory will undergo countless alterations. Our physical and emotional bodies are a collection of various maturities. Semantically speaking, age is nonsense. Regardless of what year you were born and what year you will die, no part of your body will ever be that old. All organs regenerate their cells at different rates. And we all agree mental maturity is certainly not exclusive to physical age. So what does this number represent?
2022-06-27 22:40:36 +0000 UTC View PostI've spent so much time in so many incredible spaces intended to shoot other humans. I wish I took the time to do this in more of them
2022-06-26 19:00:06 +0000 UTC View PostSlut Study Session: What Kind of Player Are You Anyway?
2022-06-25 07:00:09 +0000 UTC View Post
There are so many acts of quiet violence I’ve committed against my own body. Ways in which scream to her “I hate you.” So why wouldn’t she respond like I do? It’s challenging to keep approaching myself from a place of love. But it’s the only way. The body absorbs the words we direct at it, but it’s first language is action. How we treat it feed it move it ignore it abuse it Without that base line only we can give ourselves, we’re starting from a completely empty cup.
2022-06-23 15:44:18 +0000 UTC View Post
@themaxeisenhardt and I love being naked in nature
2022-06-21 07:00:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Words from @themaxeisenhardt As a neurodivergent individual eye-contact has been challenging for most of my adult life. There's this spot about one inch above the centre of the eyebrows that was my go-to for faking it. It wasn't until my partner and I really started connecting through our eyes during sex that I begun to understand the power of that sort of presence. Now I want nothing more than to get lost in those great blue galaxies of her's. It's made looking earnestly at other humans in my life that much easier too.
2022-06-20 07:00:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Back to those times where I didn't realize I was hyper-extending...everything.
2022-06-19 07:00:17 +0000 UTC View Post
It's been a while since I had @themaxeisenhardt in ropes
2022-06-18 19:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
What you are capable of is not limited to what you have experienced. Boundaries are guidelines that keep us safe - but they are not permanent fixtures. Moving something once put in place for security can feel like it creates the opposite - but discomfort is only momentary. If we do not re-examine our edges, how can we expect to grow?
2022-06-18 18:31:54 +0000 UTC View PostSlut Study Session: What's In It For Tops? Source: The Topping Book
2022-06-18 07:00:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Next week we've got an extended BTS peak that took a bit of a turn
2022-06-16 19:00:33 +0000 UTC View Post
