Umm, anyone else got Alice in Wonderland vibes here? 🍄🐇
I came across some of these beauties while exploring beautiful Canadian forests...
fucking love nature.
careful... do not eat!! 😵💫
do you like my dress? 🥰
I don't always feel super confident when wearing dresses and I don't know why. I challenge myself to wear more sundresses this summer because they're so damn cute!!
video drops at 5pm tonight. will you be there?
hint : college dorm.
☼ today's thoughts ☼
*If I had to live my life over, I’d make more mistakes. I’d relax. I’d not be afraid to be myself. I’d be sillier. I’d give my opinion and not be scared. I would take fewer things seriously. I’d take more chances. I’d climb more mountains and swim more rivers. I'd laugh harder and dance more often...*
after experiencing this amazing day in nature, I went home and recorded something very cute and sexy and cool 😁 obviously it's always cute and sexy and cool when I share orgasm with you guys... ;)
video drops at 5pm!
hi loves,
I need to share with you a situation I had a few days ago that really had an impact on me.
So in the past, i conducted a few surveys asking you where did you find me. it’s no secret for anyone that most of you come from Reddit.
about two weeks ago, i got a really bad situation with my reddit account… it got shadowbanned. that means that all i did for the past year to promote myself, to try to reach people, to build a name for myself was gone. erased. deleted. I could not use my name anymore.
thankfully, after a few days of messaging reddit mods and trying to figure out what happened, i got my account restored and it sounds like i was just caught in a bad reddit filter. but man how stressful was that experience. i felt so fucking helpless.
and you guys know that, as nurses, we deal with way more stressful situation in real life. a lot of you are in the medical field as well, or had experience as patients. so i know you have an idea of our reality. i’m used to handling pressure and stress, but this was another kind of stress. everything that i built myself was gone, and that was such a horrible, horrible feeling.
this made me realize that it is not sustainable for me to continue to run and grow my page relying solely on one platform to get all of my exposure. i cannot only continue to grow with reddit and hope that everything goes well. Because tomorrow, all of it could be gone again.
Murphy’s law was the first thing that came to my mind when that situation happened. Murphy’s law states : « If anything can go wrong, it will.» and man do i plan on respecting you now, Murphy. It is imperative for me to prepare for the worst case scenario, always.
in the end i’m thankful that i had this experience because now i will anticipate problems better as I will be more aware. i’ll not rely on one platform. thank you for this valuable lesson, Reddit.
To say the least, I felt pride in the fact that i wasn’t sharing other women on my profile to promote myself in this way. but today, i really hope that you understand where i come from. this was a scary situation and the thought of losing my way to reach people makes my heart sink into my stomach. i do not want to go through that again.
i really hope that you understand where i come from in this situation, because i feel like it’s the right thing to do for me. i want to try this other way of reaching people, which a lot of women do through sharing each other’s profile on their timeline.
I know some people may be disappointed in me for making this choice, but I promise you to not lose myself and my identity through this change, and i promise to not spam you with so many other accounts. I’m the first to be sad about this, but I really think it’s necessary since I cannot put all of my eggs in one basket again, you know?
I will try this starting in August. No more then 1-2 post per day, probably not everyday.
i hope you understand why i do this, and i hope we can get through this change together. 🥺
if you read this far, i love u and thank you for giving me this space to share my thoughts ♥️
the beach 🌊
light, sun, sea, sand, seagull, wind... the sound of the waves crashing. so peaceful.
fun, relaxation, love and reflection.
they were right when they said that sunshine was the best medicine.
this was the ultimate cure I needed.
I feel so relaxed and happy.
missing my little squish a lot tonight.. 🥺
thank you guys for giving me space lately
i know everyone’s out there, enjoying summer this month & it feels good for me too to not be on my phone 8h a day and really soak in those precious moments with friends and family.
i hope you’re still enjoying the daily posts and all of the content posted already for the past year ~ there’s so much stuff to see ♥️
i’ll be back in the dms soon, stronger and better.
I hope you enjoyed today's posts 🥺
actually... i'd be so happy to wake up tomorrow and for you guys to get my last 10 posts to 100 likes...
good night ♥️
It's so weird how life works.
I used to be sooo shy around people. Like SUPER introverted.
I did not *EVER* share my feelings with others.
And on here, with you
I learn everyday how to open up to others.
I learned that I love sharing my life, sharing my thoughts and emotions.
I love to interact. I love to give. I love to entertain and to excite you guys.
I love to connect with others in so many different ways.
And it's important for me to remember that there is no shame in sharing what I'm comfortable with and respecting my own limits. ever.
i have so much to offer and everyday I learn how to do it better. I learn how to express myself better in another language, how to create content that I'm proud of, how to fulfil my needs and envies, and how to open up more and more with time.
thank you for giving me a space to share
and thank you for listening and responding to what I share.
good evening ♥️
I feel like sharing some thoughts.
For the past few days, I've been out here, living life, experiencing summer to the fullest and it feels so fucking good.
it feels so good to disconnect from the stress of life, the stress of being surrounded by illness, the stress of taking care of everyone around me, the stress of the city, the stress of responsibilities. this week, I take care of me.
and to take care of me means that I HAVE to turn my brain off, sometimes. I have to stop worrying about...
will I be okay?
will I be able to accomplish the goals that I set for myself?
will people still like me?
will people forget about me?
and it is stressful to experience slower time, slower months on here.
I'm scared to lose the people that I care about.
I'm scared to lose the connexions that we created.
I'm scared that everything that I've built so far will fall apart.
and I have to work on that fear of loss.
change will happen no matter if I am stressed or not.
and I have to trust on the fact that those who want to spend time with me, those who enjoy my energy, those who want to receive everything that I have to offer, those who care will stay, or come back.
it is hard to surrender to the FEAR.
but, as someone wise told me - life can be quite simple if you let it.
and that's what I aim to do.
thank you for being here. truly. <3
Been on a 10+ hours drive! I absolutely love seeing the beautiful landscapes as the day goes by. Not gonna lie, I get a little bit nauseous when going up and down the hills 😅
Anyone else enjoys roadtrips?
already back on the road, bb! ✨
thanks for sticking with me while i figure everything out. i’m still trying to think how i wanna approach my creativity through this road trip journey. wifi isn’t the best sometimes so bear with me 🌿
good morning <3
leaving on a roadtrip tomorrow so expect lots of varied fun travel content in the next days 🥰
EDIT: change of plans, i’m already in my first destination 💕