alurajenson2011 posts from onlyfans

I'm silly, on set. 😂 Phuq it, I'll entertain myself.

2017-05-06 17:09:44 +0000 UTC View Post

Holy fuck, I'm tired..... today is going to hurt..... ugh. 😴..

Holy fuck, I'm tired..... today is going to hurt..... ugh. 😴😴😴😴😴😴

2017-05-06 15:57:35 +0000 UTC View Post

These are similar to the new boobs I'm getting June 21st. My..

These are similar to the new boobs I'm getting June 21st. My surgeon has given his approval and my pre-op appointment is June 6th! I'm going five sizes bigger, from my current 1200cc implants to sweltering 2400cc implants! I'm so excited! With my body size, tall and shapely, they'll look big, but, not circus-big. I can hardly wait!😍😍😍😍😍

2017-05-06 13:03:15 +0000 UTC View Post

I love being the real me for my OnlyFans members. No shit, i..

I love being the real me for my OnlyFans members. No shit, it's f*ckin' exhausting putting on a phase. When I'm not in camera, the real me likes to breath. Yes, I'm a human being, albeit with superhuman sexual skill. 😂 No joke, though, thank you for wanting to know the woman behind the insatiable, broken Catholic. It really makes me comfortable being myself. In many ways, the woman behind 'TNT' is the fuel for that character. Yes, my loves, Alura Jenson is a character. We're not so different, you and I. I wake up every day, thinking about work and family, bills and dreams. Some days, I'm buttf*ckin burned out. Some days, I'm rowdy and can't be satiated. Every day, I work as hard as my body will let me. Then, I push myself a little bit more. I've gotten exceptionally little sleep and I've got a monster schedule today. I'm going to be fucked four times today, in four different scenes, so, I'm really looking forward to the sex. Hopefully, my co-star doesn't suck, which they sometimes do. I'll never publicly describe a bad scene partner. That's bad business and even worse form. Lately, as my self esteem has ascended, I've had the courage to reject lazy, weak, or boring costars. It's just a waste of my time. After all, if I'm not having a good time, during the sex scene, why in the Hell would any of you enjoy it? That reminds me: as soon as I can figure out the logistics, I'll be holding a casting call for my series, " I Wanna Be A PornStar". All walks of life will be invited, it'll be a controlled, regulated production, not a free-for-all, but, a legitimate porn series. Details of that will be announced in late June, after my new boobs! So, with that, I'll bid you all a wonderful morning. Look for pics and videos from the set today! 😙😙😙😙😙

2017-05-06 12:51:04 +0000 UTC View Post

I love the taste of a man's skin in my mouth. There's somet..

I love the taste of a man's skin in my mouth. There's something so personal, unique about orally pleasuring someone. The warmness of the skin, the thumping of the pulse, the twitching of area muscles..... these are like magic, addicting. My heartbeat increases with every noise, each movement. NEVER take my head and take over. That makes you an asshole. TELL me what you enjoy. Describe how I can please you. Let me be the hero who gets you off, over and over and over again.

2017-05-05 21:16:14 +0000 UTC View Post

Because...... Monday is an official, "Fuck it, " day. 😁

2017-05-02 06:06:33 +0000 UTC View Post

The worst thing anyone can do is tell me that I can't do so..

The worst thing anyone can do is tell me that I can't do something. Doctors, 25 years ago, told me I'd never be able to run again. A doctor 20 years ago told me I'd never have more children. A doctor 19 years ago told me my cancer came back. Three years ago, I was told I'd never be slim again. Fuck em all. Any time anyone tells me that I can't do something, my brain zeroes in on proving them to go fuck themselves. I ran again 25 years ago. It hurt like a mf-er, but, I kept my asthma hidden from the military. After cancer, the first time, I had my third child(who's now 18 and a goofball like his mother.) After getting cancer the second time, I got mad at it, evicted it, dared that shit to come back. After my divorce, staggering medical issues hit my family. My father died, my grandmother died, within ten days of each other. Massive financial struggles monopolized me. Funerals aren't fuckin' cheap, I had to pay for TWO, within a two week period. Top medical expenses for an 18 year old, with a benign brain tumor, a 20 year old with bone tumors.... holy fucking Hell. Yeah. I gained a little weight. Well, after that I looked the devil in the eye, made that sumbish my whore, life began to change. I just woke up one day and said, " Fuck this. I'm fed up with being at the mercy of the cosmos. Fuck waiting for work to be offered to me. Fuck being a sucker, being manipulated into roles that make me sick. If the industry doesn't want a plus sized woman, fuck em. My fans like me for me. I'm through kissing assess of people who don't give a damn if I exist and I'm sick to death of being invisible to people who should care for my well-being. If these asshole aren't fling to do right by me, I'll do right by my Damn self. I'm going to take care of me." This weight loss, I should more accurately day FAT LOSS, isn't to fit in with them. It's to celebrate my fans, who have stuck with me through literally thick and thin. It's a hearty FUCK YOU to the people who gave me a hard time, ignored me, bypassed me for nominations, made fun of me. It's a resounding, "You go, girl!" to the woman who made it through a lifetime of bullshit and trauma. Because, "Fuck it. " My fans, after standing by me, deserve the best version of me that I can give them, and, you shall. I know each and every one of you has had a day when you've thirteen your hands in the air and wanted to tell everyone at work to go seriously fuck themselves. That's been the last three years of my plumpness. Come July 1st, I bow to no one in the industry. I shoot whatever the fuck I want to shoot. I'm planning a national fan tour, to reach out and thank every one of you for your respect, admiration, and loyalty. My deepest thanks to my doctor, who told me to slow down my weight loss.....funny guy......I feel better than ever and have no plans to stop now. 😚 Much love to you all. I truly do appreciate every one of you.

2017-05-02 05:07:46 +0000 UTC View Post

What kind of man do I find appealing? What mannerisms grasp ..

What kind of man do I find appealing? What mannerisms grasp my attention? What physical preferences do I enjoy? I'm a complete package type of woman. My life is complete, satisfied by my efforts and accomplishments. A partner isn't meant to fill a void, in my eyes, but, meant to share in my wonder and excitement of the world. Sex, to me, isn't a journey. Sex is a mechanical act, as valuable to me as discovering a new travel location or writing a symphony. Each experience is different and yields unique returns. Over the years, sex and fucking has transformed in value. Sure, men have it way harder. Women hold your orgasm hostage, mostly for selfish reasons. That sucks. Men are not dogs. Boys are dogs. Men, are not. One of the reasons I don't enjoy the age play roles is because my physical arousal is connected to my mentality. I enjoy men. A grown man, not a male who's young in his head. A man who excites me can almost be anyone. Any race, any body type, any religious background, any age(over 18). If a man's attitude is attractive, my mind seeks to discover sexual excitement in his physical appearance. I'll find a sexiness about a man's smile, if he's shy about his skin. I'll find a rich arousal about a masculine shape, if he's plus sized......I get ga ga if a man is fuller figured, a broad upper body screams 'all man,' to me. My fascination, with races not my own, yield just as much stimulation. My mouth waters with the rich, powerhouse hues of ebony men, the sultry erotica of a bronze skin, the elegant masculinity of a golden or olive hand. I love it all. Because my vagina sees sex differently than most women, my brain does the fucking. My head is what seeks the satisfaction. Three out of five times, that I get into bed with a man, I don't even need to have any orgasm. It's only moderately important to my happiness. It's attitude. All attitude. I've made love to men who were paralyzed, and been in heaven. I've had lovers with unannounced penis sizes who've been ethereal in bed. I've enjoyed the culinary enthusiast with a lack of athletic interest. I've reveled in the Man with extensive life experience. Its about the connecting. Are you funny? Do you know how to laugh? Do you have the ability to see humor in fucked up situations? That puts a woman at ease, tells her you won't fly off the handle. Are you comfortable in your own skin? Do you like yourself? That tells a woman you're into her because you find HER attractive, not because you require coddling. Do you find happiness with your own company, but, offer to share it with her? Independence is attractive, but, allowing someone to share your time is really special. Needy lovers are just exhausting. You know all too well. You fuck a girl once and she's blowing up your phone.... That shit is a hassle. Time should be shared because you want to not because you have to...... Do you respect yourself? That's open ended, can be construed in many different ways. My version: a man who sets his own standards and upholds them is the sexiest motherf*cker on the planet. 100%. If you can do right by your own beliefs, no matter what they may be, I'll make time for you. I find a man insanely attractive of he's got a passion, a subject he holds dear. I want to know everything about it! Whether it be a football team, (I LOVE FOOTBALL!), or a sonnet. It could be a symphony or a rap artist. A passion could include politics or art or cooking... anything that fascinates a man. That's a gift to give a woman, your interests. Have those! I once dated a man who had an avid love of motorcycles and stray animals. He was in a motorcycle club, doing MC things, but he rescued endangered dogs. I've dated truck drivers, who've seen the country, with cooking skills and a love for home cooked food. I've dated military men with world knowledge and police officers with a soft spoken love for people...... My love is for the unique. I see that which makes a man different. I choose that man because he's different and because he knows it. The man with something to offer doesn't have to be rich or physically perfect. He has to have no apologies for who he is, how he became to be. He's got to enjoy me for the same. Have a wonderful day!😚😚😚😚😚

2017-04-30 18:01:30 +0000 UTC View Post

https://youtu.be/GF3DBGLnjj0 Guess who was on tv this morni..

https://youtu.be/GF3DBGLnjj0 Guess who was on tv this morning!! I've been booked to shoot, which means the companies are forgiving my former figure adjustment. Today, for now, I was cruelly ripped from much needed slumber to do seven things, at once. Just for today, until the 1159pm PAY, all DMs will be free. It's going to take me time to get back to you all, but, they are free until one minute before midnight. Just a little love to you all for being patient. Earlier messages, already sent, will be grandfathered into this offer, also free. 😚😚😚😚

2017-04-29 18:48:18 +0000 UTC View Post

I'm keeping all of my progress photos ONLY for OnlyFans. Sor..

I'm keeping all of my progress photos ONLY for OnlyFans. Sorry about the fucked up photo. This was taken in the lobby of a strip club. Red lights were ridiculous. I've had a 24 hour work day, just got home from this pubic appearance.....I haven't a single, functioning cell in my anatomy that isn't screaming at me to sleep. I send you all my love and will answer your messages in the morning. 😙😙😙😙😚😚😚

2017-04-29 10:18:08 +0000 UTC View Post

Testing my camera skills. Enjoy!😁😚😚😚

2017-04-27 02:53:10 +0000 UTC View Post

Because.....😁😁😁😁 Sometimes a woman just wants to suck a dick..

Because.....😁😁😁😁 Sometimes a woman just wants to suck a dick.😁😁😁😁😁

2017-04-26 23:38:36 +0000 UTC View Post

I saw it today, for myself. Have you ever been so blinded, b..

I saw it today, for myself. Have you ever been so blinded, by obligations, that a significant progress was invisible? I think we've all been there. With the supervision of medical advice and experts in the fields of study, I've consistently lost 17% of my body weight. That's a big deal for me. Since my divorce, I've battled with my weight, almost like a security blanket. It's been an excuse. Recently, I've been accepting knowledge and advice from others, people who've lost weight, safely. That's a hush-hush topic Pornstar aren't supposed to talk about with the public. Drugs. Alcoholism.Addictions. Eating disorders. Nearly 95-99.9% of ALL performers have had experience with at least one. Taboo? Yes. More than the fantasies of sisters fucking their brothers or daddies pounding their daughters. I'm learning to come to terms with those scripts, but, I'm not quite there, yet. It's been a wretched interruption in my performing activities, like my weight. Nonetheless, most Pornstars will do these roles like it's no big deal......like the hush-hush practices of drugs to manage weight. Cocaine, heroin, methamphetamines, even some strains of marijuana control appetites. Like some of those distasteful scripts, I absolutely fucking refused to be a part of it. What's right and comfortable for some may not be right for others. I don't knock my colleagues for performing those roles, or, for managing their weight recreationally. That's right for them. That's their comfort. For me, my body and mind come before my job. Should the job disappear, like they sometimes do. I've got to be okay with what's left behind the loss- my health, mental and physical. For years, I've been told bigger is better. Don't lose weight. Feminine is thick, plump, luscious. I AGREE! Hips, thighs, rear ends shout, "Woman," to me. So, no drugs or eating disorders allowed, I've chosen to accept professional help and the unyielding generosity of others. I've got a chip on my shoulder. Yes, an undercover vendetta to settle. This industry told me I'm too big to do some roles, too thin to do others. Fuck 'em. Only here, on OnlyFans, will you see the big reveal. When I reach a 60lb loss, by June, I'll be getting bigger implants, because I want to, because it's something I want for me. My reward for telling the status quo to go fuck itself. You'll see it happening...... I'm so glad you're all a part of my victory!

2017-04-26 20:48:39 +0000 UTC View Post

Today, like the last few days, is a constant stream of, "GO!..

Today, like the last few days, is a constant stream of, "GO! GO! GO!" I was able to buy a new phone, with a better camera. Thought I'd test it out. 😁

2017-04-25 16:50:59 +0000 UTC View Post

Today is a big day. I'm ascending towards the next level of ..

Today is a big day. I'm ascending towards the next level of my professional development. I'm feeling sexy, confident, calm, and focused. I can hardly wait for the future!

2017-04-23 19:12:37 +0000 UTC View Post

Talk about some ignorant, unprofessional shit. The industry ..

Talk about some ignorant, unprofessional shit. The industry has seen a rise in the cancer of disastrous work ethic. The scene I'm scheduled to do, today, is for a big company. They haven't hired me for nearly nine months. My weight, legitimately, was an issue. Now that I'm getting back into shape, I'm being hired again. Today was a big deal for me. This twitty little shit simply decided, for a major role, that she wasn't going to show up-AFTER I'm all done with hair and makeup, AT HER CALL TIME. No call/no show. Asshole. Know what happens,now that they can't find a replacement, is the entire crew gets sent home. Without getting paid their rate. How fucked is that? Half a dozen people get paid on a job by job basis. All of those people just lost their wages for today. That means me, too. Self entitled bitches line this are an infection in the industry. I've got a gd-ed family to feed. Those other people have families to feed. I'll remember her name, always. Stupid cow. At least my figure looks great! They're already talking about rescheduling me. 😆

2017-04-22 16:43:49 +0000 UTC View Post

Oh yeah.....Normally, I'd be out of sorts, nervous of disapp..

Oh yeah.....Normally, I'd be out of sorts, nervous of disappointing my director or producer. These things always make me a little neurotic. I used to believe that there's no logical reason I should be able to do what I do. I'm not physically perfect. I'm not like the others. Then, it occurred to me: I'M NOT LIKE THE OTHERS. After the last week, I've discovered that's a GOOD thing! I weighed in yesterday. I've lost nine pounds this week! Yeah, mf-ers. My whole attitude is different. Today, they can take me as I am. That's good enough for me, and, that's all that matters. ✌(This is before hair and makeup!)

2017-04-22 14:58:23 +0000 UTC View Post

It's 2am, I'm all alone in my living room. I really want to ..

It's 2am, I'm all alone in my living room. I really want to look my best for my shoots,so, I'm taking meticulous care to install my mermaid hair. It goes all the way down my back, like Daryl Hannah in, 'Splash'. God, she was beautiful in that movie. Endless streams of movies are playing in the background, you're on my mind. What makes you tick, I wonder. What is that spark that insists you crave me, my legs wrapped tightly around you? All I know is that it's 2am. I'm primping a fantasy hairdo, alerting my alter ego that my inner demons will soon come out to play. Play, they will. Undercover,bordering on sinister. Always thirsty for the unsuspecting, pulsing mess. Your next erotic expression will call my name.

2017-04-21 08:56:55 +0000 UTC View Post

I'm feeling generous today. Even though my time is monopoliz..

I'm feeling generous today. Even though my time is monopolized, I'm going to invite ONLY subscribers, from OnlyFans, to watch my voyeur camera. It's a complimentary feature of being subscribers. I may be doing any number of things, and,if I'm not immersed in other conversations, I will talk to you, chat away about whatever is on anyone's mind. I've stepped away from cam shows, they became a bit straining on my psyche. However, I do love shooting the shit with my guys and gals. So, here's how you do it: the app is FREE, 100% FREE. Once you get a screen name, dm it to me, here. I have to manually add you to my profile on the app. Although the extra step might be a tad annoying, this is how I can keep my live show free. The viewers must be age verified, etc. So, I'm about to get naked,wash my hair. Hopefully, you guys will be able to join me in the future. 😙😙😙😙😙 Stream.live/alura

2017-04-20 16:24:57 +0000 UTC View Post

Today is a great day! The industry is going back to work, I'..

Today is a great day! The industry is going back to work, I'm prepping for my next big shoot. The way that all of this works, for security purposes, is that we're not supposed to publish details until after production has ended. That's only with some companies. In some locations, special licensing is required. In some cases, a civilian's home is rented to make the movie. In either of those instances, posting details of a shoot can jeopardize the job. Be assured, I'll take lots of pictures, video,exclusively available here. This is what I look like with no makeup. Many do not understand the concept of natural blondes, that's okay. I'm aware of that....lol. one of the reasons I don't seem to age, I'll be 40 in a few weeks (May31st), is because my features, naturally, are very light. My eyelashes and eyebrows are literally invisible to the naked eye. The hair in my arms is, too. Even my personal curls are blonde, as many of you may have seen. 😆 I love that my fans find me beautiful, sexy, interesting. This website will give you more of me than my other social media pages. My entire family is very dark, compared to me. Olive-tan skin, dark hair, dark eyes. No, I'm not adopted,I'm sure. I'm also the tallest female in my bloodline. My female relatives are all under 5'5". I'm really 5'8", without shoes. As you can imagine, I've always stuck out, like a sore thumb, no matter where I was. At the age of 29, I finally threw my hands in the air and said, "Fuck it. " I stopped trying to fit into where I'd never belong-the average American woman. I started living, enjoying my sexuality without hiding. Yes, I love sex. The more, the better,I say. The freakier,the more fun, I believe. Hang ups are not a part of my vocabulary. I enthusiastically enjoy all people. Men, women, trans....gay, straight, bi, or curious....I love it all. Yes, I've romanced fans, but, because I've found them interesting and exciting. I never apologize for being who I am, not anymore. That shit is exhausting. Today, I'm prepping to shoot ,in the next few days. I'm getting my extensions done, which takes hours. Visually, longer hair balances my shape, on camera. Looking my best, feeling confident, brings out the demon queen between my thighs. Hopefully, this summer, I'll be getting new, larger breasts, too. I've been waiting to do this for about ten years. If you think I'm freaky now, just wait until my inner priestess is unlocked. 😉 So, before I begin my day, I'm sending you my purest affection, in my natural form. That's the kind that's the most honest, longest lasting. Like your dicks if you ever get between my legs. I'll make sure you enjoy it for hours. (XXX pics to come this morning, in just a bit. )

2017-04-20 14:01:07 +0000 UTC View Post

So....lol.....traffic court. That's how my day started. I di..

So....lol.....traffic court. That's how my day started. I did something minuscule and stupid, but, yeah. I owned up to it, accepted responsibility for my ignorance. When stuff happens, I don't blame other people, I accept it and learn from it. All in all,I'm in a relatively good mood. It's thrilling to have a place to talk to committed fans,who wish to be more intimately familiar with my totality. I truly do appreciate you. My day? A scheduled mecca of meetings. I'll also be filming a radio show broadcast tonight, that will be available on periscope. As soon as I check my itinerary, I'll post the expected time. For now, I'm going to get into my war paint (ha ha ha) and get my big butt to work, at the gym. 😙😙😙😙😙

2017-04-18 16:17:00 +0000 UTC View Post

I'm so thrilled with these pictures! I'm still going through..

I'm so thrilled with these pictures! I'm still going through them-there are several hundred that I need to approve for editing. This image is titled, "Mondays can seriously kiss my ass. "

2017-04-17 18:10:55 +0000 UTC View Post

I got more photos back! As soon as I go through them, I'll b..

I got more photos back! As soon as I go through them, I'll be publishing the images here. 😙😙😙

2017-04-17 17:00:58 +0000 UTC View Post

All right, let's have a no-bullsh*t exchange of ideas. The m..

All right, let's have a no-bullsh*t exchange of ideas. The moratorium has halted production. I know many of you aren't exposed to the ins and outs of what this means, I'll explain it in very simple terms and what that means to your favorite adult stars: OSHA , the government agency who regulates Occupational Safety Hazards, had its grip on the industry. Yes, Uncle Sam gets a say-so in how your naughty vids are made. This started years ago, after a shocking outbreak of HIV among performers. I think there was 11,at that time. The government stepped in to prevent the occasion from ever happening again,by making rules about how movies are allowed to be made. Yes, that creampie or anal pounding,that snatches your climax, is government regulated. 😜 Organizations like these do far more good than they are a pain in the ass. The whole California condom thing was bullshit, it never made it through the final stages of legislation. The FSC, Free Speech Coalition, works on performers' behalfs, to keep Big Brother from getting too involved in the industry. We, talent, love them. When AVN News announced the moratorium, my first thought was, " Oh fuck me. What the fuck? NOW? Some asshole, who has an obligation to manage their health, for the sake of others, just interrupted my ability to care for my obligations. This is bullshit. " Yep. I sure did. The way I see it is, as a sex worker- private provider, performer, etc,- one has a responsibility to safeguard their sexual health, because shit like this happens when they don't. In a multibillion dollar business, millions of dollars a day are being lost. Thousands of people are suddenly out of work, people who only get paid after production is complete. This includes hair and makeup artists, directors, editors, crew members, and talent. Producers lose money, during a production halt, by falling behind in their updates, potentially aggravating audience members. It's not just starlets affected by this, it's everyone in the business. You'd think that most porn people have second jobs, sometimes more than that. Well, it's impossible to hold down a regular 9-5 and be readily available to shoot. Employers don't take too kindly to sporadic days off being taken. All in all, my first thought was obcenely selfish. You know what? I'm okay with that. My second thought was, " Thank God for Talent Testing. " OSHA and the FSC requires frequent (every 7-12 days, depending on the studio) complete sexual health screening. These tests are exceptionally advanced, far more advanced than a screening you may get at the health department or personal physician. Most average HIV tests, for the public, can take up to six months to detect HIV. Our screenings are able to detect possible infection within 7 days. These inspections also declare immediate existence of every other sexual virus or bacteria, even the ones that most don't care about. So, when the announcement was made a potential positive HIV test was found (they always test two different collections, twice, to confirm it, ) I was relieved. My test was taken and returned, with no infections, the same day as the performer who 'popped' positive. I know I'm okay. The information tools to the public is all that performers know. We do know that, just like the last outbreak,in which four people tested positive, the current performer in question hadn't done a movie in a while. This is a good thing for the rest of us. It means that the positive tester didn't get it on set. The likelihood that other performers are infected is very minimal. However, because the anonymous individual may have a spouse in the industry, or social relationships with other Talent, the precautions are being taken. That's okay with me. My third thought was, " Someone's life just changed, forever. " My selfishness subsided and my compassion revved. Can you imagine what must be going through the head and heart of this person? Balls out,I used to tell myself,if I ever contracted the virus, I'd commit suicide. That was before advances in medicine. HIV is no longer a death sentence, but, a chronic illness that's become manageable, like diabetes. Still, though, the end of a career and the social death of the diagnosis is staggering. So, I may be frantic about the loss of my shoots,but, that pales in comparison to the future strain the anonymous performer faces.

2017-04-17 13:57:14 +0000 UTC View Post

I'm getting ready to start doing my nails. I always get nerv..

I'm getting ready to start doing my nails. I always get nervous before shooting for Brazzers. I'm the most voluptuous woman they've every shot. Last year, they played me as a BBW. I'm going to walk into that shoot, still plus sized, but, slimmer. Not a BBW anymore. 😆

2017-04-15 22:32:18 +0000 UTC View Post

Today has been a constant, uphill battle. Ever have one of t..

Today has been a constant, uphill battle. Ever have one of those days, when everything you do seems like a fight with the cosmos? Fuck, I've been wrestling with the dumbest shit, all day. An industry person brought a personal conflict to my day, even though I had nothing to do with it. Talk about aggravating. I've been working my ass off to get my website where it needs to be. I'm not a heavy drinker, anymore, but, think I'll have a glass of wine.

2017-04-15 21:38:01 +0000 UTC View Post

alurajenson2011