Some guy on Insta commented, "This is so much nicer than most of the half naked women I see on here" in response to one of my POV affirmation/self care posts a couple of days ago. Little does he know 😂, but I blocked him from seeing any more of of my content there within seconds of seeing that comment from him.
A woman's body is not a health violation, exposed or covered. Positive affirmation to women for being "better" than other women who are not as "pure" is not safe positive affirmation. It's a weird form of behavior modification, and control. Something I've learned that is very important in my own healing process from purity culture is understanding the difference in safe vs unsafe positive affirmation.
Positive affirmation that is intended to reinforce "dressing modestly" is not safe affirmation. Clothes off or on, I've learned that my body is not danger to society. It's just my body. Sometimes I like to exist scantily clad in that body for serotonin. But more importantly, I surround myself now with people who do not weaponize affirmation by giving or withholding positive affirmation based on the behavior they want from me. They simply affirm me, as I am 😇
🥀 Adapted Hishi Karada body harness (with @thatpinupwitch) - At this point in the evening I was just playing around and experimenting. Also to note, this is technically only a two point, not four point. I gave the illusion of full restraint but she could step out.
Content Update: I've been focusing on some self care this past week as my energy has just dropped over the past month. I'll be answering DM's as I have the capacity to and slowly working out the last customs over the middle of May.
🥀 Last of the cloud wall set 💕⛅ I always have so much fun when I work with @rosegoldstudios! What has been your favorite set she's shot with me so far?
🥀 Dragonfly Rope Harness with @thatpinupwitch 🌺 (Adapted from the "Two Knotty Boys" Tutorial).
I definitely had a vision for this collab. I wanted something like fae in the woods crossed with Sapphic renaissance and a touch of 🌈kink. What do you think? Should I plan for some more "lost in the woods" collab content this summer?
🥀 Oh, I almost forgot about this little impromptu boudoir ariel hoop mini shoot in @rosegoldstudios cloudwall⛅ Figured I'd post it while I'm thinking about it, and then the rope ties I did on pinup will be up next!
🥀 (SFW) Poison Goth E-girl 💚 Affirmation POV + XP Sidequest/Self Care Prompt
Content announcement - This coming month I will be merging my two OF pages to help decrease my workload. I will upload some of the SFW affirmations over here for those coming over from that page and each post will be labeled as explicit vs non-explicit so subscribers can engage at their preferred comfort level.
Next post up tomorrow will be: Under the Desk support (POV) NSFW/Goth egirl Later this week: Rope harnesses with thatpinupwitch & Fae Boudoir
Customs: I am currently working through my customs list. The messages sometimes get buried, so please shoot me a DM if you put in a request and haven't heard back in a while to get your request back up to the top of the pile.
🥀 Sorry, but I WAS actually busy 😏📸 The rest of this Pearls & Champagne album will be sent as a special thank you to my resubscriber's DM's at the end of the month 😘
🥀 Some soft Fae boudoir content to grace your timeline 🌔
I was just roasted during last night's tarot stream about self-care, to which all I had to say was...yeah fair enough 😅 From 2021-2023, I was taking between 150-200 DM's a week, plus 15-30 custom orders a month, plus LIVE streaming 3-4 times a week, plus producing content for all my platforms, quite often without being able to take a break, and most days I was working from 7 am to 2 am. When I had to start my life over, and go completely broke in order to remove myself from an unsafe domestic situation, it took a very long time to get to an okay place again.
While I am very proud of myself for making it to the other side of that, I have noticed my body has been giving me signs of physical pain over the past couple of months, and it has been difficult to respond to messages in a timely manner. I will of course, continue to make content and LIVE stream, however, I will be a little bit on the gentle side right now. While I was working that hard to survive, I didn't have much time to process what I went through or heal, and my body is asking for that time right now.
So many of you have supported me and my content for a long time, and I continue to be so very appreciative of that. I get to live a much happier life than I was a couple of years ago, so thank you very much for your patience while I learn what my body needs after pushing so hard. If I am taking a while to answer messages or fulfill customs, you are not a burden, and I love hearing from you. I just need to be slow for a little bit while I undergo some necessary body and heart healing 💕
🥀 Would you follow me into the mountains? Think of all the heights we could ascend 🌄
All right, here is the 2nd half of the mountain boudoir album. I couldn't have felt more ethereal or at home during that shoot. I can't wait to go back out this summer to make some more fae luring humans astray into the wilderness content.
Next up I'll be releasing more of the spring content in contrast to the winter I just released here. There was still snow outside when I went for a walk today, but plenty of new moss is poking through and I am so very ready for the sunshine.
According to the last poll, it seems succubus POV out, which gives me the perfect opportunity to make some content this month with my new wings 😈
Just a content heads up, I am putting a pause on customs to catch up again. I receive quite a few requests every month, which I absolutely love, however with just me doing film/edits I gotta catch up on the requests I already have. I'll announce on the timeline when I can take on the next set of customs.
🥀 "There are no happy endings... There are no endings, happy or otherwise. We all have our own stories which are just part of the one Story that binds both this world and Faerie. Sometimes we step into each others stories - perhaps just for a few minutes, perhaps for years - and then we step out of them again. But all the while, the Story just goes on.”― Charles deLint, Dreams Underfoot
🥀 Affirmation Vid & Pixie photo album 🧚 Today was a slower day to take care of my newest guinea pig and update some of my Twitch settings, so I figured it was also a good time to send out some self care vibes to you today as well 🩷
For my next spicy vid, what would make your brain go brrrrrr? Let me know!
🥀 “We are now in the mountains and they are in us, kindling enthusiasm, making every nerve quiver, filling every pore and cell of us.” ~ J.M. 🌄
I think it's about time ya'll finally get to see more of the mountain photoshoot! Canmore, Alberta is where we stopped in February to pose in the freezing cold in nothing but lingerie and our wings. The location is only a short 20 min drive away from Banff National Park.
We did bring along an ice fishing tent to get dressed in, but unfortunately we did not expect just how windy it was that day and several of us had to sit on the tent edges to hold it down while @rosegoldstudios (our photographer) and a model went out to brave the cold. Foxy and PinupWitch got whapped in the face by the tent as well as it whipped around in the wind, so we were very lucky they didn't get too bruised or loose some teeth to the tent!
I have done ice water rescue training before, so I didn't suffer the experience too much. I was just so excited and happy to finally do the shoot I've had in my head for the past two years.
🥀 Happy April 1st my wonderful subscribers! I hope you are excited to see all of the sidequests that I have in store for you this month, because there is ALOT 😏
All of the chaos surrounding the future of social media has me looking back to where I was this time of year, summer 2020, in a lake, while it was raining. This was actually my first little self photoshoot as I started moving away from my fundamentalist evangelical community. And look where we are now!
This month I have several professional boudoir shoots to release to your timeline that I am just so pumped to share with ya'll. I'll also be releasing some never before seen content to your DM's here soon if you have your re-sub turned on 😉 Thank you for supporting my chaotic creative endeavors and here's to another month of pursuing the things that make our brains go brrrrrr! You're the best 💕
🥀 My new religion is to become one with the moss 🌿 This is my third new rope tie I've learned this month! I'm also very excited because two new wing sets just arrived today. One set for some succubus/demon themed content, and a fairy wing set that I want to do a rope suspension photoshoot with. Which are you most excited to see?
🥀 I've been trying a new style of fantasy makeup lately. It's an all day process, but I get such a serotonin boost from turning myself into a living biome 🌺🌿
🥀 Gwood morning 🌅 🥱 ☕ I figured that I would start your day off with a cute little floral spring self-tie on my feets. 🤗
My apologies on the late inbox replies lately as well. I went on vacation for a little bit, but my body apparently has been needing some additional decompression time. I've got a big chunk of content for your timeline to finish editing before posting, so while I'm less involved in DM's at the moment, I really hope you enjoy all of the creative projects I'm releasing!
I also hope you have a great day, that you stay hydrated, and I'll be releasing some very spicy Mavis cosplay content to your timeline here shortly 😘
🥀 Rope Collab! With @alyssacarter974 - I finally got to try tying the tortoise shell body harness yesterday! I couldn't be more pleased with how this entire set turned out, my brain just absolutely lit up and wouldn't stop going brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrp.
🥀 Some soft moments in the water and sun ☀️ This is definitely my favorite state to be in, cat stretching and warm, although I don't get it very often. It was very nice to take a moment to breathe, though. Maybe this will be the year I finally do a mermaid photoshoot
