Do you think my ride-share passengers can smell my pussy whe..
Do you think my ride-share passengers can smell my pussy when I masturbate in the car between rides? š¤
2022-07-13 04:41:30 +0000 UTC View Post
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These panties are soaked! š¦š¦š¦
These panties are soaked! š¦š¦š¦
2022-07-12 22:10:54 +0000 UTC View PostI donāt want to go to work, Iām too stressed, so I procrasti..
I donāt want to go to work, Iām too stressed, so I procrastinated by making myself cum. Iām not even sure why Iām horny, but I am and I had two dripping wet orgasms back to back. Maybe Iām horny because the roommate is gone for the day/night and I can relax a little when heās not here. Actually, I know why Iām horny, Iāve been laying here thinking about the first time 314 asked me to sit on his face as a distraction from my current problems. š¤£ That man turned me on more than anyone ever had before and even the memories of him still turn me on more than anything, even porn.
2022-07-12 21:54:34 +0000 UTC View PostIām not a girl who wants to be rescued normally, but I need ..
Iām not a girl who wants to be rescued normally, but I need a fucking Knight in Shining Armor to come rescue me from this living situation. I canāt afford to break this lease and pay rent somewhere else. Plus, most places wonāt rent to me because of my bankruptcy. Iām literally stuck living with a convicted sex offender and I donāt know what to do because I have no legal options.
2022-07-11 22:17:46 +0000 UTC View PostSo, basically, according to the police, I have no rights. My..
So, basically, according to the police, I have no rights. My convicted sex offender roommate slipped through the cracks because his charge that wouldāve been a FELONY requiring him to register as a sex offender in my state, is only a misdemeanor in the state where the crime occurred and heās under no obligation to register.
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Just fyi, Iām not doing okay right now because of the situat..
Just fyi, Iām not doing okay right now because of the situation with the roommate. What Iām finding out via google is it seems the roommate is required to register as a sex offender in my state within 5 days of moving here, he failed to register. Although, Iām I former criminal justice student, I never completed my degree and donāt know the law well enough on my own. Iām waiting to hear back from a professional on the issue, but I likely wonāt be able to make content for a bit while I deal with this issue. This is causing a SEVERE PTSD attack for me.
2022-07-11 18:05:15 +0000 UTC View PostI have NEVER in my life been as angry with another human as ..
I have NEVER in my life been as angry with another human as I am with the roommate. I wish I could just pack my bags and leave tonight.
2022-07-11 07:23:45 +0000 UTC View PostShit really hit the fan with the roommate tonight. My dog is..
Shit really hit the fan with the roommate tonight. My dog is acting fearful around him now and I suspect heās being mean to my dog. I lost my shit. I screamed at him for everything heās done, all his lies, and for NOT disclosing the fact that heās convicted of non consensual sexual contact, aka a word I canāt type here, to me before I signed that lease and before I slept with him. Something I had the right to know. This living situation is NOT sustainable.
2022-07-11 05:08:20 +0000 UTC View PostSo I just found a burner account on my Facebook friends list..
So I just found a burner account on my Facebook friends list that was likely added when 314s ex and her minions launched the bot attack on me back in August 2019. This means my STALKERS have had access to me for years and I didnāt know it because I thought I got ALL those burner accounts blocked.
2022-07-10 20:20:50 +0000 UTC View PostI wish I knew if 314 was coming back or not. I got hit on tw..
I wish I knew if 314 was coming back or not. I got hit on twice today and itās not even 8 p.m. yet.
The first sent me a message in the ālost itemā section of the ride-share app, but there was no info about the item, just a phone number. Pretty obvious what they were hoping for.
Then, this man left this note on my car. I wasnāt looking for anyone, but nobody has gone out of their way to leave a note like this on my car before. Itās unique, I like unique. Plus, Iām fucking horny and heās tall and dark chocolate. I didnāt know he was interested. We just smile and wave at each other when we see each other. Iām thinking about texting him.
I have a feeling 314s coming back, but no way to know for sure. š¤·āāļø
Wanna watch me lotion my sweat covered body? I just got out ..
Wanna watch me lotion my sweat covered body? I just got out of the shower, but Iām in a house with no AC and itās fucking 98Ā° here today. š„µ
2022-07-09 21:31:40 +0000 UTC View PostVideo is muted due to copyright laws, but I havenāt practice..
Video is muted due to copyright laws, but I havenāt practiced belly dance moves in years. I wish I had more free time and money to go back to belly dance classes. I need to find a new instructor, though, the last one screwed me out of more than $1,000 for a yoga teacher training she NEVER fulfilled her obligation on. Shouldāve known better than to trust a āteacherā my ex ābest friendā recommended.
2022-07-09 19:12:17 +0000 UTC View PostNo, these arenāt thong panties, my ass is just that phat.
No, these arenāt thong panties, my ass is just that phat.
2022-07-09 10:09:09 +0000 UTC View PostWell I got a nice surprise, I was dreading coming home tonig..
Well I got a nice surprise, I was dreading coming home tonight. Weekends are the days I canāt avoid the roommate because heās off and I have to see him. During the week, I leave for work before he gets home from work and donāt return until after heās gone to bed, then I sleep until after he leaves for work. Itās a great system, but since heās a normal person who doesnāt work 7 days a week as I choose to do, I have to see him on the weekends, I dread it every week. However, he never came home from work today. I hope I pissed him off so badly by calling him on his LIES that he now hates me and is actively trying to avoid me too.
2022-07-09 09:11:05 +0000 UTC View PostHey loves, thanks for letting me vent about life today. I ge..
Hey loves, thanks for letting me vent about life today. I get a bit sentimental in July. July 2018 was the last time I had really good sex with a man. I had a few rebounds after 314, but every time Iāve had sex with someone since 314 ghosted, itās been disappointing. I miss the incredible sex he and I had so badly. Now that was sex that wouldāve been worth filming. The reason I decided not to make a video with the roommate was because the sex really wasnāt that good. There were a few other reasons too, but that was the main one.
2022-07-08 08:51:21 +0000 UTC View PostAlso, how can anyone not find my clit? Thereās a piercing th..
Also, how can anyone not find my clit? Thereās a piercing there to use as a guide. š¤£
The roommate felt it the first night and said, ātake that out,ā and I said, what, my piercing, why? And he said, āoh, I thought it was a tampon.ā š¤¦āāļø
I really shouldāve just ended it then.
Do yāall know I havenāt even really unpacked anything since ..
Do yāall know I havenāt even really unpacked anything since moving in? Most of my shit is still downstairs in boxes. Maybe subconsciously, I hoped I wouldnāt be here long when I first moved in. Now I donāt want to be here long, so I donāt intend on unpacking. Lol!
2022-07-08 06:11:09 +0000 UTC View PostMy ass is lonely tonight. š
My ass is lonely tonight. š
2022-07-08 06:03:21 +0000 UTC View PostHad I known what I know now, and that is, thereās no getting..
Had I known what I know now, and that is, thereās no getting over 314 and his PSYCHO ex was going to run a smear campaign on me after she found out, would I still have chosen to fuck 314 back in 2018? This is what I ask myself every time this song starts playing now. The answer is yes. Why? I had secretly been crushing on 314 since we first met almost a decade before we slept together. Iām glad Iām not going to spend my life wondering āwhat if?ā Besides, thanks to sleeping with 314, I actually know what true love feels like. Most people will never know. Most people experience love, but the majority of humans never experience true love and I wouldnāt have realized I was head over heels in love with 314 had he never ghosted. Itās only because he ghosted and Iām still in love with him that I realized this love is different than any other love Iāve experienced with other people. 314 is the only one that I canāt get over.
āAll the things I know right now
If I only knew back then, there's no gettin' over
No gettin' over, there's just no gettin' over you
Wish I could spin my world into reverse
Just to have you back again, there's no gettin' over
There's no gettin' over, there's just no getting over you
No no
Bring it back
Hey hey, I can't forget you, baby
I think about you e'e'y day
I tried to masqurade the pain
That's why I'm next to the booth
D-d-d-dancing to the groove
But-but there is no-
There is no-
Just no gettin' over youā
Yāall ever fuck someone who makes comments about how āgoodā ..
Yāall ever fuck someone who makes comments about how āgoodā they are in bed and you really just want to look at them and say, āactually, youāre not that great and I really donāt enjoy the sex with you,ā but you canāt because you have to see them again and you just donāt want the drama?
Yeah, thatās how it was with the roommate. Heād make comments like, āmost men canāt find the clit, but I can.ā Half the time, he was so intoxicated he wasnāt even near my clit and he thought he was rubbing it. Heād make comments about how āgoodā he is about eating pussy. I let him go down there once, told him not to bite, within seconds, he bit and I screamed STOP.
The man couldnāt even find the hole 90% of the time.
There were 2, maybe 3 times the sex was actually enjoyable with him, thatās it. I kept running away from him. Going in my room and locking the door. Then heād be knocking on my door, saying, āKayla,ā and Iād be like, ānot right now, I gotta get ready for work.ā It was AWFUL!! There was almost no forplay with him either. Heād just get hard and want to shove it in. God it was awful!
Unfortunately, he reminds me of 314s long haired blonde friend Iāve been trying to forget for years. He used to have long hair too, I saw the picture of him on his license and he reminded me even more of that guy then. I saw that picture the first night before we fucked, and I almost flipped out. Thatās when I knew NOT to fuck him, but I did anyway. Thatās a story I donāt want to tell, the one about 314s friend, but that guy desperately tried and tried to fuck me for almost a decade despite the fact that I was NEVER attracted to him and always said no, but he just wouldnāt stop trying. Unfortunately, the roommate turned out to be more like 314s long haired friend than I couldāve ever imagined. Thatās why Iām in HELL, but at least the roommate finally took the hint to leave me the fuck alone.
314 on the other hand, there was never once that be came without making sure I came multiple times first. He intuitively knew exactly how to touch me the way I like without me ever having to tell him. Donāt even get me started on that manās pussy eating skills, I could sit on his face all night and each time I did, I was having back to back orgasms the entire time.
One thing 314 and I have in common is, we attract some terrible people who fool us into thinking theyāre good people. No, the roommate didnāt exactly do what 314s long haired blonde friend ended up doing to me, but heās just very similar to that guy in many ways.
I figured out I was surrounded by TERRIBLE people. I donāt know if 314 ever figured out he was. For his sake, I hope he did and chose to distance himself from them.
And although the roommate is just as manipulative, coercive, and he is just as much of a pathological LIAR and alcoholic as 314s long haired blonde friend, I donāt think I have anything to worry about with him. He already fucked up and had to serve 365 days once, I donāt think he wants to go back, you know? So as much as I hate being here, I hold the upper hand with this dude.
How much do these two dudes lie? The roommate lied to me about hoses on the washing machine, plus so many other things and 314s long hairs blonde friend once lied about having a bidet in his bathroom. š¤¦āāļø
And although Iām living in HELL now with the roommate, sometimes things end up working out better than you couldāve ever imagined. I mean, just look at the mess that happened with my surgery. I was incredibly frustrated, but had my insurance never denied my claim, I wouldāve been left to try to recover from major surgery with no one to help me, and now, weeks later, Iām looking into an alternative treatment that really doesnāt have much downtime and doesnāt require incisions. Hopefully I wonāt be stuck living in HELL for too long.
As for me and 314 getting back together, I would go running ..
As for me and 314 getting back together, I would go running right back into his arms if he could ever just be honest and admit that itās him occasionally contacting me through burner accounts while pretending to be someone else, but itāll be the 4th year heās been gone since he āghostedā coming up this September. I gave up on him ever coming back years ago.
One of the last DMs 314 sent me in 2018 said something about āseeminglyā losing him. The dictionary definition of seemingly is: āso as to give the impression of having a certain quality; apparently.ā Seemingly generally means that although it looks a certain way, thereās more to it it than that. Was he trying to hint that heād be back? How the fuck was I supposed to know? If he was, he shouldāve been more clear. Seemingly couldāve meant multiple things, and I was so upset when he ghosted, I didnāt even see that he wrote the word seemingly in that particular DM. It wasnāt until I went back and read his DMs years later that I noticed he said seemingly. Blame it on my ADHD, and yes, I really have ADHD.
And actually, in August 2019, 314 text me, asking me to call him so he could āclear some things up for me.ā I was so mad because his PSYCHO ex and her minions had just launched a computer bot attack on me days before on my Facebook page, flooding me with thousands of friends requests and harassing calls and messages. I was in no mood to talk. So I simply replied, āfuck off.ā Now, if 314 had been thinking straight, he wouldāve given me some time to cool down and I eventually wouldāve been willing to talk. Instead, he text back, saying, āI think it would be better on the phone so you can hear tone, but here it goesā¦ā Then preceded to say a lot. Well my angry adhd brain didnāt even see the first part where he emphasized that he wanted me to hear his tone of voice, all I saw were the texts that came after that part and those just pissed me off even more, so I lost my shit on him. Again, it was YEARS later, when I went back and reread the texts that I finally saw that part about him wanting me to hear his tone of voice. What did he mean by that? Iāll likely never know because I changed my phone number days later to ensure he could NEVER call or text me again because those texts pissed me off that badly that day.
I was extra pissed because I was convinced 314 was part of the crew who launched the bot attack on me. My ex ābest friendā canāt code, she wouldāve needed his help to do something like that.
I ended up moving in with a manipulative, pathological liar,..
I ended up moving in with a manipulative, pathological liar, with narcissistic tendencies. I knew not to sleep with him, but I did anyway because he was cute, I was salty and I was trying to make a ghost from my past āpayā for ghosting me. Plus, it had been years since I had got any dick. What I failed to notice is, I moved in with the male version of my ex ābest friendā (314s PSYCHO ex) š± Even their cats look identical, itās scary. His cat is just bigger than hers was. Can you tell which cat is which? I can, but only because I took the pictures.
Ps, I havenāt just caught the roommate lying to me, Iāve caught him in lies to other people too, and his friendship with someone else has fizzled out since I moved in too. This is just a pattern for him, just as it was a pattern for my ex ābest friendā too. I fell for her bullshit for 13 years. Right up until my car got keyed after she found out about 314 and me, and she stalked me for YEARS. At least I nipped this one in the bud with the roommate before month 2.
Took the day off work to get work around the house done beca..
Took the day off work to get work around the house done because the roommate wonāt be home until tomorrow afternoon, didnāt do shit expect sleep all day. I guess when Iām working 7 days a week usually, I need a day to sleep all day occasionally.
I guess now that I spilled the tea about how terrible the roommate has been, I can finally really bitchā¦
So, when I first moved in, the roommate promised to help me move, said, āi have a truck and trailerā¦ā Then, after I slept with him, we figured out I may need to rent a uhaul truck instead and he said, āIāll drive the uhaul truck, and you can drive my truckā¦ā
So then all of a sudden, he gets mad at me. I donāt even know why, but I read energy and I felt the energy between us shift. He was being nice, then suddenly two heavy boxes that I had sitting against a wall in the kitchen which he said, āwerenāt bothering him,ā were all of a sudden bothering him because he ādoesnāt like clutter.ā On top of that, he started saying, āyouāre not driving my truck.ā I was pissed when he changed up like that, so I straight stopped speaking to him unless necessary, then said, donāt worry about helping me move, Iāll figure it out.
We didnāt speak much for a week. I moved the boxes to shut him up. Then, he texts me one Saturday morning saying, āIām on my way home, I bought you a present.ā I told myself not to fall for this bullshit, but he came home, but me a 750 ml bottle of Irish whiskey and was being nice again. I decided to give him the benefit of the doubt, thought maybe he was having a bad week before and to give him another chance. So I stupidly did. We start sleeping together again. He explains he was worried about me driving his truck for insurance reasons. We work out a plan that seems to be agreeable because I donāt own a car, I rent one to drive ride-share and I donāt get a lot of personal miles on it.
Things are okay, but heās making weird comments like, āIām thinking about buying a house in a few months, you should move in with me.ā I tell him, no, you move and Iāll keep this place. Itās way too soon to be thinking about buying a house together or whatever and I know thatās a red flag, just as I knew it was a red flag when after he kissed me at the bar the first night he said, āIāll love you forever, Kayla.ā That freaked me out. I stopped and my brain was screaming, RED FLAG, Kayla, ABORT!! But I decided I was being silly and he had been drinking, and I needed to give him a chance because I live with the dude as a roommate already and I push men away too easily. God, am I a stupid girl, sometimes. After we slept together, he told me about his criminal charge, but the next morning the story changed, then he said it actually happened twice, whereas before, he said it happened once. Told me a completely different charge than whatās on his record, and said it was ābullshit and the girl had lied.ā Ugh! I shouldāve looked up his criminal record then, but I didnāt, I wasnāt putting 2 & 2 together yet.
So, fast forward to the day of moving, heās supposed to drive uhaul truck but he canāt, heās too fucking hungover. He knew he was supposed to help me in the morning, but he spent all day and night drinking and trying to fuck me. I was having to push him away so I could shower and get out the door to go to work. After I left for work, he kept calling and texting. āWhen are you going to be home?ā I told him I didnāt know and to go to bed and not wait up for me. The calls and texts wouldnāt stop. āCome home and fuck me.ā It was so annoying and when he couldnāt drive the truck the next morning, I was LIVID, but pretended to not be mad. I didnāt get home until 3:30 a.m. he was awake, kept me up to fuck me, told me he was thinking about telling that girl who was supposed to come to town in a few weeks he ācaught covidā because āshe has a great ass but she annoys me, you donāt make me mad, Kayla.ā
So after like an hour and a half of sleep, I wake up, shower, start getting ready to go, he says heās going with me, but wonāt get out of bed, Iām late for my reservation for the truck because of him. I have to wait for the place to open because I canāt access the truck through mobile, this causes me to be late to my appointment at the storage unit with the movers and because of all this, I ended up forgetting the keys to my storage unit. He went with me but couldnāt drive, so I tell them Iāll be driving, not him, and proceeded to drive a 17ā Uhaul truck myself even though Iāve NEVER driven anything that big before. I had to drive through highway road construction, but drove that truck like a champ. The guys at the storage facility place wonāt let my movers break my lock on my locker, I had to fight with them to get them to let the movers do this because I didnāt have time to wait for a lock smith, I had a 1.5 hour drive home and had other movers coming to unload. Finally, they agree to let the movers break into my lock, we get the truck loaded. Stop for something to eat. Itās taking forever, the roommate keeps complaining. Finally I snap and say, will that make your food come faster? Heās like, āno, but it makes me feel better.ā And I just ignore him. Iām so annoyed. Heās the one falling through on his promises to me but is complaining the entire day.
Later we get home, Iām hungry, I ask if he wants to get pizza, he says yes, Iām assuming heās going to go in half, no, he lets me pay. He didnāt help with the move at all, then eats pizza and doesnāt even offer to pay for half. What the fuck? Then be complains about how he doesnāt like the wings I ordered. Ugh š£
He goes to bed but before that, he starts telling me about a second ālake tripā that came from nowhere. Iām trying to figure out now to ditch this guy, but we live together. I avoid him for the entire week. He leaves for his first lake trip, I realize how happy and peaceful my life is without him in the house. He comes back. I try to dump him. He convinced me to fuck him instead. The sex wasnāt even good that night. It was never good, actually, except a handful of times. He kept biting, no matter how many times I asked him not to. I donāt like being bit. I kept trying to tell him what I like sexually but he just kept going back to things I didnāt like. Plus, he would often cum too fast. He would always get off, usually multiple times, but he barely made me cum at all out of all the times we fucked.
This same night, he tells me that the second lake trip probably isnāt going to happen now. Then asks me to dog sit the next Saturday while he goes to the hot springs because he āforgot he made that reservation.ā He didnāt mention that girl, though and I forgot he originally told me, heād be taking her to the hot springs.
Anyway, it gets closer to that date, I havenāt fucked him at all. I have a severe UTI that I didnāt even mention to him. He finally admits sheās coming and thatās when I put two and two together, there never was a second lake trip. I realize that Iām supposed to be recovering from surgery that weekend and originally the roommate was like, after your surgery, Iāll do this for you, Iāll do that for you, whatever you need, just let me know and Iāll do it. Well, then I straight ask him whoās going to help me with my dog and with the other things I need because his plans with this girl he was going to cancel on are 2 days after my surgery and heās just like š¤·āāļø.
I was fucking done. I tried to be polite to him, tried to keep the peace, but once again, he starts in on me telling me my texts āannoy him.ā I had been texting him so we wouldnāt have to talk in person.
I finally lose my shit and tell him everything heās done to annoy me since moving in that I had been biting my tongue about. I end up canceling my surgery because my insurance denied the claim. That weekend comes and goes, Iām sick as I fuck but Iām avoiding being home because if I see that girl whoās in my house after her failed to mention sheād be staying in our house in the first place, I was going to tell her what a lying asshole he is and how she āannoysā him. I just didnāt want the drama. I donāt know if she ever came, it really didnāt look like anyone had been in the house that weekend but him. Heās been playing his āniceā guy act ever since. Trying to talk to me even though I told him not to. Trying to be āhelpfulā but I just kept telling him I didnāt want to talk to him and I donāt like him and he canāt smooth things over, but he wouldnāt leave me alone, kept trying to talk to me, so Tuesday, I couldnāt take anymore. Iāve caught him in more lies in the two months Iāve known him than Iāve ever caught any man in. Finally, I went off on him via text message Tuesday and sent him a screenshot of his own criminal record. He never replied. Iāve been avoiding being home when heās home and havenāt had to see him at all, but this weekend is coming and Iām going to have to see him. The next 10 months of living with this dude are going to be so uncomfortable, but Iām stuck in a lease.
Wish I wouldāve known who he is before I signed that lease. When I originally moved in, he told me, āthere are no rules in this house, Kayla.ā Now, itās all , do this, donāt do that, can you change this? I donāt like this, I donāt like that.
This is actually why I donāt date and why I stay celibate for years at a time, almost every guy Iāve been with successfully pulled the āniceā guy act on me in the beginning, then turns out to be like this dude. 314 was the only one who actually was a nice guy, up until he ghosted. Iām more heartbroken over him than anyone from my past because I never expected him to just disappear like that.
I was super attracted to this nail color and I couldnāt figu..
I was super attracted to this nail color and I couldnāt figure out why. Like, it was the only color my soul would let me choose out of my many options. Well, now it hit me, Iāve been doing this meditation on YouTube occasionally for months now, since April, actually. Itās a meditation I normally would avoid because it has to do with love and I fear love, like, I literally run away from love. I was head over heels in love with 314 and wanted nothing more than to be with him in 2018, but I couldnāt even tell him that because love and relationships TERRIFY me. So I just kept telling him I didnāt want a relationship. I didnāt mean I didnāt want to be with him, I just meant I wasnāt ready to jump into a relationship see each other more than we were, which was once a month because it was a cross state thing. I just wanted to take things slow, but he never asked for clarification and I think he assumed I just didnāt actually want to be with him. My life was a mess and I was confused. I needed time. I shouldāve just jumped instead. I knew him for a decade. He was the greatest guy I had ever been with. I didnāt have a reason to be scared of being in a relationship with him, but I was because of my past history with terrible relationships and his ex is a PSYCHO, I knew she would be a problem and didnāt know how to handle her. Anyway, my nails match the screensaver video in the meditation. š¤£
2022-07-07 23:05:18 +0000 UTC View PostHow good at playing pretend am I? 314 didnāt actually ghost ..
How good at playing pretend am I? 314 didnāt actually ghost me, heās always creating burner accounts to contact me with, heās been doing it since he ghosted in 2018, but he refuses to admit itās him, he comments on posts occasionally, sometimes sends me DMs, heās even tipped me, haha. Heās been doing it for almost 4 years now, but I just keep pretending I donāt know itās him. Iām still in love with that man, but I refuse to interact much with him until he finally sends me a DM from one of those burner accounts or a real account of his admitting heās been contacting me via burner accounts for years. At that point, Iāll have a conversation with him, but not until then.
2022-07-07 22:08:53 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe Iām silly but every year on 7/14, I hope to hear from ..
Maybe Iām silly but every year on 7/14, I hope to hear from 314. 7/14/18 was the last day he and I spent together before his ex found out about us and lost her shit as I knew she would. I tried to warn him, but he just kept saying, āeverything will be okay. Sheās just going to have to deal with it. Sheāll get over it.ā Itās been almost 4 years and the girl still stalks me on Facebook, she NEVER got over it and I knew she wouldnāt.
Anyway, 314 had something planned on that day. I donāt know what, but heās the kind of man who loves to surprise people. Iām pretty sure it had something to do with me. I personally hate surprises because Iām intuitive and although I may not know exactly what is going to happen, I know a person is up to something and it gives me anxiety, so I prefer people just donāt ever surprise me.
We went to the Renascence Festival that day, then out to dinner. After dinner, I overheard 314s bother asking him if he was going to do it, and 314 just said the timing isnāt right. His PSYCHO ex had thrown a hissy fit at dinner right before that over something petty, but thatās just something she does regularly and Iām sure 314 decided not to do whatever he was planning due to her PATHETIC hissy fit.
I donāt have a clue what he was planning on doing. All I know is I had told him 14 is my lucky number. 14 just happens to be his birthday. It happens to be my kids birthday too. Before my kid was born, when I was still a kid myself, I used to use 7 as a lucky number, but 7 was never lucky for me, so I changed my lucky number. The random thought: 2 x 7 = 14 popped into my head and I chose 14 for my new lucky number. I kept it because 14 actually was lucky for me. Heās the only man I ever told this story to and heās the one who planned this entire day for all of us on the specific date 7/14/2018. I wish I wouldāve found out what he was planning, but I just pretended like I knew nothing and never overheard that conversation between him and his brother. Iām really good at playing pretend. Haha!
I havenāt been to the Renaissance Festival since that day, actually. I was thinking about going on that day by myself this year, but Iām just not feeling up to it. I really donāt have money to spend either. Not with everything being so up in the air with my awful roommate and surgery.
Whatās going on with the roommate? Heās a pathological liar...
Whatās going on with the roommate? Heās a pathological liar. I keep catching him in lies. Heās so petty he lied to me about checking the hoses on the washing machine when I asked him to because I felt they were on backwards after my clothes got ruined when I washed them on cold and the colors ran. He literally went downstairs, tinkered around, I could hear him, then came upstairs saying the hoses werenāt backwards. I was going to go fix them myself but never got around to it and weeks later, he tries to pretend he figured out the hoses were backwards and fixed them. š¤¦āāļø
I have NEVER hated a man as much as I hate this lying asshole. He also was giving me contradicting stories about criminal charges he has, so I finally just ran a criminal check on him from his home state and found out he was sentenced to a year in county for a charge that wouldāve ensured I wouldāve NEVER moved in with him and I sure as fuck wouldāve NEVER slept with him had I known about.
Iāve asked him several times to not speak to me, but he keeps trying to manipulate me with his āniceā guy act. So I finally called him out on everything, even sent him a screenshot of his own fucking criminal record, and sent him this final text and havenāt spoke to him since. I want away from this man so badly!
I kinda gotta laugh, though. As Iām going to take a screenshot of the text to post here, I realize the song that reminds me of 314 (the love of my life) is playing and it also happens to be 3:14 p.m. What I wouldnāt give for 314 to sweep in, tell me he still loves me even though we havenāt spoke much in 4 years and take me away from this fucking hell Iām currently living in. Lol!
Life update, still no news on my surgery, but I found a new ..
Life update, still no news on my surgery, but I found a new incisionless treatment option that I had never heard of before after my surgery was postponed. I found an OBGYN that is in-network on my insurance who does the procedure in my state, thankfully, because this procedure is so new, only 4 doctors in my state perform it. Iām going to my primary care tomorrow to get a referral to the new OBGYN. The OBGYN is scheduling out until August for new patients, but fingers crossed this treatment will work for me and I wonāt have to have a hysterectomy. I think this procedure will be much easier to recover from. Iāll keep you posted.
2022-07-07 20:36:51 +0000 UTC View PostIām in Facebook restriction. Surprise, surprise! Why? Well, ..
Iām in Facebook restriction. Surprise, surprise! Why? Well, a woman I donāt know was bullying other women I donāt know by implying they are āslutsā. She said, āstop sleeping around then you wonāt have anything to scream about.ā She didnāt use the word āslutā but itās DEFINITELY implied. She then went on to attack an ABUSE SURVIVOR for sharing her story. Implying that she is a ācrybabyā for telling her story. Again, she didnāt use the word, she said things like: āThe problem with this generation is you all have excuses and want to throw yourselves pity partyās and expect everyone to sit around and coddle youā¦ā She then went on to say: āYou can sit around crying aboutā¦ā
Anyway, clearly, she IS the bully here. So I pointed out the obvious. I said, āyouāre a cold hearted bitch. Just saying. I hope you end up in hell.ā
Anyway, this BULLY who is so good at dishing it out, is too sensitive to handle the TRUTH about herself and she went and reported me and now Iām in trouble. šš¤£
Iām always in trouble for standing up to people like her. Thatās why most of my social media sites have been shut down.
This PAWG/MILF fucked myself in the shower for your viewing ..
This PAWG/MILF fucked myself in the shower for your viewing pleasure before work today. Enjoy! š
2022-07-06 21:55:22 +0000 UTC View Post