Woot! It's Freaky Friday and I'm back to shooting and filming today!
My RGB lights are still not working. Apparently there's an issue with trying to connect them to the phone app a second time. I've tried unscrewing them, unplugging the lamps, reinstalling the app, restarting my phone, restarting my router... Lolz nothing has worked. I think I might have to get new lightbulbs instead. But at least I can still edit photos and videos to make it seem like I have RGB lights 😅 Maybe it'll help me further my editing skills lmao.
Just a little reminder that I am streaming this weekend! Mark your calendars!!
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It's Thirsty Thursday! Today is the last day for throwbacks for a while. Tomorrow I start filming and shooting again! Woot woot!
I hope you guys are doing well and looking forward to the weekend. I have one question for you: On Thursdays that I don't release a PPV, what kind of pics and clips would you like to see that fit the theme?
Here are some ideas I have so far:
- Pussy Teasing
- Ice Cream Dripping
- Messy Body Painting
Help me add to the list!
Today was a good day to practice driving. It was sunny but fresh outside. I drove to the park, took some pics of some flowers for inspiration, drove to a cafe for some sandwiches, then drove back home and now I'm just chilling for a bit. I'm getting used to the car more and more. I think my next thing to focus on is the dimensions of the car and distances.
As for the changes here, I'm still trying to think if there's anything else I'm missing or to add. But I think I have the gist of it so I'll be sending out a message to trusted peeps later for their input~
I have been working on the plans for the changes to come, along with being busy with other stuffs, so this week will mostly be a lot of throwbacks until Friday probably. I am just about done with the plans and will probably be messaging some trusted peeps to get their opinion on them. Then I'll share it in a post to see what everyone thinks about the upcoming changes.
I'm anxious of the possible outcomes, but I am hoping it does relieve some stress on my end. My main goal is to be happy and make everyone happy, too 😊
I did not forget that it's Tushy Tuesday lolz.
Ahh! So one thing I had completely forgotten to do with getting a new phone is to sync up my RGB lamps to it. For some reason, it's not connecting with its app so I have some research to do to see if I can get them to work again. I miss changing the colors!!! Maybe I'll go back to using the blacklight until the lights are fixed.
### **Woot woot! I'm streaming this weekend!**
I'll be live streaming this coming Sunday at 1pm PT. Here's how it's going to work:
- I will **NOT** be having mini goals (shirt off, bra off, etc.), but I will have **1 main goal** (that way I can tease and be as nakey as I want!)
- Goal must be completed within around 2 hours, for a max stream time of 3 hours
- You can still tip anything from this menu; video purchases count towards the goal
- If stream is chill, VOD will be discounted or free; If goal for main event is complete, VOD will be $5-$10 (free to those that tip at least $5 during the stream)
- I'll post theme options before each stream, so you guys can vote for which you'd like (these aren't main goals)
Happy Monday!
As you might have noticed, I changed the monthly sub from $15 to $13 (my favorite number btw). I'm planning out changes today which might include opening up some tip menu items to non-subs at a higher price, lowering the Loyalty Program sub or getting rid of it, having livestreams be a chill thing with a cum goal in case you guys are up for it, etc. Once I get my license and a vanilla job, I'll probably lower the monthly sub again but I won't be as active as I was before, meaning I probably won't take on many customs videos but I'll still be open to GFEs and sexting sessions (anything that doesn't take up too much time). I'll be redirecting my focus on just the subcriptions themselves as income, and everything else I do here will be an extra optional thing. I'm aiming for this to be stress-free fun for everyone :)
I took these using the back camera. For anyone that's wondering, the phone is a Samsung S21 Ultra. The pictures look really good, even the front camera ones look smooth. I'll do a couple video tests in this same lighting.
It's a sort of lazy Sunday. I havent had the chance to test out the camera quality on this new phone so I'll be messing with it today. Here's some pics using the front camera. I noticed it has this weird feature that corrects the images once they've been taking. Idk how to explain it lolz. It's like it straightens it or something.
Anyways, last night was interesting. We went to the housewarming get-together. We had a few drinks and my friend had brought me some chocolate edibles. I had completely forgotten I asked for them lolz. But I wanted something to relax me, and it did! It slowed me down a bit, but also made me really sleepy. Idk if it was because I was already tired, or because I was also having a few drinks, or if it was the edible itself. Maybe a combination of all three. But it wasn't bad or anything, I think it was a good amount and the chocolate smelled ok. It reminded me of those raspberry chocolates, the one with the cream inside. It smelled like that, but it tasted ok. I knocked out once we got home though lolz.
Today,the bf had me run all the errands so I drove the car I'll be using to get used to that one instead. It was fucking nerve-wracking again because yet another car I have to learn in and they've all been different in how they drive. I'll be practicing in just one from now on at least every other day, preferably every day if I can. I do want to get my license as soon as possible, so I need to get a lot of practice in before I make an appointment with the DMV for the driving test. Need to get comfy and confident! 😁
Ahhh my busy week will hopefully be over by Sunday. I went to the park today then drove around for practice, drove to get some food. Then the bf and I ran some errands and I am tired lolz. My feels hurt, my brain is fried 🥺 Last thing to do today is make some dinner then sleep a bit earlier.
Tomorrow is my last driving lesson and I keep overthinking what my instructor has told me so far lolz. But I feel a bit more relaxed. She's supposedly going to have a checklist or something for a practice road exam, which is cool. I'm hoping She's able to tell me what to work on more specifically or if she can get me a copy of the checklist lolz. But after I'm done with the lessons, I'll most likely practice around the DMV to get a feel for the streets there before my actual exam. I want to be comfy before making an appointment.
After the last lesson, I'm going to a housewarming party with some friends. Not sure how long I'll be there so I'll just say I'll be AFK here tomorrow lolz. Maybe I'll post to Story instead.
Anyways, hope you guys had a good Friday / start to your weekend. Night night! 😘
P.S. Enjoy these old on/off's I never posted lolz
### **1 New Voicemail**
*Now an OF exclusive audio!*
You have 1 new voice message waiting to be heard. I called you to have our good night talk before we fall asleep, but it went straight to voicemail. I guess you fell asleep. I leave you a voice message instead for you to hear when you wake up. I talk about missing you and your voice, remembering our time together. I start to reminisce and talk about this one time we made love, turning myself on and describing it to you while I pleasure myself. You might want to save this voice message hehe.
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Woot! I've wanted to release this here for a while now but I keep forgetting to put in some subtitles or something lolz. It is meant to be listened to, not read. But if this post gets a minimum of 5 comments asking for some subs, I'll edit them in 😊
Oh! And if you like the audio, and would like me to make some more, like the post! Once it reaches at least 15 Likes, I'll try to record and upload another for free on the feed. I already have a story in the works hehe. Encourage me to make some erotica!
Hnnnng! I am back from my driving lesson!
Driving in traffic with a lot of cars on a busy street makes me uneasy!! We saw like 2 accidents while I was practicing 😬 Anyways, my driving is better, but I need to work on my turns more. Because I live in Cali now, the roads have a lot of bumps and hills and shit so it's hard to see and estimate when to start turning and how much to turn. And my instructor would tell me to turn "more, more, more!" but I'm in the driver's seat and if I turn more I'm going to end up on the lane from the oncoming traffic and crash into a car lmao. But yeah, I do need to learn my turns more. Maybe that's what I'll practice tomorrow on my off day.
Today was pretty good though, regardless of all the traffic. I'm getting the hang of everything and definitely getting more comfortable driving (I didn't tense up as much this time). She even had me drive the routes that the DMV uses for their driving exams, which was cool to learn. Now I just need to get used to driving and being more confident and whatnot.
ALSO!!! Apparently!! My last driving lesson isn't next week Saturday but *this* Saturday at 12pm. AHHH!!! And she's going to give me a practice exam. AHHH!!! I don't know if I'm ready but I guess she's confident in me succeeding? Idk. I thought it would be next week so that I'd have more time to practice and get used to driving in general. But nope! It's too soon!...Sigh... We'll see how it goes I guess. Maybe it won't be as bad as I'm worrying about.
Good day, everyone! It's Thirsty Thursday!
It's day 2 of 3 of my driving lessons, and my instructor has postponed all my lessons to a different day or time lolz. My original appointments were this week Tuesday and Thursday, and next week Tuesday all at 1pm. Last Tuesday, she postponed it to 3pm; today to 4pm; and next Tuesday to Saturday at 12pm. They were probably due to other instructors calling out or maybe other students postponing their lessons, idk. It's fine for me because I'm not doing much of anything else as my driving lessons are my main priority right now, and I would like to keep the same instructor.
But the more I wait, the more anxious I get lolz. Also, these times are when there's a lot of traffic. It's good practice I guess, learning being around other cars, learning to drive at different times. But it's nerve-wracking still, and the car she is using is a bit odd to me mainly because I'm not used to it.
Anyways, just wanted to give an update and hopefully today is a bit better regardless of how nervous I am. I'll post a couple more times today, once after my lesson and again a bit later. I want to make up for not posting as much.
Wish me luck! Again lmao.
*P.S. This is from a set that I'm slowly releasing on the feed. If you would like the full photo set without having to wait, feel free to tip $10 and I'll send it to you asap. Thank you!*
It's Workout Wednesday already?!! 😯
This week has been and is busy for a lot of reasons: driving lessons, job hunting, commissions, I'm getting back into stocks again, etc. Lots of irl stuffs, so I haven't really had the time or energy to create content lately.
My irl stuffs is important to me as I'm sure yours is important to you. For the past couple of years while I was away from the sex industry, I've been working on ways to maximize income. My time was super limited during my camming days as most of you know, so it was a bit of a struggle and lots of stress to handle school, camming, and content creation. Being able to step away from all that, I was able to focus a little more in building up some skills, gaining new experiences, growing in my own way, and learning how to make my money work for me. I got more active in stocks back in 2019, I worked on art commissions and personal projects, I started discovering more about myself and who I am and who I want to be, I became more sociable and built my relationships.
But I started to neglect all that when I started OF. Sex work is not easy, especially if you do it all yourself: planning, filming, shooting, editing, promoting, etc. It took a lot of my time away from my irl stuff. I got the hang of things after a few months but I became obsessed and tied my success and happiness to the numbers here.
The past few weeks, I realized I was kind of doing it all wrong. I put all my eggs in one basket again and I was heavily relying on OF income and adding more work on top of the subscription to get more income. But that's not how I should have thought about it.
I was going to wait until I got another job or until next month, but I will be lowering the subscription amount. I'll create a new plan that can work with having a new job so I can still do both and also have time to enjoy hobbies. We'll see how that goes, but I do hope everything goes well and that I can continue to receive your support.
Thank you for being there for me through the changes and from the start. You guys are awesome and I appreciate every one of you 😊
- Mizu ❤
Another oldie but a goodie 😊
Ahhh, I am tired! Lolz my driving lesson lasted for 2 hours! Non-stop driving! My left leg hurts because I kept stiffening up from from stress. My arms hurt a bit too for the same reason. My brain, fried from trying to stay focused because I get distracted easily.
All-in-all, my instructor said I'm a good driver. Just need more practice to build that muscle memory to be comfortable and confident in driving.
I KNOW THIS! I AM AWARE OF THIS!! Lmao, it's really that people would try to teach me on-and-off so I couldn't really practice consistently because I didn't have a car and they would only teach me when they had time. Which is fine, but also the reason why I've gotten my permit every year but never a license.
But this year... Just you wait, bishes! I am getting my damn license this year! I now have a car and someone to teach me! Praise Thorguin! 🐧
Anyways, my next lesson is on Thursday but I'll probably try to practice mañana for a bit.
Eeeeep! I start my driving lessons today in like 15 minutes!! I'm so nervous! Ahhhhh!!
But Happy Tushy Tuesday! Almost forgot what day it was. Have a throwback because I've been too nervous to do anything 😬
Wish me luck!
This is probably the closest I've been to a hummingbird! We were just chilling on a bench and it flew up next to us. It was really cool!
I haven't been taking as many pics/clips when I'm out. There was another time where there was a hummingbird flying around in a tree right above me, and I just stood there watching it for probably 5 minutes straight. I wasn't really thinking about anything nor did I think to take out my phone to record it. I was just enjoying the moment and enjoying life while watching it happen right before my eyes. And that's why I haven't been taking a lot of pics/clips when I'm out. As much as I'd like to be able to capture that moment, I want to try to live in it. And it has been beautiful so far, and gives me all the more reason to come back to enjoy living in that moment again ❤
Enjoy the little things in life~
Look at that hairy boy! 🤣
I usually take a lot of pictures when I go to the park, mostly for my own personal enjoyment. I like photographing my findings and I find something new and exciting every time.
Everything is growing again! And it'd made me think about my own growth in the past year or so. I'm getting better at communicating, I'm a little more outgoing and talkative irl, I'm discovering more about myself and my interests, needs, and wants, etc.
I would still like to be more confident in myself and more mindful, grateful, and optimistic. It takes time but I like to think I'm slowly improving in these, too.
How have you grown in the past year? What else would you like to try/do/be?
So I had a thought: How many of you who've had your second dose had side effects from it?
You guys already know how the second dose affected me. I was suffering lolz. My bf recently had his second dose, on Thursday. His arm got sore and then he felt his body ache very slightly the next day. Nothing a cup of Theraflu couldn't fix. And today, he's all better! Not that he was suffering anyway. I'd kept asking him how he's feeling and if he needed anything, but he's been completely fine! I know I should be happy about that, but I also kind of wanted him to suffer like I did. I didn't have anyone to take care of me last weekend, and I was happy to take care of him this weekend while he's sick. But he isn't and that kind of makes me mad?
I get that everyone reacts to things differently, but I had plans that I put on hold (filming, shooting, streaming, etc.) because he called out of work due to "side effects." And now he's just playing games. I should be happy he's home and that I get to spend time with him, but so far spending time together has mostly just been while eating. So I've been trying to keep myself busy by doing laundry, cooking, cleaning, job hunting, researching, planning, working on whatever I can at the moment. Basically, I've been being a good housewife.
But I do kind of wish he was sick... Does that make me a bad person?... Maybe I'll try to bother him to see if we can play any games together.
Happy Saturday!
I have a question for you: What makes you smile when you get up in the morning?
I don't really know why, but for me it's the sun. And of course, cuddling the bf while he's still asleep. But the sun is what makes me want to get up in the morning. I remember back in Florida I used to have these sheer blue curtains (if you've seen my way older vids, then you've probably seen them). I hated them because they were sheer and I felt exposed since my room was right next to the street even though there were trees there. But I also loved them and the way the trees and curtains would let the light in. I knew it was morning, and that it was beautiful, and that I was going to have a good day somehow.
Now, living in California in the city, it's a different story. There are neighbors right behind my room and I don't have that luxury of having sheer curtains to let natural light in. I have blackout curtains instead and they make me lazy and tired because my brain still thinks it's nighttime. And then, I came up with a bit of a solution. I'd have my alarm wake me up, and I'd open the curtain just a tad while in bed. Once I'm up, I'll open the curtain some more to light up the room without having to use my lamps. And it makes me feel good and refreshed, and makes me want to do things rather than be tired all the time.
It's Freaky Friday!
What's a kink/fetish that you have?
I've tried several like being blindfolded, bondage, spanking, hair pulling, etc. But my favorite is probably when a hand or two wrap their fingers around my neck and give a gentle but firm squeeze. (I can't say the actual term because it's banned here lolz). There's something about releasing my last breath while receiving pleasure that excites me. Maybe it's giving in and relaxing to the fullest? Surrendering control of my body? I don't really know, but that climax as the air fills my lungs again is made to feel even more fucking amazing.
It's Thursday! But I don't have a video for you guys since I haven't been able to film lately. So Happy Throwback Thirsty Thursday! 😄
What has been your favorite set of pics so far, or favorite theme/day?
