A message I got from one of my family members when I went public as a porn star on Facebook: “Why would you do this, what about your family?”
Well, my family isn’t paying my bills, but porn is. Needless to say, that family member got blocked. I don’t need that kinda judgement in my life. I don’t have a problem cutting out anyone, not even family members.
Just to put it in perspective for you guys, I lost over 100 Facebook friends when I went public as amateur porn star, and this year, not one person posted happy birthday on my timeline, not one. A few people DMd me, but most people don’t even want to be associated with me because it’s well known that I do porn.
2021-08-19 15:51:16 +0000 UTC View PostThere’s this man that I’ve been crushing on for more than half a decade now. I want him more than I’ve ever wanted anybody. Do you think I even tried to get with him? Of course not. I don’t know if he was ever attracted to me, but he was always very nice to me. However, I always kept him at a distance. Why? Because dating a girl like me can literally destroy a man’s life. There’s so much negative stigma surrounding me for many reasons, but dating a porn star could cause your family to disown you, and it could even ruin your career. People don’t consider these things, but you need to.
2021-08-19 15:41:46 +0000 UTC View PostSo many strange men think they are in love with me and want to date or marry me based off nothing more than my porn. Don’t do this guys. Be my fan, but don’t fall in love with me, these guys don’t even know me. They think I’m perfect for them, but the reality is, we’re not compatible at all. They want things that I don’t want. They don’t understand how hard it is to date a porn star. I don’t have much time or energy left for a man after I’m done with work, and I’m sorry, but my career is far more important to me than a man will ever be. Relationships end, often unexpectedly, I can’t devote time and energy into a man who may walk out on me after just a few months because they can’t handle the attention I have to give to my fans. There’s no guarantee a man will be there for me, but my career, that’ll ALWAYS be there to catch me when I fall.
2021-08-19 15:30:30 +0000 UTC View PostYesterday I finally got all my archived posts deleted on here. Those of you that stayed with me as I had a mental breakdown here know I was super stressed. I was avoiding social media and that was bad for me, so I ended up ranting here while having a severe C-PTSD attack. I lost a lot of subscribers. It is what it is. I just want to say thank you to those who didn’t unsubscribe, or came back after I started to feel better. I needed to vent it out, but I didn’t want my rants here permanently. I’m back on social media now, I’ll keep my rants on Twitter unless it’s something that affects the porn industry, then I feel is important for you guys to know what’s going on, especially when judgmental politicians are trying to shut down sites like OnlyFans. That affects you guys, too, not just models like me. I’ll still share a little bit of about me and my life here, but I’ll stick to ranting mostly on Twitter, YouTube, or vocaldotmedia from here on out. 😘
2021-08-19 15:05:51 +0000 UTC View PostPreview of my newest Findom/Coffee fetish video that’ll be available on my iwantclips store within 48 hours. I upload most of my Fetish videos to either Pornhub or iwantclips because I don’t know what most of you are into. I know someone likes Findom, and I know the fetish’s of one other subscriber, but that’s it. What kind of fetish’s are y’all into? As long as it’s a fetish I’m comfortable with, I’ll make some videos for you to enjoy here, but you gotta tell me what you like. I have no way of knowing unless you tell me. You don’t have to comment if that makes you uncomfortable, you can DM me instead. That’s one of the perks of subscribing to my premium OnlyFans account, y’all get DM privileges, but you do have to tip me for sexting or to send me dick picks. 💋
2021-08-19 14:35:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning! Did you get a healthy dose of puppy love yet this morning?
2021-08-19 13:09:18 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s not a real manicure, they’re gel stickers that were more work to put on than actually painting my nails, but it’ll do for now.
Milf soles, fingers, and toes.
Note to self: put a shirt on before applying antiseptic spray to a dogs hotspot. I just got a dog scratch on my nipple. Fuck, did that hurt!! 🤣
2021-08-19 05:17:14 +0000 UTC View PostLiterally just made this video. These workout videos are tough to put together with my setup, and this was my first time trying this particular workout. Naked pawg, milf works out in nothing but sneakers. Lol! Should I make more naked workout videos? I’m considering doing some naked yoga videos too. I haven’t done yoga in years. I jog daily, but rarely work out other than that. I miss the gym terribly, but without a car, I can’t get there, so 10 - 15 minute YouTube videos are all I have, but honestly, I get a better workout from many of these videos than I did at the gym anyway. I used to want to be a personal trainer and yoga instructor, but I never got certified as a personal trainer, and I never completed my yoga teacher training. Maybe I’ll actually do this sometime, we’ll see where life takes me. For now, I’m happy just doing porn.
2021-08-19 04:44:48 +0000 UTC View PostI assume it was one of you who gave my most recent Pornhub video a 👍 after I requested y'all help me out with that today. I don't know which one of you did it, but THANK YOU!!
2021-08-18 19:44:35 +0000 UTC View PostAnd for those of you that are new here, I'm not filing bankruptcy because I was out spending money on frivolous shit, I spent money to go to a computer coding boot camp in hopes of getting a better job in 2018, but couldn't get hired anywhere afterward except for as a part-time after school computer coding teacher, it was a 10 hour a week job, I was putting 20 hours a week in with prep time and often driving 45 minutes one way to teach 1.5-hour classes. So I quit to do porn because it pays more. The other part of my bankruptcy is due to being a ride-share driver. I was working 7 days a week, barely scraping by, and ride-share destroyed my car. I had a 2015 Subaru Forester XT, I bought it used in September 2017 with 33, 000 miles on it, by Christmas Day 2020 it broke down, I couldn't afford to fix it, it had 187,000 miles on it, and I still owed $12,000 on that car, bankruptcy was my only option. As my popularity as a cam girl and porn star has been increasing, I'm starting to earn more money, and super thankful for that, but I'm still not at a place where I can afford to get my hair done, and sometimes a girl just needs to be spoiled a little, lol. If you're wondering where my money goes now, just know that rent on a tiny one-bedroom is $1500/month, and my dog is expensive. I spoil my pup each month while I go without.
2021-08-18 18:34:25 +0000 UTC View PostIt's hard as hell going from being broke your entire life, to not being broke anymore and living comfortably, to being more broke than you've ever been all over again. I'm doing it, but fuck, not having a car sucks!! I won't be able to get a car again or start to afford the nice things I enjoy like mani/pedis and getting my hair done until I get this bankruptcy taken care of. Lol! It's utterly ridiculous to have to pay $50 to get to and from a salon 15 minutes away from your house or spend 2.5 hours on the bus to get to and from that salon. Walking, it's not an option in my neighborhood, that salon that is 15 minutes away by car is a 2 hour and 37 minutes one-way walk. People wonder why I never leave my apartment, this is why, I can't afford ride-share to get anywhere.
2021-08-18 18:19:06 +0000 UTC View PostThe thing I want most right now is to have my favorite stylist color and cut my hair. I haven't had a haircut in more than a year because I can't afford the ride-share cost plus the color and cut. I just called to see how much it would be. I need about $270 total for what I want done, including tip, but ride-share will be another $25 each way on top of that. The bus will take 1 hour and 15 minutes to get me there. I live 15 minutes away. If any of y'all wanna spoil me, or pitch in to spoil me, this is what I want more than anything right now. Her next appointment isn't available until late October, but if you're feeling generous, please tip under this post so I can start saving for it. Thanks, loves! I can bleach my hair myself, but it would be so nice to let her do my hair again. It's so much work to bleach my own hair, and I can't do a balayage on my own hair, which is what I want. @kaylanicole999promopage
2021-08-18 18:04:11 +0000 UTC View PostQuick favor to ask for all of you that found me on Pornhub and regularly watch my free videos there too. Can you all make sure to give me a 👍 on my videos on that site, please and thank you? Usually I get enough so I don’t ask, but as of recently people haven’t been giving me any. Maybe they’re too busy and just forget, I don’t know. I’m not taking it personally because they’re not giving me 👎 but without those 👍 my model rank on the site is slowly dropping and I’m trying to continue trending up. Thanks, love! ❤️💋
2021-08-18 12:10:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Just want to say thank you to all my subscribers, especially all you recurring subscribers that have stayed with me from the start, and those of you that regularly tip me. I’m working really hard to turn OnlyFans into my full-time income and I have a goal to somehow hit that top 1% eventually. I just hit the top 19% and I’m ecstatic because I’ve never been in this range before, I’ve never made it out of the 20th percentile. Starting next month (September) all recurring subscribers are going to get an extra free video delivered via DM. 💋
2021-08-18 04:08:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m adding this photo to its own post because I like the way my pussy looks. You know that controversial flower painting that everyone says is actually a painting of a vagina? Yeah, that one, my pussy kinda looks like that painting in this picture. 🤣
2021-08-18 02:12:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Decided to upload this entire set. Taking your own photos is harder than it looks. Often it takes 20 or more photos just to get 5 usable ones, but I kinda stopped caring about being perfect shortly after I started doing amateur porn. I rarely edit any of my photos. I rarely add filters. And occasionally I even include the bad or silly photos, like those feet pics I tried to take in this set. I haven’t figured out the art of feet pics yet, and I desperately needed a pedicure in these photos (I haven’t had a pedicure in years, can’t wait until I can afford those again), but oh well, no one looks perfect everyday. 🤣 Sometimes you think you look sexy, then you see the photos and realize that pose or that face you are making isn’t sexy at all. There’s a few good pictures in this set. But there’s some really BAD ones too. Hahaha!
2021-08-18 02:01:41 +0000 UTC View PostTrying to upload some photos for you guys, but there are internal errors with media right now. I’ll try again later. Sorry, loves! 💋
2021-08-18 01:20:25 +0000 UTC View PostI’m tired from walking to the store, but I’ve decided to stop settling in life. I don’t want to buy another car until I can afford the car I actually want. That would be a Subaru WRX STI, and they start at $37,000 new. That’s not going to happen anytime soon, not with me filing bankruptcy, but some things are worth the wait.
2021-08-18 01:04:19 +0000 UTC View PostI only use Snapchat when I’m bored, I rarely even post content there. I usually just use it for its camera and filters then upload to other sites. What do you think of the blue sparkly lips? I’m kinda half tempted to order blue sparkly lipstick now just to make a dick sucking (using a dildo of course, y’all know I’m a solo girl) video. 🤣
2021-08-17 06:38:03 +0000 UTC View Post
I thought I already uploaded this video here, but I guess not. It’s the very first video I ever made for my “official” website kaylanicole999.com I barely even upload to that site anymore, though, I have more subscribers here so this is the site I’m focused on building. Anyway, I guess I didn’t upload it here. It’s very amateur! I was using a selfie stick, that was hard! I was terrified to make an upload it, but the adrenaline rush was fucking incredible!
The picture is of me right after making the video. I took it to remember that moment. I was satisfied and proud of myself. I had just conquered one of my biggest fears. I wanted to do porn since I was 18, but I was too scared. I made this video a month before my 36th birthday.
For now, though, I’m still trying to get my bankruptcy paid off and become financially stable again after losing my car which caused me to lose my driving jobs, then I had to go into porn full time, so any tips are going straight to my bankruptcy. Priorities, lol!
2021-08-17 03:18:10 +0000 UTC View PostI haven’t been able to eat out much in the last few years due to being so broke. Due to my food intolerances, it’s better that I cook at home anyway. Now, without a car, it makes getting my favorite foods even more expensive. Those fucking delivery fees! Plus, some of my favorite restaurants are not within my delivery area. Indian food, sushi, and Korean bbq are my favorites that I haven’t been able to eat anymore. Someone at my complex ordered Indian food and I got a big whiff while walking by, now I’m craving food I can’t have. Lol! I think I’m going to eventually add a tip menu for fans to “spoil” me, that way maybe someone will treat me to my favorite dinners or mani/pedicures every once in a while. I’m not a girl who typically likes to be spoiled by men I’m dating, but this is my job; if y’all wanna tip so I can enjoy nice things in life from time to time, I’m okay with that. Lol!
2021-08-17 03:03:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Exhausted, pmsing, hair is a MESS, no makeup on, but damn does my body look good. Okay, it’s nap time. I only got 3 hours of sleep and have been awake since 4:30 a.m. and not by choice, my brain just randomly wakes me up without an alarm. I can’t ever go back to sleep. It’s rare I sleep more than 4 hours at night and it SUCKS!! I envy people who can sleep. I used to be one of those people, but I haven’t been able to sleep well in years.
2021-08-16 18:18:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Just because I know some of you have a foot fetish. Tonight was a DIY pedicure kind of night.
2021-08-16 03:10:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Sunday!! Here’s some pawg milf nudes to make your day a little more enjoyable. 😘
2021-08-15 19:32:53 +0000 UTC View PostDid y'all know I'm also a published writer on a website? I don't write often because I earn next to nothing from my writing currently. However, when I read that a Republican Congresswoman is targeting OnlyFans using the same crusade that was used to get Visa & MasterCard to stop servicing Pornhub, I couldn't stay silent on the issue. Please read my piece about the war on sex work in America here: https://vocal.media/filthy/america-s-war-on-sex-work
2021-08-15 17:52:24 +0000 UTC View PostSorry I haven’t been posting, I’ve been super tired lately. Here’s a quick masturbation video for you. I make myself cum in my Victoria Secret bra and panties while sitting on a chair in my kitchen.
2021-08-15 01:58:34 +0000 UTC View PostHey loves, I planned on camming tonight, but those of you who follow me onTwitter know I’ve been tweeting and tagging a Republican Congress women who trying to get OnlyFans shut down, and make sex work, all sex work, even online sex work illegal. Bear with me for a bit. I’ll try to get some content uploaded tomorrow, but today I need to sit down and write a vocaldotmedia piece about the war on sex work in America that I’ve putting off for too long. I planned to write it when Visa & MasterCard banned purchases on Pornhub with their cards. We knew this was just the beginning, we knew they were going to come after more websites, and now this woman is targeting OnlyFans with false claims. I can’t put off writing this piece any longer.
2021-08-14 01:21:43 +0000 UTC View Post