If you had @themaxeisenhardt like this, what would your next..
If you had @themaxeisenhardt like this, what would your next move be?
2022-08-21 07:00:05 +0000 UTC View PostIf you had @themaxeisenhardt like this, what would your next move be?
2022-08-21 07:00:05 +0000 UTC View PostSlut Study Session: Ethical Slut - Abundance/Starvation Economy
2022-08-20 07:00:07 +0000 UTC View PostThat one time @thenonbinarydom spanked me
2022-08-19 07:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post"What do I do with my hands?" "I dunno...put 'em in your mouth?"
2022-08-16 07:00:02 +0000 UTC View PostFrom @themaxeisenhardt It's not my cock, it's hers. A notion that has never existed with anyone else but Taylor. Up until our relationship I was the dominating force in my sexual endeavours, which meant I could never authentically lean into submissive explorations. Letting go of trying to embody that energetic archetype has allowed my sex to evolve in such profound ways, ways I could never imagine. There's such power in submitting to a force like her's - my cock was in Taylor's metaphorical grasp before we ever took our clothes off.
2022-08-15 07:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes when I look at old images of myself and see this deer in a headlights look on my face, I wonder who I thought I was. There's one thing to get body to be where you want it to be. It's another to get your energy on board. And the eyes don't lie...
2022-08-14 07:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostA comment I received on FetLife that I really appreciated. Maybe you will too. "We die and find ourselves reborn all the time. What changes did you go through between now and then? Which moments created the distance you're reflecting on?"
2022-08-13 21:45:14 +0000 UTC View PostWhen is a photo no longer representative of the person in it? This photo is six years old and I no longer look or feel anything like the version of myself that I was when this was captured. Does that mean this is no longer a photo of who I am, but of who I was? Does it remain a part of me because it is a part of my timeline? Am I more me now than I was then? Is that even possible? To me, every image is just representative of a momentary perception. It is neither more genuine or constructed because of this - it simply is. There are always a number of biases operating simultaneously that are impossible to remove, regardless of intent. There is the one of the creator; interpreting based on what is visually available + what was cognitively present for them personally. There is the bias of the subject; interpreting based on feeling and previous experience. And then there is the bias of the viewer; projecting a combination of both onto the final creation. So, amongst all these timelines, perceptions and interpretations - what is real? Beyond the butt, I don't know...
2022-08-11 21:25:04 +0000 UTC View PostFrom @themaxeisenhardt Context to this photo: I was being a brat, felt very out of my own body and was overthinking all my emotions, I wasn't fun to be with. When our hike opened up to this vantage point, I politely asked Taylor to slap me across the face - she gladly obliged. The slap kick-started an emotional transference and helped me land back in my body. A devious look appeared on her face as she asked if she could tie me to this tree and we both began to find delightful play despite being disconnected moments prior. She left me there to writhe against the texture against my back but mercifully untied me before a group of elderly women hikers caught sight of a naked boy in a predicament. I love kink for bringing me back to presence and as a constant exercise to exist in my body rather than my mind. Let's do this again soon shall we?
2022-08-08 07:00:04 +0000 UTC View PostGood god ENGAGE THAT CORE. That is...stressful.
2022-08-07 07:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostI tried tying up trees. What do we think?
2022-08-06 19:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostYou know that feeling of wanting to be in control and simultaneously wanting to be physically overpowered? With @themaxeisenhardt
2022-08-03 03:11:17 +0000 UTC View PostFrom @themaxeisenhardt There's something so beautiful and calming about being naked in the woods. Before Taylor even touched me I was hard as can be, a literal nature boner. With our butts gently resting on a bed of moss we forgot about the camera and just started playing. Does naked in nature resonate with you?
2022-08-01 07:00:07 +0000 UTC View PostJust casually masturbating at the window. As one does. ...right?
2022-07-31 07:00:05 +0000 UTC View PostI wax and wane between how I feel about making money with my body in the form that I do. We all sell our bodies in some way. We are all whores for something. But this form. The one you're ingesting and I'm perpetuating. I question it constantly. As a person always uncertain if discontent is circumstantial or internal. I am perpetually scanning. Asking - why? What next? And in regards to this - how does this benefit us both? How does this hurt us both? Have you thought about it? How has your relationship with porn and content changed in our new reality? How has that shown up in your relationships with others? How has that shown up in your relationship with yourself?
2022-07-28 07:00:55 +0000 UTC View PostBalance is only momentary. And it's far from static. Full of micro adjustments and calculations to remain in place. Always swaying and stabilizing. Never fixed. It's alive.
2022-07-26 07:00:55 +0000 UTC View Post"Can you arch?" "Like this?" "....no?"
2022-07-24 07:00:07 +0000 UTC View PostSlut Study Session: Bisexual Talk
2022-07-23 07:00:02 +0000 UTC View PostNot Seen: being blasted by freezing cold water Photo by @themaxeisenhardt
2022-07-21 07:01:04 +0000 UTC View PostWhat do you do when you need a fresh perspective? Inversions are helpful. They not only give you a different view on the same world, but a reset on the nervous system.
2022-07-19 07:01:22 +0000 UTC View PostLooking back on leaner times with a spoon full of almond butter
2022-07-17 18:11:04 +0000 UTC View PostWhat makes you feel exposed? For me it’s admitting when I’m afraid. Being naked in nature doesn’t phase me - but crowds and doctors can still be a lot. Sometimes I don’t admit it to others because I still have to admit it to myself. But whenever I do, the circumstance instantly improves.
2022-07-14 07:02:09 +0000 UTC View PostDo you want to let go? Can you?
2022-07-12 07:02:15 +0000 UTC View PostI’m always seeking a deeper connection with my body. A way to feel and access more. Her language used to be totally foreign. Now it’s fairly familiar. But still, there’s always room to improve. Strength. Balance. Skill. I used to focus on enhancing my brain. Now I think about it as a bottom-up approach. And whenever I’ve made my body my priority, my brain has always been on his best behaviour.
2022-07-11 19:03:10 +0000 UTC View PostFrom @themaxeisenhardt There's something so intrinsically calming about being subdued by rope and blindfolded by fabric. I've given up my senses and am relinquished to the control of my photographer. I don't have to over-analyze, ponder my posing or worry about how I look. It's meditation in its purest form.
2022-07-11 07:00:03 +0000 UTC View Post