Where do men go wrong with me? They lie to me and I’m intuitive, but most men don’t believe in things like intuition. The roommate doesn’t, and that’s where he fucked up, I knew the shit he was gonna pull before he even pulled it, but I won’t call you out on intuition alone, I wait until I have solid evidence that what I intuitively feel is correct before calling a man on their bullshit. Lol!
I want to look at the roommate and say, “I’m not stupid, but you think I am.”
However, I just told him to leave me the fuck alone for me next 11 months and only talk to me if necessary for roommate stuff instead. Why? Because I have no interest in fixing things with him. I don’t put up with bullshit anymore.
2022-06-20 07:09:50 +0000 UTC
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I want surgery to be a go on Wednesday, but at the same time, I literally have no one to help me after a major surgery. The roommate won’t even be around the weekend after my surgery. “Oh, I’ll help you, Kayla. I’ll do this for you and that for you,” yet he’s blowing me off. I told him to fuck off and I don’t want his help with anything again. 🤣
No, this isn’t why I ended it, it goes much deeper than this. This is just a small part of it.
The only man who has ever actually taken care of me is the one man I was truly in love with. He would hold my hair back when I puked after drinking too much, then put me to bed in his t-shirt. There was one other man besides him that would care for me like that, but he was just a friend, a great man the world lost in September 2016.
I’d give anything for one of these two men to be by my side after surgery Wednesday, if it’s a go.
Before I ended it with the roommate yesterday, I was crying in the living room Thursday night because I just found out my insurance denied my surgery I DESPERATELY need, the roommate didn’t even try to comfort me, just walked right past me, not caring at all. That’s not why I ended it either, it goes much deeper than that, but I knew at that moment he didn’t actually care about me as he’s been pretending to before this.
2022-06-20 03:54:40 +0000 UTC
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Roommate fucked up 3 weeks ago, then tried to smooth things over, I allowed him to. Now he fucked up again, but much bigger this time, and is over here trying to smooth things over again even though I’ve asked him multiple times since last night not to speak to me unless necessary. I’m done even being his friend. You get 2 chances with me and if you fuck up that second chance, you’ll be removed from my life for all eternity. I don’t fuck around. I used to give way too many chances but that only got me fucked over and hurt again and again by the same people and I’m not allowing it anymore. I don’t have feelings for this man, I was starting to catch them, but I’m over it. It’s so much easier to end things before you catch feelings.
2022-06-19 21:43:17 +0000 UTC
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I’ve fucked a lot of men, but I’ve only loved 5 men, and out of those 5 men, I’ve only actually been truly in love with one, the one from 2018. Most of my sexual encounters with men are brief, usually no more than a month if they even last more than a few days. I can like you one day, then decide to dump you and never look back the next day.
Please don’t ask me how many men I’ve fucked total, probably around 50, but there are so many men that I fucked once or twice, then forgot their name, it makes keeping track hard.
When the one from 2018 broke my heart, I went out and tried to have rebounds, I can remember how many men I tried to fuck, only ended up fucking a few, but I don’t remember most of the dudes names and if I ever see saw them in public, I wouldn’t recognize most of them.
2022-06-19 05:17:14 +0000 UTC
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This is actually a huge part of the reason why I don’t make videos with men, I rarely fuck men, and when I do, I usually don’t last long with them, then we stop fucking and I don’t have a new man to make videos with because I just don’t sleep with many people in real life. My life is so uncomplicated when I’m single and celibate and I satisfy my sexual needs through being a virtual whore. 🤣
2022-06-19 05:05:12 +0000 UTC
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Well, the fling was fun, but now I’m done with him. I’m so much better at being single than I am at having a man in my life at all. I really enjoyed the last few years being single and celibate and I’m going back to that, but hey, that means more content for y’all, after my surgery which may not happen as planned. It’s been one hell of a week. I found out Thursday night that my insurance denied my surgery because they claim it’s unnecessary. My doctor was closed Thursday and Friday. Now I’m going to have to try to get a hold of her Monday so she can try to file an appeal so I can have my surgery Wednesday. What happened with the roommate? It doesn’t matter, but I’m done after today.
2022-06-19 03:58:07 +0000 UTC
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Sorry, part one is muted because I forget to mute the TV. Had a really bad night, so I fucked myself on the couch. I was trying to be quiet, the roommate was upstairs.
2022-06-17 12:40:07 +0000 UTC
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Getting a much needed mani/pedi Wednesday. $115 of the total cost with tip. Which one of you is paying? 🤔
New tip menu coming after I recover from surgery, and yes, mani/pedi’s will be on there. There will even be an option for you to pay my rent, if you really wanna spoil me, that is. 🤣
And yes, loves, custom videos and masturbation panties will be available again. I’m probably not gonna make that video with my roommate, but if I keep fucking him, you might be able to buy the panties I get fucked and creampied in, if you’re into that kink. We’ll see.
2022-06-13 22:43:45 +0000 UTC
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Do you like my pussy pearls?
2022-06-13 19:21:48 +0000 UTC
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Do you like? The lingerie, what else would I be referring to?
2022-06-12 11:30:00 +0000 UTC
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Ever wonder if your ride-share driver is wearing panties under her sundress? I’m not.
2022-06-12 06:15:49 +0000 UTC
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Trying out my new toy before work.
2022-06-11 01:14:49 +0000 UTC
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Okay, time to avoid my roommate for the next 11 months. The sex was fun. No, he didn’t do anything wrong, he’s done everything right and that’s a problem for me. I’m starting to care about the man and I run away from men I care about before I get attached.
2022-06-10 00:26:44 +0000 UTC
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My panties match my tank top. Sorry I’m not making content this week, loves. It’s a super busy week, and it’s still that time of month. 😘
2022-06-08 21:32:30 +0000 UTC
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Things most men don’t know about me since I only do solo porn:
1. Dating TERRIFIES me.
2. I love being creampied.
Though I rarely get creampied due to the fact that dating TERRIFIES me. I rarely sleep with men.
2022-06-08 08:41:10 +0000 UTC
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I tell people not to date me all the time, they don’t understand, but when I feel myself catching feelings, I don’t try to get closer, I get distant as fuck.
2022-06-07 17:04:31 +0000 UTC
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Couldn’t resist.
2022-06-07 01:41:33 +0000 UTC
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I think I’m coming down with something, y’all. Feelings. Yuck 🤢 !! Is there a cure before it’s too late?
2022-06-06 16:56:58 +0000 UTC
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Moving was hell, but I drove a 17’ truck I was terrified to drive and had fun doing it.
2022-06-06 00:40:29 +0000 UTC
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It’s amazing how good life can get quickly when you learn to say no to people, set boundaries, and stop being a people pleaser all together. I struggled for years, but that’s because I was putting myself last and taking care of people who didn’t give a fuck about me. Now, I’m only there for the people who are there for me, and I put myself first most days, this changed my life in so many positive ways.
That heartbreak back in 2018 was the best thing that ever happened to me. I wouldn’t be where I’m at now, if it weren’t for getting my heart broken.
2022-06-05 08:40:58 +0000 UTC
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For a few years, I’ve had no social life, no sex life, and was broke as fuck, things have sure changed for me. I also made $250 in 6 hours tonight driving ride-share.
2022-06-05 08:19:34 +0000 UTC
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I like men who are direct, men who say exactly what they want instead of dropping hints, men who don’t backpedal after talking about their “scary” aka, romantic feelings for a woman.
It’s so interesting to me, I always fuck men older than me, but they’re not direct, they don’t communicate their feelings, and they often backpedal.
Yet this younger man is a great communicator, rarely backpedals, and is very direct. That’s sexy to me.
2022-06-05 01:33:30 +0000 UTC
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Okay, tomorrow I’m going with my roommate to get my stuff out of storage. Once that time of month is over, I’ll make the custom videos for anyone waiting on one. I’ll try to get some content made before my hysterectomy on the 22nd too, but don’t forget, after the hysterectomy, I’ll be recovering and can’t have anything in my vagina for 8 weeks, it’s gonna be a long 8 weeks. Lol!
2022-06-05 00:52:01 +0000 UTC
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Oh, if only that ghost from my past would stop playing games. If only he would admit he’s been watching me through burner accounts. If only he would admit he’s still in love with me. Maybe we could sit down and have a real conversation. Maybe I’d give him my new phone number that I changed because of him. But no, years later, he’s still playing the same games and just dropping hints instead of communicating. His lack of communication skills aren’t my problem, though. My roommate communicates and my roommate is 12 years younger than that ghost from my past.
2022-06-04 22:49:34 +0000 UTC
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That ghost from my past is still around, he’s been connecting with me via burner accounts since be ghosted me in 2018, but he refuses to admit he’s doing it, he just keeps denying it’s him every time I’ve called him on it. If he doesn’t want me, why does he watch me? I wonder if he’s upset now that he knows I’m fucking someone else? I posted about it on social media just because I know he’s lurking. If he didn’t want me fucking others, maybe he shouldn’t have ghosted.
2022-06-04 22:21:31 +0000 UTC
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I’m stuck in the place where I’m trying not to have feelings for anyone, but then I let the roommate cum in me today.
Yeah, he needs to start fucking other people asap before I catch feelings. 🤣
So my roommate knows nothing about that ghost from my past other than me broke my heart to appease his PSYCHO ex he wasn’t even fucking anymore.
However, the first night I fuck my roommate, he brings up the movie The Notebook. That ties back to the dude who broke my heart.
My roommate is going somewhere on 7/14 and was talking about it to me, 7/14 is the last day I spent with that ghost.
My roommate then mentions the ghosts name talking about someone else he knows. I replied, that name is never to be spoken in this house again.
Today, my roommate asks me if I’ve ever been to this club. I say, shut the fuck up. He’s like, “so you have been there.” I say no, but that ghost we don’t mention loves that place.
Things are so weird in my life right now, but the reality is, that ghost is NEVER coming back, I’m ready to move on, but it’s hard when the ghost keeps haunting me.
2022-06-04 21:05:29 +0000 UTC
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Why is it every time I fuck a guy just casually a few times, they start future planning with me?
I know my pussy is good, but boys, slow the fuck down!!
I’m pretty sure that ghost from my past was trying to future plan with me too, but he kept telling me “it’s just sex and we can’t be together because his ex is a psycho,” he didn’t call her a psycho, I did, her and her friends stalked and harassed me for YEARS after she found out I was fucking him. He kept saying, “she’ll get over it,” one week, but then the next week it was, “we can never be together.” He just kept backpedaling. I didn’t know how he actually felt, so I kept things just casual. Anyway, he shouldn’t have been trying to plan a future with me, we were only casually fucking once a month whenever he was in town. Sure, we knew each other for a decade and I was in love with him, but I sure the fuck wasn’t ready for forever and I’m not sure I’ll ever be. I like being single and unattached.
2022-06-04 20:52:38 +0000 UTC
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I like my roommate, but I also still have feelings for a ghost from my past, then my roommate keep’s mentioning things and places that reminds me of that ghost. It’s complicated.
2022-06-04 20:33:38 +0000 UTC
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I keep telling him not to leave marks and now I have bite marks on my tit. Ugh 😑
2022-06-04 20:27:52 +0000 UTC
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Roomie is laying it on thick today. “Btw, I’m thinking about buying a house, you can move in there with me.” I said, no, you buy a place and I’ll keep this place.
Later he said, “my friends were asking to see you because they want to see what you look like but I said no, she’s mine.”
I said, “don’t you ever say I’m yours, I don’t belong to anyone.”
Now, he starts talking about fucking other girls and I get irritated.
Time to stop fucking the roommate. I can’t catch feelings ever again.
I’ve only fucked this man 3 times now, and he’s talking about buying a house and moving me in. This is why I don’t fuck men.
2022-06-04 20:25:17 +0000 UTC
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