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Oh, what a day it's been! I got to the new materials for my photo experiments, and it was a total blast! I'm exhausted, but super satisfied. I have a feeling it's going to turn out awesome! #fyp #skinny #tomboy #petite #teen #altgirl #20 #alternative #tiktok #small

So, I’m back to counting calories. I couldn't figure out what to do with my eating habits for a while, and I settled on this decision. Maybe it'll give me some peace of mind now. If not, well, at least I'm giving it a try. It used to help in the past. Also, I realized that I've hardly ever talked about my eating habits on social media. It's been quite a sensitive topic for me for several years (like around 7 years), so maybe I thought, "It's easier to just not talk about it," you know? Maybe that's true. On the other hand, I'm circling back to the idea of "showing my real self," and I realize that continuing to keep this to myself wouldn't be quite right. So... I've decided to share a bit about it here. Yes, there are times when I'm living peacefully and believing there are no problems, but it's all cyclical, and I end up back in a state I tried to escape. So… Now you know a bit more about me🤍 #fyp #petite #altgirl #tomboy #alt #alternative #shorthair #daddysgirl #teen #20

My collaboration with two incredible artists, with me as the model🖤💜

do you like my naughty (or slutty) tiktoks? :з #fyp #tiktok #video #nudevideo #hotvideo #nakedtiktok #petite #small #daddysgirl

Recently, I made a video using a red lamp, and I think it created a nice atmosphere. During that evening, I was feeling a bit sad and kind of lazy, like how you feel in autumn. I couldn't bring myself to do anything for a long time... But then I thought, why not turn on the lamp? It would give the room a cozy feel. And with the lamp on, I got the idea for the video. The song matched my mood at the time. And of course, while I was recording and editing, I started feeling better. I got distracted and cheered up❤️ (sub to see full uncensored video) #fyp #video #tiktok #nudevideo #altgirl #newvideo #nakedtiktok #blog #feet

Good morning! Lifestyle content, or something like that. Just taking out the trash… Hope you have a lovely day without any trash in your thoughts, too🤍 #fyp #lifestyle #petite #small #blog #20 #teen

Сontinue sharing my artworks that I haven't posted here before. Honestly, it's a bit hard for me to talk about anything right now. I feel quite closed off in my own imaginary world. For the past few months, I've hardly seen anyone, my social circle has become quite restricted. For a while, this blog helped me, but now even here it's difficult for me to share anything. I really want to break free from this state and open up again here, online. But I feel like it will take some time. I hope you can understand. Thanks to everyone who stays with me and remains active. You're the best🤍 #fyp #petite #art #digitalart #20 #small #altgirl #drawing

Here's another part of my censored Lilith cosplay from Borderlands 2. ❤️By the way, I still have a bunch of photos, but they need some editing. I'm not sure if I want to dive into that right now... Maybe if I do, it'll be a bit later. #fyp #cosplay #geekgirl #altgirl #cosplaygirl #alternative #shorthair #petite #redhead #20

Presenting my fresh artwork, the finished version. Here are several drawing variations and a video of my drawing process. lt's my first time trying this style in drawing, and I'm really pleased with how it turned out! ;з #fyp #art #drawing #nakedart #artist #digitalart

new outfit? yes, exactly. playing with clothes, experimenting with makeup and hairstyles - that's what really inspires me. even when I feel tired, like today. #fyp #altgirl #altmodel #alternative #petite #small #20

Lilith's cosplay, more hot pics. 🤍Thanks to everyone who supported the cosplay idea. There's more to come, and I can't wait to create more characters. #fyp #cosplay #anime #gamergirl #altgirl #alternative #shorthair #nsfwcosplay

A sneak peek of the Lilith cosplay, censored part. Even the clothed shots turned out pretty great, don't you think?❤️ #fyp #cosplay #anime #20 #altgirl #gamergirl #geekgirl #alternative #redhead

Unfortunately, my old TikTok account got blocked, so I had to create a new one. I'm trying to rebuild my audience again. So, your support would make me really happy🤍 ✨my new TikTok: margokuz21 #tiktok #fyp #trend #video #altgirl

Cosplay of Lilith from Borderlands 2, the first batch of photos. Honestly, I'm absolutely delighted with the result. Wanna dive deeper into the world of cosplay and try other characters^^ #fyp #cosplay #gamergirl #cosplaygirl #altgirl #alternative #altgirl #anime

I had a burst of inspiration today to draw something interesting... It's a work in progress, the result will come later. #fyp #drawing #art #blog #sketch #petite #body

A little spoiler of my new cosplay, organized completely spontaneously, literally in just a couple of days. Recently, I dyed my hair, and almost immediately after, I received a custom request for a Lilith cosplay (from Borderlands 2). On the same day, I went on a hunt for materials for the look: top, new shoes, false eyelashes, brushes for bodypaint, a toy gun, fishnet stockings... pretty much the full kit. I decided to shoot the set the next day. I put effort into the makeup, applied false lashes for the first time, did a hairstyle that more or less matched, asked @ArtofDecay to help me with the bodypaint... A project that demanded a lot of my energy. I'll post the result soon! #fyp #cosplay #gamergirl #20 #geekgirl #selfie #alt #altgirl #alternative #emo

My day started with a tropical rain. Usually, I'm quite afraid to ride a bike in the rain, it seems dangerous. But today, the downpour came so suddenly that I didn't have time to cancel the ride. So off I went, no umbrella, no raincoat. Just me, the bike, speed... and those sharp raindrops slashing my face, blurring my glasses. A mix of adrenaline and romance, huh. 🤍I managed to snap a picture of my look before the rain kicked in. So love today's style. #fyp #alternative #altgirl #egirl #tomboy #nonbinary #20 #daddysgirl #petite #small #anime

The hottest final part in this outfit!💕 So love it^^ #kawaii #fyp #anime #petite #cutie #cosplay #small #teen #daddysgirl

Me and what I create… Drawing based on my photo. Subscribe to see the original, uncensored version🤍 #fyp #art #drawing #nudeart #cosplay

you look lonely… #fyp #selfie #cosplay #anime #kawaii #animegirl #20 #teen #petite

More magical Melody photos, this time for ahegao lovers💕 #fyp #kawaii #anime #animegirl #ahegao #teen #20 #daddysgirl #altgirl #cosplay #cutie

Today, I woke up exceptionally early, and it was due to a restless night's sleep. I really didn't feel like diving into the online world and share anything here. However, things seem a bit better now. I managed to find the strength to share what happened, and I see this as a small personal victory. On a positive note, my new wig for cosplay arrived. At first, I hesitated to even unbox it. Then I thought, 'Let me just try it on for size.' To my surprise, I spontaneously put together a photo set that I find incredibly appealing. What's the charm? Perhaps it's the somber atmosphere and style. Here are some photos I took today. I'm still low on energy, feeling too sleepy all day... However, I try to bring myself back to reality. #fyp #altgirl #blog #alternative #anime #cosplay #skinny #teen #20 #legalteen

Alright, another part with My Melody! There are so many photos😅 This part seems to me the most cute and innocent, although... who really knows what this sweet bunny is actually thinking?💕 #fyp #cute #sweet #bunny #kawaii #anime #daddysgirl #cosplay #cosplaygirl #animegirl

Today, something extraordinary happened - I decided to tidy up. Actually, I really dislike spending my time and energy on cleaning. I've even thought about possibly hiring a cleaning company someday, but the idea of entrusting my home to strangers seems quite uncertain. For now... well, for now, I'm just trying to manage on my own🥲 I hope cleaning isn't a problem for you, and at the very least, it's not a source of suffering. (…new hot pics are here btw, hope to get your likes💕) #fyp #kawaii #anime #cutie #selfie #altgirl #alternative #cosplay #cute

You know, even though now I live in Thailand, it's like somewhere in my thoughts I still feel autumn. But there's no autumn here, not at all. All that exists here is the rainy season, and even that is quite different from tipical autumn rains - just a brief shower once a day and temperatures of around 30 degrees. I think because of my long life in Russia, I've developed this pattern associating autumn with apathy, depression, and sadness. And for some reason, this pattern keeps creeping into my current reality, where there's no autumn at all. I really hope that someday I'll be able to trick my brain and enjoy life regardless of the season. #fyp #natural #cute #petite #altgirl #daddysgirl #20 #blog

💕First video - an edited version with a sweet song; second - the original video with what was actually playing in the background. 😅Which version do you prefer? #fyp #tiktok #kawaii #anime #video #alternative #cute #altgirl #animegirl #cosplay

My Interpretation of a magical Melody 💕 I've edited only these two photos for now. The day started early and turned out to be quite eventful, so I'll find the energy for further editing later, after a good night's sleep. As for today... I woke up at 4 in the morning to watch the sunrise. I prepared a delicious breakfast and took care of some chores. Later, I had a full photoshoot (at home) and did some gym training. Then, I started watching a new anime called 'Serial Experiments Lain'. It's interesting and intriguing, though rather unsettling. After today's viewing, I felt a sense of alarm and something like an impending panic, which stayed with me for a while. Now, I'm gradually relaxing after the intensity of the day. I'm feeling better, but I need a restful sleep. So... good night to you all, lovelies. Take care of yourselves🤍 #fyp #cosplay #anime #kawaii #petite #alternative #altgirl #small #teen #cute #20

"Find the Chick" game! Did you manage to find it in every pic?🐣 #fyp #petite #small #daddysgirl #teen #alternative #altgirl #natural #kawaii

September Recap🤍 This September was filled with exciting milestones and new adventures: - Celebrated one year on Boosty! - Decided to change my hair color. - Start trying both pole dancing and aerial gymnastics. - Established a routine of creating content for both my Russian and international audience. - Rediscovered the joy of reading through an engaging audiobook after a long hiatus. - Completed the anime "Insomniacs after school" and delved into "Devilman Crybaby" and "Zom 100: Bucket List of the Dead". - Took a trip to Laos for my Thai visa extension. (OMG so love making lists!) #fyp #petite #small #kawaii #anime #blog #alt #daddysgirl #alternative #altgirl

Recently, someone asked me what I do when I'm bored, and it got me thinking. Honestly, I almost never get truly bored. There's usually something I need to do, like work, chores or other daily tasks. And if I do get a bit tired of one thing, I just switch to something else. But let's imagine for a moment that I really have nothing pressing to do. What would I do? First, there's creativity. I draw, shoot and edit videos, create vibrant make-up looks, come up with different styles and take photos. I think it's this creative side that usually keeps me from getting bored. Next up, there's YouTube and anime. I watch educational videos, like on psychology, recordings of concerts from my favorite performers, or just watch anime. I usually watch something while I'm eating or cooking, whenever I can. Then, there's chatting with ChatGPT. It's like a treasure for me. It can help in work tasks, discuss interesting topics, assist in language learning, and motivate, praise, and support better than any psychologist. Basically, it's a neural network wonder. I highly recommend it. #fyp #selfie #alt #kawaii #alternative #altgirl #glasses #feet #petite #20