happy weekend! π
look at me being artistic and all! lol. π€πΌ
I'm taking the whooole week away from home to really put myself in a creative mindset. I wanna get back to that point in my life where there are sparkles of pure excitement from creating images and films that I'm proud of. I know that side of me isn't hidden too far away... I just need to take a step back, look into myself and understand what my needs and what reaaally turns me on these days.
which leads me to ask you : what turns you on lately?
Hey boys! if you send me a message, make sure that your dms are open so I can message you back! I feel so helpless when I receive a nice message and cannot answer back π like I promise I'm not ignoring you π
Yes I love to get naughty and have fun with you guys, but there's also this more in dept aspects of relationships that we've built and nourished where we actually *take care* of each other.
And that feels so fulfilling for me.
This mutual exchange, this tango where we exchange and understand each other's needs. Where one's needs fulfill one's wants and vice versa.
I am so lucky to nurture those very special relationships.
I'm slowly finding my peace again.
And it feels so damn good to be at peace. I'll never take that for granted again.
I realized that we can't stop life from happening even if we try our hardest. Sometimes it's just inevitable. And sometimes, life decides to throw rocks (or acid burning fucking huge bricks) at us, and all we can do is to try and take care of ourselves through it.
Take the time that you need, go outside, stretch, drink water, and please please talk to someone if you need it. Mental health is no joke guys. We need each other in those kind of situation. Reach out if you need PLEASE.
You know I'm here.
(here's my butt to make you feel better)
If you're sub to me on the new site you would've already seen this ππ₯°
I've been attracted to bright colours lately. Colours make me feel happy. I wonder why? π§‘
How do you feel after all of this?
I hope this doesn't feel too overwhelming for you guys.. I know it must be annoying and/or confusing. Believe me, it is for me too. I've been working non stop 16 hours a day for the past 6 days. I'm so tired and anxious, and I'm not able to relax until everything feels a little bit safer..
Sending a big hug to everyone tonight. Thank you for being here β₯οΈ
**Todayβs plans** :
β’ iβll be creating and sending allll of the content that i owe! if youβd like to order a custom, a rating or anything special that you have in mind, please do. iβll be shooting some cool stuff, drinking coffee and listening to music π€πΏβοΈ
β’ iβll be taking a step back from all social media news and such until tomorrow. at this point i really need to relax and take my mind off of this whole mess.
β’ iβll be dealing with situation outside of OF in my personal life, trying to take one thing at a time π€
β’ i will try and eat something good and nutritious tonight. iβve been so stressed out for the past month that i nearly lost 7 pounds without doing anything. we need to keep that booty phat and chunky!! π
β’ i will check out f4Γ±slΓΏ (lapetite) and look forward to seeing people i recognize follow over there π
Good morning!
π€ I have a little announcement today π€
first of all, thank you guys for being patient with me. phew! we'll get there.
βΏ If I may suggest, I think you should check out the first link here and follow me for **free** ... π€«β¨
# allmylinks.com/lapetite
βΏ or Subscr!be when you're ready OR if you want to support me through this new journey π₯°
I'll have a looooooot of new content uploading throughout the next few days and there's already exclusive content up and ready! I'm still thinking about what I want to reuse from OF and I think I want to make both account a bit different... any suggestions are welcome!
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there is sooo much content here already accumulated (almost two years) and **EVERYTHING will stay**! The content that is posted on my wall is not affected by the new Terms. I will continue to run my page just like before, **even after** December 1st.
However, my *explicit content* such as masturbation videos ARE against the new terms, so you'll be able to find them on the new platform. I think it's important to adapt and innovate when we're confronted with unexpected change. Since we're not sure what OF plans are for the future and that makes me feel nervous and unsafe, I think it's best to think this through and be as prepared as possible.
Onlyfans has brough me this new way of living, this new open-mindedness, this new view on so many aspects of my life and my sexuality... it has shaped me in the women that I am today and I'm soooo damn proud to be a part of this community. The journey I've been through made me completely fall in love with this art and I want to continue doing this. Creating my own art and connecting with you guys makes me SO happy. If you guys want to support me through this weird and tough time, and follow my next moves, I'll be forever grateful since you're literally the reason why I'm here today.
I hope you know that there's absolutely NO pressure to do anything though.. I'm just preparing for the future and trying to make the best decisions to be able to continue this amazing adventure that started a few months ago, here. I want this to continue and I hope you guys do too.. π
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βΏ *Make sure you create your account with my code* : **lexiefans**
βΏ It's free and it would help me out even more if you feel like it.
(if you've already created your account, you can add it on later if I'm not mistaken)
also... I'm still figuring out what the hell I'm doing so please bare with me π the new site is very cool, and there's so much options to customize stuff! a tad overwhelming, but I like it π€ I think it has a lot of potential. I'm excited to see what will come out of it!
Please give me your OF username if you decide to join me! I want to remember the connections that we built here. <3
Ouuu it looks like Arctic White has taken a solid advance!
You still have time to vote and it's free!!! β¨π
https://onlyfans.com/185796193/lapetite
*follow me upstairs?*
holly crap guys, there's so much work to do and I accept the challenge!
I can't wait to tell you more..π₯°
I'm feeling better.
I'm feeling motivated.
Let's do this.
I hope you have an amazing day, wherever you are π
Once everything is figured out and settled down, when everything feels safer, I feel like leaving on a big trip. it makes my soul feel so good just thinking about it π₯°
where should I go?
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It feels good to be here.
For so many years I have not felt right in my own body. I have felt not pretty. I have felt not interesting. I have not felt funny or likeable. I have not felt worthy of loving myself.
Things have changed. I am so happy that I have found a way to flourish and evolve into the person that I am today. Looking back at March 2020 when I first started this whole journey, I see how much I have changed as a person, how my mindset has changed, how I am much more accepting and loving towards myself and others.
I think I have always been very accepting of others, but in a sense, when you do not feel right in your own skin and your own life, it might be harder to offer anything positive to others, like love. It's hard to empower others when you do not feel empowered yourself.
Now, I feel more empowered than ever. To be able to recognize that you actually are hurting inside takes a lot of self reflection, as, sometimes those wounds are hidden far away in our past. To go through the process of understanding what hurst, and WHY it hurts, and then accepting it and letting it go is so empowering and validating. Now, I recognize that what you can offer to others is the fruit of your own interior limitations.
And I'm so happy to share those thoughts with you.
I'm happy that I went through this journey here, with you guys. We have evolved with each other for more than a year now and I feel very proud of our journey.
Change is good.
As Einstein said : "The measure of intelligence is the ability to change".
Change is the law of life. It's inevitable and constant. Everyday, we age, we mature and we change.
Change is always accompanied by discomfort, even when it's for the better.
Yet, change is what keeps us alive. We need to change to evolve and to keep improving.
thank u thank u thank u for the support in dms! wow β€οΈ
make sure you follow my other platforms to keep in touch with me :
~ Reddit : u/lapetitex
~ IG : lapetitexx
~ Twitter : lapetitexx
~ Tiktok : lapetitexx
Liking, commenting and sharing helps a lot right now. Iβll have to become better at being on social media and it scares me, ugh π₯Ί
I've been through a lot for the past month, and am still going through a really rough time right now. But you know what?
I'm alive.
I'm healthy.
I'm loved.
Even if right now it doesn't feel like it, I know things will get better. This is what we tell others when they don't feel okay, and I need to remind myself of it.
Today, the weather outside is beautiful. The sun in shining, I have a roof over my head, I have a bed to sleep on, I have water to drink and food to eat. I have people who love and support me and I have so, so many beautiful and eventful years ahead of me. And I can't wait to look back at this time of my life and be proud of myself for getting through it.
β¨ life update on the OF situation β¨
So, as most of you know by now, sadly, some changes will occur on this platform on December 1st. We have received an official email, but some things remain quite uncertain. I assume we'll know more in the next few days.
Just to be clear, I am not planning on quitting OF! What I think is the best thing to do for now is to look at 0ther pl4tforms until the changes are effective, and pick the one that suit all of our needs the best. I have fallen in love with this whole process of creating content and sharing myself in intimate ways with you guys, and I do not plan on stopping any time soon. I'll adapt. It'll be okay <3
I will see how things evolve and take the time to make the best decision for me and you. I will keep you guys updated during this process, of course, and your input is always more than welcome. π
Of course, this situation is very scary and stressful for everyone. Make sure to be extra kind and understanding towards all creators that you follow. We'll get through this together, I promise x
Let's put all negativity to the side. Today's gonna be a fun day because guess what... I'm posting every hour again!! π§‘π§πΌββοΈ
Today is all about positivity, good vibes and spreading the love.
There's enough negativity in this world, isn't there? As a wise friend told me : "A positive mindset brings positive things"
Positivity always wins. x
slowly figuring out all of this mess.
thank you for sticking with me through this difficult journey β€οΈ
(my hair is getting sooo long what the hell!!)
