Getting dressed to go to a birthday party tonight...... I'd..
Getting dressed to go to a birthday party tonight...... I'd rather be naked!😍
2018-01-06 23:37:16 +0000 UTC View Post
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I'm beginning to feel overwhelmed I'm not sure if it's the c..
I'm beginning to feel overwhelmed I'm not sure if it's the consistent lack of sleep, the nutritional transformation, or the accumulating pressure to progress. I'm trying to maintain four different sites, manage a household, and navigate a rigorous fitness regime. My mind is pulled in so many different directions, I try to remember when things were simpler. They never were simple. So, what makes recent times seem stressful? I wonder...... My body gets very, very antsy if it goes a short period of time without sex. I've got to figure something out because some sort of brain chemical makes me feel disconnected, unless I'm getting laid. Time to rev up the schedule!
2018-01-04 14:10:36 +0000 UTC View PostYOU get to see these finished photos, first!
YOU get to see these finished photos, first!
2017-12-29 17:30:12 +0000 UTC View PostI decided to do a really fun scene for my website, the scrip..
I decided to do a really fun scene for my website, the script is hilarious! In my latest production, I play a woman, posing as a transgender female, trying to hook up with a guy. The storyline is that the guy, who finds me on a gay dating app, is fooled into fucking me, until he finds out I was born a woman.... and don't have a dick. Trippy funny. You guys will totally love this one. Lol......
2017-12-28 15:37:34 +0000 UTC View PostUgh. Getting dressed to leave for LA.😵
Ugh. Getting dressed to leave for LA.😵
2017-12-27 12:48:27 +0000 UTC View PostWho voluntarily gets up at 4am? I'm having some coffee befo..
Who voluntarily gets up at 4am? I'm having some coffee before climbing into my car. Sleep was not my buddy last night, I'm definitely a lady of the evening(ha!). After 20 years of working at night, in the midnight hours, this day shift thing still hasn't caught on. On another note, good morning!
2017-12-27 12:23:37 +0000 UTC View PostMakeup ready for tomorrow's shoot, still have to pack and g..
Makeup ready for tomorrow's shoot, still have to pack and get some sort of sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a very long day.
2017-12-27 03:44:54 +0000 UTC View PostSo much pressure on families during the holidays, it's all s..
So much pressure on families during the holidays, it's all so commercialized. It's sickening. My household celebrates a birthday and a feast. We don't drive ourselves into debt and focus on love between one another. I never desired to be rich or famous, but, to do what makes me happy and provide for my family. Sometimes, that means enjoying a humble lifestyle. That's okay, because my family is happy. On the flip side of that, my desire is to do the very best job I'm able to do, even while balancing home, work, and family. January is a very, very busy month, professionally. AVN is an anticipated annual stress. Months of preparation go into this event, some even go as far as getting surgeries(like me). It's like planning a wedding or a quincinera every year. What fans see is the final product. For starlets and producers, it's the end of a long, arduous process. Probably why everyone gets so blitzed that night. Now that Christmas has passed, the countdown begins. Yours truly has been nominated this year. Going to show up in full glamour and style. As much as I share on Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat- this will be the only place where you get the no bullshit incite. All of it. The laughs, the frustrations, the strain, and the celebration. Social media is advertising. This is me. This is my head, my heart. I'm a little anxious about the next few days. I've got to drive to LA to shoot a girl/girl/girl/boy scene. Pictures still haven't been returned to me from my most recent production, but, I hope to get those soon. For now, today, I've got to get my hair done, get a good workout in, tan, pack. Oy. Lastly, most importantly, I owe all of you my gratitude. I know most of these OnlyFans pages publish outright XXX material, at a higher membership fee. It's been advised that I abandon my website to jump on this bandwagon. That's not going to happen. There are too many people involved in my success to simply turn my back on them, for a quick profit. Integrity means doing the right thing, all the time, even when it doesn't benefit. I'm grateful not be be cornered into choosing. Also, for your tips.It really means a lot to me that you all reach out with your generosity. Believe it or not, your tips sometimes finance the photoshoots that publish the pictures you see here. Your kindness and appreciation will ensure accelerated success and cumulative development. YOU are a part of that. Have a wonderful day! I've got a zillion things to accomplish in the next twelve hours. Go,go gadget powers. Lol. 😙
2017-12-26 18:54:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Today is a massive fuck fest! Stay tuned for video later ton..
Today is a massive fuck fest! Stay tuned for video later tonight!
2017-12-20 20:21:19 +0000 UTC View PostToday was one of those monumental days. I was shooting stun..
Today was one of those monumental days. I was shooting stunt work all day, including lifting and carrying a 205lbs man. I was a firefighter, rescuing people. My character had to lift this man, off the ground put him around my shoulders, and walk him a distance. Then, I had to lift him six more times, including over my shoulder and cradle carrying. I didn't know my body could do it. Like, holy shyt. My knees gave out a couple of times, but, from muscular exhaustion, not from injury. I was not leaving without my paycheck! Lol. Tomorrow, it's a full day of shooting hardcore sex scenes for my website. Meow, bitches! A whole day of outrageous fuckin. That puts me in an amazing mood. 😁
2017-12-20 03:36:41 +0000 UTC View PostThat familiar demon, to take things way too far. Good gawd. ..
That familiar demon, to take things way too far. Good gawd. So, last night was the first night I went out after recent gloomy events(industry). It was an amazing party, thrown by one of my favorite directors, of Primal Fetish. I've got problems with keeping my clothes on while I've been drinking, especially around other sex workers. I mean, shit. Lol. This party got rolling, everyone was having a great time. All I can think about is turning it into a mass orgy. Yo. Who does that? With superstars in attendance, I'm ready to get naked, get into the very heated pool, and start a mass fucking. It would have been rude, too the others who weren't feeling that particular festivity, and, to the host, who really went all out to provide such an exciting evening for everyone. What a glorious flesh feast it would have been! I got my butt out of there, before my libido caused a ruckus. Can't shake the fantasy of that mass orgy, though. Geez, lol.......
2017-12-16 19:09:13 +0000 UTC View PostI have a FUCK ton to say about this...... http://www.newswe..
I have a FUCK ton to say about this...... http://www.newsweek.com/august-ames-jaxton-wheeler-cyanide-pill-742267 This woman's choice, to not work with the unidentified co-star, had NOTHING to do with his orientation, but, with his sexual health behaviors. I've shot hundreds of scenes with gay, bi, and trans men and women. EVERY single one of them was freshly tested. If August learned that her potential co-star was not tested, that is an automatic NO. It is widely known that in some gay studios, condoms are used, in lieu of health screenings. While this may be a choice they find acceptable for themselves, it is not acceptable for others. There is NOTHING wrong with safeguarding your own health, in a way that you deem fit. I hope to fuck this guy is brought up on criminal charges. That woman didn't deserve what happened to her. I'd have made the same choice. Not a damn person, walking this planet, can call me a homophobe.
2017-12-09 18:00:36 +0000 UTC View PostEntertainers, their work is reaching their audience, connect..
Entertainers, their work is reaching their audience, connecting a feeling to a reaction. With adult film workers, this includes more than just acting. These people take the most personal, intimate human act and display an idea, a fantasy. Sometimes, these ideas, or scripts, are outside of what each performer may personally enjoy. Other times, boundaries are crossed. Once in a while, these preferences touch too close to a fear or a bad experience. There's a particular code of conduct expected, of any professional, in any line of work. Yes, it's okay to say no to an acting role. Yes, it's comfortably accepted to reject a co-star. Because our work involves a sexual act(s), forcing ANYTHING upon talent is considered a prosecutable CRIME. For this reason, a performer's ability to say no is highly regarded as a number one priority. Even though the work is to produce a visual fantasy, the job MUST involve willing participants. Most will accept out of sexually liberal or uninhibited comfort. Others will ignore emotional or physiological discomfort in the name of financial success. Few, however, stand their justified ground and choose the conditions that will include their intimate, emotional, and psychological security. There's NOTHING abnormal or unkind about that. NOTHING. Without passing judgment, because that's probably the most fucked up thing to do, the retaliation some performers endure, for expressing their personal standards, is unimaginably horrific. They're called racists, homophobes, frigid, or boring. Shame is cast upon these individuals, as if they've committed a foul against their colleagues or peers. This can't be further from the truth. To force someone, to engage in an act of sexual intimacy, by bullying or blacklisting similar beliefs is just as bad as forcing someone to have sex without permission. Listen, all. We all have been rejected, for one reason or another. NONE of us has been wanted by every person we sought. If that happened, we'd all be married to our first loves. I've been rejected by costars many times. I mean MANY times. It's part of the job. It's my counterparts' right to say, "No, I don't want to work with Alura." This may hurt my feelings, because it touches areas of my self esteem that pain me, BUT, it doesn't make the unsuccessfully cast co-star a bad person. What it means is that the professional, in question, knows which chemistry will yield their best performance. You've all scene pornos that didn't look quite meshed. I've made a few, myself. My point is that it's our job, our professional obligation, our responsibility, to deliver our best visual product. If we feel, because of personal beliefs, that this expectation can not be met, by collaborating with a particular individual, we are doing the audience a service by rejecting the opportunity. Instead, the scene is recast with facets that will click, promising a much more enjoyable film. No one wants to watch two(or more) terribly mismatched performers attempt to badly fake being interested in one another. In conclusion, rejection in my line of work isn't a personal insult. It's a responsible execution of professionalism. My feelings may be hurt, on occasion, because a co-star may not work with women, a Caucasian, an older female, or a heavier body type. However, that does not give anyone a right to go on a tirade, up in arms in my defense, or attack someone who decided a different scene partner would yield a better product. I'm terribly sorrowful for those who endure this backlash. Especially those who don't deserve it. Thank you, all, for taking the time to read my thoughts.
2017-12-07 16:33:44 +0000 UTC View PostI'm shaking right now. I've just learned that August Ames di..
I'm shaking right now. I've just learned that August Ames died. She was 23 years old...... This news has me in shock, I'm nauseous.
2017-12-06 20:19:15 +0000 UTC View PostOh man, I woke up in a foul mood. My alarm is set for 0400, ..
Oh man, I woke up in a foul mood. My alarm is set for 0400, every day. This is the time I begin working, in some capacity, on something. Navigating a career in this field is a 24/7/365 commitment. Not doing so leads to stagnation, eventually failure. In the six years I've enjoyed my work, the one thing I've had burned into my brain is to never stop progressing. Whether it be administrative duties (which I detest), or, working out(which I love), there are endless responsibilities to be tended. My goofball brain saw it fit to render a dream that my alarm was sounding, over and over, beginning at 1am. So, when the damn thing actually announced my 4am wake-up, I was peeved from broken sleep. My butt got out of bed, dressed, and is now at the gym, on time, on schedule. That pleases me, not falling behind, in spite of broken sleep. I sure could use some perking up today. Maybe a nail appointment is in order. Dragon lady nails always make me feel sassy. Dragon lady nails, tanning, and some sprucing eyelashes. That'll do it. You guys, the reality of this whole porn thing is consuming, but, satisfying. It is a job, but, I get crabby if I'm not being drilled by one, two, or five happy partners. My personal life is allowed very little time for off camera sex, my jollies are gotten on camera, which is why I'm such a beast in the bed. My craving, my next fantasy: another TS group scene. Holy fuck, that was fun. TS women are very difficult to book. There are so few who shoot, and, even fewer who are willing to work with women. Casting multiple trans women takes far more work than anyone realizes. If the porn powers that be see it fit, I'll be in the middle of a cast of TS ladies, all scrambling to bust their load on my pussy. That thought totally cheers me up!😁 Have a great day!
2017-12-06 14:12:29 +0000 UTC View PostThis is such a strange, unproductive position, in which to ..
This is such a strange, unproductive position, in which to have sex. I had nothing to grip and the weight of my breasts made this especially difficult. Porn sex isn't real. In bed, I prefer positions that are comfortable, stable, and satisfying. No need to make it a theatrical event. If riding a man, I receive much more pleasure while facing him, than like this. Cute picture, though. Lol.
2017-12-04 18:55:58 +0000 UTC View PostI'm relaxing today, spending time with family. The last two ..
I'm relaxing today, spending time with family. The last two weeks have worn me out, but, I'm feeling rejuvenated and ready to go! Tomorrow, I'll be up at 4am, headed to the gym and then to work, shooting most of the day. I'm really, really looking forward to the Philadelphia game afterwards!
2017-12-03 03:19:37 +0000 UTC View PostA man who can fuck like the devil will bring out the demon i..
A man who can fuck like the devil will bring out the demon in my response. It's rare that I find that attitude- fierce, deliberate, satisfying..... dominance isn't about cruelty, its about confident acquisition. Have a spine when you fuck me and I'll make you glad you did.
2017-11-30 17:38:09 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes, a woman just needs to be taken.
Sometimes, a woman just needs to be taken.
2017-11-30 04:58:28 +0000 UTC View PostBehind the scenes, porn photo shoot!😎
Behind the scenes, porn photo shoot!😎
2017-11-28 22:18:52 +0000 UTC View PostI didn't want to alarm anyone, or, interrupt the holiday spi..
I didn't want to alarm anyone, or, interrupt the holiday spirit. Now that the event is over, I can clue you in on what's been happening: A few weeks ago, my surgeon noticed I was retaining fluid I my lower extremities. Following body sculpting surgery, this is a health risk. So, to combat the edema, it's called, the surgeon put me on something called Lasix. If you've e ever had a heart or bp issue, you know that this is the end-of-the-road, no-joke bp medication. The morning after beginning this medication, my body rejected the healing that had all but been complete. My bruising was gone in record time, my shape was immaculate, my energy was superb. After beginning this medicine, my entire surgical area swelled up, appearing to have had no reshaping, at all. Even worse, it looked larger than before the procedure! This was the first sign something wasn't right. Immediately after this happened, the incisions, which were completely healed, popped open, draining nonstop. They still are. I'll spare you those details, but, my surgeon and nurses said it's normal, the exodus shows no signs of infection. Well, Damn it. It's not normal, I told myself. This is b.s. A person doesn't go from almost completely healed to a post operative emergency. Yo. Just as this began occurring, my organs began to show distress. Kidneys began malfunctioning, heart beating irregularly, brain emitting micro seizures, the works. Still, no one listened. I finally begged the doctor to look at me, one more time. He still couldn't find any surgical complications, but, put me on antibiotics just in case the drainage was caused by an invisible infection. Well. Fuck me running. NO. It WASN'T an infection. I stopped taking the Lasix, all it was doing was making my body feel like garbage, I felt like I was slowly dying. No bullshit. I physically felt my body systematically shutting down. WANNA KNOW WHY?? There are a few motherf*ckers I'd like to thank for the last three weeks of HELL that I've so quietly been managing. Ladies and gentleman, if a person has an allergy to penicillin, you don't give that person penicillin. People allergic to peanuts can't eat peanut butter. COMMON SENSE. Yours truly is severely allergic to penicillin,sulfa and sulfanomide derivatives. That means that SULFA or ANY medicines containing it are likely going to cause a potential life threatening reaction. K? We've got that tid bit under our hats? Lasix is a SULFANOMIDE. These motherf*ckers not only prescribed me a drug that could have killed me, but, the PHARMACIST approved and dispensed it to me. There are a few people I'm miffed at this morning. My saving grace, what undoubtedly saved my life, in the middle of this systematic organ distress, were the several antihistamines, of different chemical compounds, that I take to manage my asthma. I take three different types of allergy blockers. Totally keeps my asthma in check. My former sponsor, a leading heart surgeon, recommended that. It may have just saved my life. On a hunch, I stopped taking the Lasix, immediately beginning to feel a significant improvement in my condition. Two days later, the swelling in my surgical area is beginning to quiet, the draining is slightly calming, the pain is not as severe. I knew it was the medicine, the LASIX. I looked it up, just on a whim........ Lasix, a sulfanomide derivative, NEVER should have been given to me. I'm motherf*cking lucky to be alive today. My family and I are not going to sue the sh*t out of anyone. That's some hippie liberal sh*t. No permanent injuries have been suffered. Just inconvenience and discomfort. There's no need to ruin anyone's life over that. We ARE, however, going to raise the most righteous, formally expressed, stink about it. Getting our ducks in a row, we are going to file a well written, document supported complaint to the pharmacy company and the surgical group. Not looking for any compensation. God told me, after years of treating my body like sh*t, and He forgave me for it, I could let this one go. The Almighty will handle it. The picture had nothing to do with the excerpt. Just thought y'all might like it. 😁
2017-11-25 16:31:08 +0000 UTC View PostI was in so much pain during these photos! Karen was so grea..
I was in so much pain during these photos! Karen was so great to work with, I almost forgot what was going on with my surgical healing. For some reason, unbeknownst to me, my seemingly healthy healing took a dramatic turn. No idea why. The areas that were sculpted began to swell, becoming hot to the touch and painful. Four weeks after surgery, I didn't think this was supposed to happen. My bp climbed and my lymph nodes became visible. Talk about frightening. Even now, getting ready to shoot another scene today, I'm panicked by the swelling. My nurses told me it wasn't an infection. Im headed to my surgeon, as soon as they open, hoping they'll figure it out. Holy crap, I'm praying someone can make this right. The good news is that the pain and redness went away on its own. Maybe the swelling will follow suit. Being naked, on camera for a living, sure is a stressful job. Thank goodness for the care and generosity of my sponsor and agents. We'll figure it out. Gotta get iced down now. I'll send you all photos from set!
2017-11-20 15:20:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Look at my face. Look at it. I have worked my ass off, today..
Look at my face. Look at it. I have worked my ass off, today will be no different. I'm in the tub, just a few minutes ago, shaving for today's shoots. That rumbling, deep seeded voice began to howl. That woman, that thieving cum robber, that undeniable destructor of 'maybe'. I love this part of myself, celebrate her attendance in my chest. She a raving, insatiable, sexual prowler and this bitch is FUN. ☺
2017-11-18 17:02:49 +0000 UTC View Post
