Yesterday ended up being heavy in feelings. When I went to my belly dance class I kept on feeling like I couldn't move like everyone else because my joints are so stiff and my muscles have a hard time isolating. This video comes to you as the last thing I did in the day, because I promised I would. It's not great, I am a super beginner in a broken body Im trying to give myself freedom of movement where most of my muscles are frozen from pain. They have been for years.
At first I was anxious to take a belly dance class. Myex roommate was an instructor and once upon a time said something she probably meant kindly. But this class is being taught by my friend, fresh teaching and a little haphazard, just like me. I love her dearly, and I am learning how to sit within myself and love myself into fixing some major body trauma developed over years.
I will get better. One day at a time. Recovery is possible.
2021-06-24 20:34:09 +0000 UTC
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Im gona take a videoof myself at my belly dance class tonight ;)
2021-06-23 23:33:43 +0000 UTC
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Just a little tease with "Big Blue." I'm bouncing back after a few short weeks of moving/traveling/sickness ans feeling ready to make aome hot fresh content for y'all ;)
2021-06-23 14:27:23 +0000 UTC
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Some fun close up shots of my nipple with my headphones hanging out.
2021-06-22 14:32:42 +0000 UTC
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I got tied up! Last night I went to the Sunset Strip show at the Allways Lounge in NOLA. A very talented cowboy threw 4 half hitches on me from a diatance and I was utterly delighted.
2021-06-16 14:21:59 +0000 UTC
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Late night, tipsy from raspberry beer, took some sensual pics/vids of myself with the mirror in my room.
2021-06-13 14:31:37 +0000 UTC
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I have my onlyfans back! Yay!
I was in time out for some ToS mistakes I made. I got my swats and now I'm back to show you my pussy AND my crack ;)
If you feel like tipping me, Id appreciate it. I missed poating for y'all and having ya make it rain ;)
2021-06-13 00:42:54 +0000 UTC
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I'm in new orleans :3
2021-06-06 05:05:16 +0000 UTC
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I am gona make so much art porn. I might end up starting a subscription onlyfans so I can drive myself to do it every day. We'll see. I'd fuck me. π
2021-06-05 04:55:49 +0000 UTC
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Fuck it feels good to get myself so fucking turned on as im driving down to nola I have to pull over and fuck myself with my favorite dildo "Randy." Came really hard π¦twiceπ¦
2021-06-04 23:43:12 +0000 UTC
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I caught myself in the mirror walking by and went, "oh hey sexy, whatcha doin rn? Getting ready for bed? You mean sexy selfie time, right?" XD
2021-06-04 03:31:58 +0000 UTC
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One of my favorite outfits
2021-06-03 02:47:40 +0000 UTC
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I wrote something on FB earlier about how I am both honored and humbled by the fact that so many of you, completely independently of one another, told me I am perfect. I'm really starting to feel it and understand now. Y'all have my gratitude <3 (yes, I'll post videos of my ass later as a thank you ;) )
2021-06-02 18:08:00 +0000 UTC
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I collect shitposting memes, some of them are sexier than others. Maybe I'll do a regular meme dump for the lols
2021-05-26 14:41:55 +0000 UTC
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Hot, wet video of me getting fucked in the ass from behind with an 8in x 2in cock and begging for more.
I've decided that I definitely need more anal and oral in my life. Soooo good β¨πβ¨
2021-05-26 00:21:41 +0000 UTC
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I can only watch back over my own material so many times before I know I have to make something hot and pretty for you to look at. So here's a close up POV my pussy and me fingering it and stroking my clit. You can see very clearly at least 2 big orgasms ;)
2021-05-24 02:30:50 +0000 UTC
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The wolfman told me to climb on top and ride, little did he know I'm a cock jockey ;) I love being on top because me and my partner can easily get up into those guts and slam against my gspot till it all goes SPLASH π¦β²π¦ I flooded my kitchen floor this way, once upon a time. I've also splashed while riding someone's face and basically accidentally h2o boarded them. They ain't mad and neither am I ;) lol
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I feel like I should also mention that our choice to not wear condoms was negotiated before hand with testing etc.
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I also wanna put a little journaling down here at the bottom, cuz I know there are some people that follow me here not only for sexy content but the personal element of what I bring with it as well. I loved watching these videos, we're both so clearly into it. That moment when I splashed? *chefs kiss* I couldn't have planned that better. And then my brain goes to recent medical developments for me and I got kind of down. That laproscopy I had confirmed not only do I have endomitriosis, but it's implanted little nodes all over the peritoneal sack of my guts. This means there's no telling how far it extends. There have been some cases they found it as high as the lungs! My only real options are surgery to try and burn out all of the nodes, and then medication which will send me into an early menopause. And... That made me very sad and scared. One thing I know comes with menopause is "vaginal dryness." But it's more than that... The mucous membrane of the lips and interior vulva is basically gone, and the skin is not hydrating properly. This leads to breaking skin, pulled muscles, vaginismus generally speaking. This terrifies me beyond belief. The reason being is that I have lost my ability to orgasm briefly a long time ago due to trauma with an ex partner. I have always used sex and masturbation as coping mechanisms and a method of controlling my brain chemistry. When I lost that ability, and all the other times my body has failed me, it's hard to look at the next steps I have to take for my physical health and be optimistic. Am I going to be able to fuck like this after I start medication? I don't know. I wish I could be better prepared for what needs to happen, but I'm not. I'm just trying not to let myself be too scared or sad about it.
And that's one of the reasons I'm doing onlyfans, so I can afford to get a good surgeon who can be precise in their excision process, and maybe I won't have to do the medication at all. And then I could stay a wet sloppy mess for at least a little while longer.
2021-05-24 00:07:23 +0000 UTC
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I'm editing more video footage from my first hookup with Mr. Wolfman. Y'all are gona love watching me riding on top of him. Definitely first two rows is the splash zone, and of course the colorful language of me devolving into a primal lust creature. You're gona love it, and it's a long video too!
2021-05-23 16:30:54 +0000 UTC
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Foreplay with the wolfman, starting with giving his cock some sweet wet kisses, and showing him the glass plug that I made! That's right, I'm a sexy ass glass artist and I'll take hot pics and share them with you here ;)
2021-05-23 00:32:07 +0000 UTC
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Part 2 of my first get together with the wolfman. After getting his big dick sloppy wet with my throat, I got to turn around and back up on his cock. I swear, I already told y'all earlier about how I'm jealous of your view, because I never get to see it, but whomever buys this video gets to see my full split on the wolfman's cock. Wanna see just how wet I get?
2021-05-22 22:36:41 +0000 UTC
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I love that I can tell how much fun is being had in a video when the blooper drops! Enjoy this teaser of me riding my wolfman friend backwards cuz I never get to see that view and ho-ly fuck. I am envious of anyone I've ridden like this. Wait till you see the full long video!
2021-05-22 16:10:56 +0000 UTC
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Getting ready for a Friday night fuck fest with new friend. (We both have to be up early, lol) Been a while since I've had my asshole fucked, but I get a feeling I may do just fine. What do you think? Am I a good lil anal slut with the glass toy that I made? (Yes, I make glass sex toys!)
2021-05-21 23:15:13 +0000 UTC
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I remember Donald Glover had a joke that being an artist is the only job where you can be criticized for enjoying your own work. Me? I only wanna make stuff I like cuz I jerk off to it too, friends! Anyway, took a perfectly decent POV photo and fucked it up with snapseed and prisma. I'm liking the result, the filter in prisma was called "Flamingo" and me being the bird nerd went "of course it's flamingo."
2021-05-21 22:50:05 +0000 UTC
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Drumroll please!!! *ptrrrtrtrtrtr* And now, announcing the TRIUMPHANT return of ME doing our favorite ; a really fuckin' tasty deep throat video.
New friend likes being called Daddy, what name do you like being called while you're being worshipped?
I might have had a little fun with my video editing app, I couldn't resist! And I may be a little obsessed with how sexy and cute this video is >.>
2021-05-19 23:02:49 +0000 UTC
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Voila! The much anticipated return with the realest amateur porn you could hope for. This was our first meeting, so we had a bit of trial and error for filming, he was understandably distracted when i swallowed up his entire big dick and massaged in the back of my throat by me controlling my gag relex. He told me he's never had anyone who could not only take his dick all the way, but hold it there. Don't have video of that quite yet, but we will definitely be making more soon. Personally I like imperfect sex photos, because it gives a feeling of motion and realness that a posed photo always lacks.
We've both been tested recently, super responsible adults here, and we had a great time with all our adult activities ;)
2021-05-19 18:45:54 +0000 UTC
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Had a great time with a new well endowed friend. He needs to finish filling out paperwork for me, and then I can show you all the rest of the yummy photos he and I took.
2021-05-19 12:14:50 +0000 UTC
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Ok! New content coming soon! And it's b/g content of me and my guest with a 7inx2in cock. (When I say it like that I feel like a wrestler or something putting down stats lol!)
2021-05-18 12:47:10 +0000 UTC
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What if I started doing naked ukelele night? Like I have once a week where I'm working on songs to play, hop on live for a half hour set or so? What do you think? I need a weekly project that brings me joy, so I thought this could be good.
2021-05-02 16:44:26 +0000 UTC
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I'm glad I took pics/vids of my belly last night cuz I have a couple gnarly incision marks that aint going anywhere for a while.
2021-04-21 01:35:43 +0000 UTC
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Fun fetish: belly inflation. I picked up this fetish a long time ago and it's weird to try and explain to people why it's hot to pretend that I'm being filled so much I burst.
2021-04-20 15:38:52 +0000 UTC
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