Due to a subscriber publicizing my account & what I do on he..

Due to a subscriber publicizing my account & what I do on here I will no longer be uploading. My content will remain up another month then I will delete my account. If there is any content u want to buy, download or save I would suggest doing it within that time frame.

Aside from that, I want to set a few things clear. This platform isn’t what I wanted to do with my life. I’m sure everyone here knows that but it did get me through some hard times. I first began doing it in June 2020, when my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. I had to quit my job to be her care taker. The money was easy, fast, and it took a lot of stress off of me during a time I really needed it. My mom died when I was 11 and my grandmother helped raised me from then , so I was facing the idea that I was going to lose not 1 but 2 mothers.

My grand mother passed away December that year. From then on I’ve used this platform as a crutch during tough times but only when I had to. And for a long time I went without posting , until I ran into a lot of car trouble earlier this year. I could no longer work with unreliable transportation so I began posting on here again to pay my bills & fix my car so I could work again. Once I got back on my feet I planned to quit uploading.

Things started looking up for me this month and I was so relived to finally see a path out of the depression & financial issues I’ve been dealing with the past 9 months. That is until yesterday when I was informed my account had been outed, I felt my life and mental health all crumble into pieces in a matter of 2 hours. I was distraught.

I said all that to say, despite what I do on here I am still a real person under this. I have a real life. And emotions. & to whoever did this to me I want u to know the effect u have caused on my life & my mental health.

I did what I had to do to get by , no it’s not something I’m proud of but we all do things we dont want to do when we’re in survival mode. & I’m not allowing anyone to shame me for what I did at my darkest moment. Even if u don’t agree with my life choices I am still deserving of human decency, empathy & kindness because you never know what someone is enduring or going through.