Are you doing your slut studying?
I'd be happy to help.
Let me read to you.
Currently Reading: The New Bottoming Book
Authors: Janet Hardy & Dossie Easton (also authors of Ethical Slut)
BIOHACKING
Sleep has been something I’ve struggled with my whole life as a chronically ill human.
I used to be terrified to track my metrics, for fear of what I’d find.
Now I love seeing the correlation between heart rate and dream state.
I wonder where I went at 2am...
Anybody else into data?
What do you track?
If spreadsheets are a kink, they’re on my fuck yes list.
A Teeny Tiny Tip from Taylor - Lighting Your Content
Content creation has been a great tool for my personal and sexual discovery.
It's also something that seemingly every professional now needs to know how to do.
So regardless if you want to make your own porn or business promo, lighting is essential.
Most of us have windows.
If you do, you have an available light source.
Natural Light:
Standing facing the window will give you soft, even lighting. Great for face shots.
Standing next to that window will give you deeper shadows and more definition. Ideal for body-scapes and capturing fluids.
Standing with your back to the window will give you a blown out look. Never been a favourite of mine, but feels very etherial.
Artificial Light:
If you have an artificial light source (ring light, flash, lamp, etc) that feels too harsh (aka shows too much reality) when pointed directly at you, you can:
a) Diffuse the light by placing a white sheet over or in front of it
b) Bounce the light by pointing it at a light wall or corner and allow the falloff of the light to be what hits you
REAL TIME UPDATE
I was really excited to see @thenonbinarydom today, but my squiggly shit got in the way and now I'm high on muscle relaxers trying to pass the time researching how to use reddit.
They also brought me a pizza to wear and oil to eat.
🙃
Unrelated "frog butt" photo that was rejected on reddit because I need more "internet points"
WINNER: Wax
Put on your favourite song and watch me wax
(because this is a proxy file and there is no audio)
When I was little I used to take candles into the bath with me and loved to see how close I could get to the flame.
It didn't take me long to learn I could put it out with my fingers.
Fast forward a decade and some and the question is "can I put it out with my tongue?"
CONTEXT
I was supposed to be at a sex-positive content creation conference in July.
As that didn't happen, my partner and I took to the internet to stream some fuckery for the attendees to capture digitally.
This was our first attempt at collaborating and surprisingly we didn't kill each other AND actually had a lot of fun.
The images the photographers came away with from our 4K stream were surprisingly stunning.
Please excuse any awkward faces or energy shifts - eating wax while posing for 200 humans is a bit distracting...
Integration in process.
Thank you for your patience.
Not-so-fun fact: Glacial runoff is cold enough to shatter acrylic nails.
But I’ve always preferred to learn my lessons the hard way
Plant Meditation:
Stand outside and absorb the elements.
Don’t resist discomfort. It can be cleansing.
(Would it be considered herbivore cannibalism if I’m consuming a plant while pretending to be a plant?)
Today I’m intentionally headed down a rabbit hole into my own subconscious.
This butt photo is unrelated.
Psychedelic journeys are regular occurrences for me and have been a vital part of my self discovery, undoing and rebuild over the last 5years.
This trip will be different. It’s the first time I’m doing it in a facilitated setting - and with others.
It has inadvertently become a blended poly family activity where myself, my partner @thenonbinarydom, our other partners and their biological siblings will be joining.
I’ve never been one for family gatherings, but that’s a sadder story for another time.
But this version I can get on board with.
My intentions for this trip are around this...being here.
My shame.
My sex.
My why.
I’ll be 30 in 19 days and I no longer want to run from the things that make me feel happy, whole and seen.
I want to embrace all parts of myself and step into a place of power.
I have led with my kundalini energy my entire life - but it has not always been intentional or with purpose.
But it has always taken me to the places and people I needed to experience.
I love my sex.
I love my body.
I love my mind.
I love my masochism.
I love my voyeurism.
I love my exhibitionism.
I love my dominance.
I love my submission.
These are and always have been my favourite parts of myself and I want to find the confidence to live as them openly and always - not just in the shadows or in my off time.
I’ve spent 10years trying to convince myself that I could find a place and pace in the vanilla world that made me happy.
I’ve spent that whole time telling myself that I had to do things the way I had seen them done because that was “the” way.
Even as I’ve stood in front of others and reminded them they had options of how to live, fuck and earn money, I’ve felt my imposture syndrome flare up.
For as “out” as I’ve been, I’ve only been out of the closets I felt comfortable letting people know that I lived in.
And any sense of shame or fear that still exists in my system is still a poison to my purpose and a disservice to my happiness.
Today I hope to talk to my higher self - I see them frequently on psychedelics.
They wear leather, and they Daddy Dom me like no other.
They are beautiful and soft and commanding and witty and wonderfully sadistic.
They are not trapped in their head.
They stand in their power.
They embrace their body.
And they fuck without fucks.
They know their worth, their value and their voice.
I believe this version of ourselves exists within everyone.
And I believe it’s my why in this world to show you mine so that you can find yours.
Because you deserve to be whole.
You are perfect as you are.
All parts of you are worthy of love and pleasure and to be seen and exercised.
We don’t need closets.
My intentions today are to solidify that as truth within myself so that I have the energy to give that to others.
Starting with you.
I’ve been shooting self portraits as long as I’ve been shooting other humans and 99% of them are erotic or nude.
Being tiny, clothes can be hard to come by that don’t make me look even smaller and younger.
So I just went with the path of least resistance - because naked looks good on everybody.
I had my dream job helping humans create and market sex positive content for about 6 months before 2020 took that too.
Here’s the trailer we made from my 4K D/S webcam shoot.
If you haven’t voted yet, check out the polls to decide which content from this shoot you’d like to see first!
A well placed crotch knot is a lot of fun to walk around in.
A poorly placed one is a hazard for my piercing.
Not going downstairs in this one...
I really need other butts to practice on.
Do you enjoy watching a struggle?
This one isn’t sexy or naked, but I wanted to see if hog tying oneself is even remotely possible.
Shibari has been my quarantine/sanity activity and while my range is still very limited, I’m enjoying being new and bad at something.
Results of this struggle session were inconclusive and more testing is required.
Earlier this year, my partner and I hosted a remote 4K NSFW photoshoot for a sex-positive photography collective.
I don’t really know how that was technically possible, but doing things beyond my capacity is why I prefer to fuck nerds and love having a live-in one.
It was a very switchy session that produced a lot of content.
Which would you like to see first - spit or wax?
And in case you haven’t caught on...I really love having things in my mouth
Thank you to all the humans that went through and liked my content.
Their labour was rewarded by watching me suck my nerd’s cock until he came on my face.
It’s too late to cash in on that reward, but if you’d still like to see the mess we made, check your messages.
This photo was taken just after the fire ants had their fill.
Did you know that fire ants inject a poison when they bite that has a slow releasing affect?
The sensation can last for hours...
I love masochism, but surprise vaginal burning sensations are always a hard limit.
Happy New Years humans.
I have both a question and a request of you.
Question: If this showed up at your door, what’s your next move?
Request: Apparently analytics are a thing on this platform too 🙃.
If anyone has the time to go through and like and/or comment on all my content, it helps with my visibility.
Message me when you’ve completed the task.
Your labour will be rewarded.
To those of you that contributed to my fuckery fundraiser - thank you.
I appreciate you.
To those of you that contributed to the top tier - I really appreciate you. Your thank you has been sent.
If you enjoyed it, tell the others why so they know what they missed out on.
Good behaviour will always be reinforced.